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Chapters (90)
  1. PROLOGUE
  2. 1849
  3. ONE
  4. TWO
  5. EDINBURGH
  6. THREE
  7. FOUR
  8. FIVE
  9. SIX
  10. SEVEN
  11. EIGHT
  12. NINE
  13. TEN
  14. ELEVEN
  15. TWELVE
  16. THIRTEEN
  17. FOURTEEN
  18. FIFTEEN
  19. SIXTEEN
  20. SEVENTEEN
  21. EIGHTEEN
  22. NINETEEN
  23. TWENTY
  24. TWENTY-ONE
  25. TWENTY-TWO
  26. TWENTY-THREE
  27. TWENTY-FOUR
  28. TWENTY-FIVE
  29. TWENTY-SIX
  30. TWENTY-SEVEN
  31. TWENTY-EIGHT
  32. TWENTY-NINE
  33. THIRTY
  34. THIRTY-ONE
  35. THIRTY-TWO
  36. THIRTY-THREE
  37. THIRTY-FOUR
  38. THIRTY-FIVE
  39. THIRTY-SIX
  40. THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. THIRTY-EIGHT
  42. THIRTY-NINE
  43. FORTY
  44. FORTY-ONE
  45. FORTY-TWO
  46. FORTY-THREE
  47. FORTY-FOUR
  48. FORTY-FIVE
  49. FORTY-SIX
  50. FORTY-SEVEN
  51. FORTY-EIGHT
  52. FORTY-NINE
  53. FIFTY
  54. FIFTY-ONE
  55. FIFTY-TWO
  56. FIFTY-THREE
  57. FIFTY-FOUR
  58. FIFTY-FIVE
  59. FIFTY-SIX
  60. FIFTY-SEVEN
  61. FIFTY-EIGHT
  62. FIFTY-NINE
  63. SIXTY
  64. SIXTY-ONE
  65. SIXTY-TWO
  66. SIXTY-THREE
  67. SIXTY-FOUR
  68. SIXTY-FIVE
  69. SIXTY-SIX
  70. SIXTY-SEVEN
  71. SIXTY-EIGHT
  72. SIXTY-NINE
  73. SEVENTY
  74. SEVENTY-ONE
  75. SEVENTY-TWO
  76. SEVENTY-THREE
  77. SEVENTY-FOUR
  78. SEVENTY-FIVE
  79. SEVENTY-SIX
  80. SEVENTY-SEVEN
  81. SEVENTY-EIGHT
  82. SEVENTY-NINE
  83. EIGHTY
  84. EIGHTY-ONE
  85. EPILOGUE
  86. HISTORICAL NOTE
  87. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  88. Extract from A Corruption of Blood
  89. 1850
  90. ONE

‘Mrs Banks and I have elsewhere discovered that some of the claims made in these letters are baseless. What we don’t have is a first-hand account, which is what may be necessary for this issue to be … laid to rest.’

Raven had searched momentarily for a different phrase, before judging these words the most effective.

Dr Johnstone sipped from his whisky, eyes glazed, almost as though he had forgotten Raven was present. Then he seemed to come back into the moment.

‘I have worked in this city a long time. I know the game they are playing,’ he said. His voice was low, tinged with weariness and not a little anger. ‘Every time they write about this, they make it sound worse, and I know they will wring it out for every last drop it might shed. The reason I have not written to the papers already is out of concern that my own testimony would not be credited by these individuals. I have nothing but gratitude for Dr Simpson’s kind attention, and like him it was my intention to maintain a dignified silence, but nonetheless putting my account on record might be the only way to draw a line under it.’

When he eyed Raven again, his expression was softer.

‘I confess, the other reason I have been reluctant is that my involvement was limited. I entrusted my wife’s care to Dr Simpson and to the nurse I employed.’

Raven thought of the disdain with which Dr Johnstone had just referred to Sarah and to women’s grasp of medical matters. He couldn’t see how this sat with him handing the care of his wife to a nurse when he was a doctor himself.

These reflections must have been more legible upon his face than he intended, for Dr Johnstone looked at him with an expression that was challenging yet sincere, and said: ‘You are asking yourself why I delegated such duties to a nurse when I am a medical man.’

Raven thought it unwise to deny it, and best to say nothing.

‘You are not long qualified, are you, Dr Raven?’

‘No, sir.’

‘And nor, I would wager, have you children or a wife.’

‘No, I have neither.’

‘When you do, pray that you are never required to treat them. It is not done. One’s judgment is utterly askew, confused at every turn by emotion. Every doctor encounters a sense of helplessness on occasion, an absolute impotence as circumstances overtake one’s knowledge and ability. Now imagine the magnitude of that helplessness when it is with regard to the health, to the life, of the one you love the most.’

Raven nodded solemnly, acknowledging his understanding.