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- Cover
- Praise for The Girl I Used to Be
- ALSO BY MARY TORJUSSEN
- Dedication
- Prologue
- Ruby
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- Emma
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- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- Readers Guide
- About the Author
- What’s next onyour reading list?
I looked at my watch. It was just before two o’clock. And then I remembered that one of his suppliers was nearby. Had he had a lunch meeting with them this morning? Was he going back to the office and treating the staff to cakes, or was he taking twenty-four cakes home to his pregnant wife?
When he took out his wallet to pay, I looked away quickly and stared down at my book on the table. I opened it at a random place and tried to read what it said. I could hardly make out one word. I didn’t want to talk to him. I couldn’t think of one civil thing I might say.
And then the air seemed to shift and I knew he was there, standing over me. I hadn’t heard him, hadn’t seen him, but I knew. I kept my eyes fixed firmly on my book.
“Hello, Ruby.” He sounded nervous, as he should. “What are you doing here?”
I had to look up then. I didn’t know whether to slap him or kiss him. I pressed myself back in my seat to stop myself from doing either.
My mouth was suddenly dry and I had to swallow before I could speak. “Hello, Harry. I didn’t see you there.” It wasn’t convincing, I knew. “I was just reading my book.”
“Do you mind if I sit down?”
I shrugged.
He pulled a chair out opposite me and sat down, putting his boxes of cakes on the table next to us. “Oh, Kate Atkinson. I like her.” He took the book out of my hands. It was open at the center pages. He read a line or two, then looked at the cover. “What’s it about?”
“No idea,” I said abruptly.
He gave a nervous laugh; he’d never known me to be rude. “How have you been?”
“Fine. Everything’s hunky-dory, thank you.”
Just then the waitress arrived with my hot chocolate and coffee cake. “That looks good,” he said. “Mind if I join you?”
I glared at him, but he turned to the waitress. “I’ll have black coffee and the same cake, thanks.”
We sat in silence until she returned with his order. I kept my head down. I didn’t want to talk to him or even look at him. When the waitress was safely back in the kitchen, he reached out to touch my hand. I snatched it away.
“Ruby, I’m so sorry.”
Suddenly my throat was swollen with tears and I couldn’t say a word.
“I know we can’t be friends,” he said. “That would be too odd after all we went through, but surely we can chat if we bump into each other?”