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- Cover
- Praise for The Girl I Used to Be
- ALSO BY MARY TORJUSSEN
- Dedication
- Prologue
- Ruby
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- Emma
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- Eighteen months earlier
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- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- Readers Guide
- About the Author
- What’s next onyour reading list?
Eleanor looked as though she wanted to say something more, but she merely repeated, “You know that within the first two years we have the right to let you go at any time and for any reason. You’ve been here eighteen months.”
“But . . .”
She stood up. Clearly our meeting was at an end. She touched the envelope in the box. “I’ve written you a short reference and there’s a check for this month’s salary, a month’s notice, and any outstanding holiday pay, too.”
I stood, too, not knowing what to do or say. She passed me the box and ushered me to the door. I saw a couple of friends walking in, hurrying when they saw Eleanor. I could tell she was tempted to chase after them to remind them to be on time, but instead she stood on guard at the door, watching as I walked to my car.
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Rage hit me as I drove away. I’d never been fired before; my work was always well done and I hadn’t had a day’s absence in the eighteen months I’d worked there. I didn’t let myself acknowledge that that was because I hadn’t wanted to miss a day with Harry. I drove to a supermarket car park a couple of miles away and parked as far as I could from anyone else. My heart pounded as I took out my phone.
I was so filled with shame and rage that although I’d promised I’d never do this while he was still with Emma, I dialed Harry’s mobile number. Immediately, his voice boomed out.
“Hi,” he said.
My heart banged. “Harry?”
And then he continued. “This is Harry Sheridan. You’ve reached my voice mail. Please leave a message.”
I managed to control myself. I knew I mustn’t leave a message. Quickly I ended the call and tapped in Harry’s direct number at work. After two rings the call was picked up.
“Good morning, Harry Sheridan’s office.”
I held my breath for a second. It wasn’t him. I recognized the voice; it was Paula, Eleanor’s assistant. We weren’t exactly friends, but we got along okay.
“Paula? It’s me, Ruby.”
“Oh,” she said, and my heart sank. This wasn’t going to be easy. “Did you want something?”
“Can I speak to Harry?” I wasn’t even going to pretend that I didn’t know why she was odd with me. “Can you put me through?”
She gave a sharp intake of breath, as though this was personally affecting her. “I’m sorry. All of Mr. Sheridan’s calls are coming through me now.” There was a pause and then she said formally, “Would you like to leave a message?”