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Chapters (90)
  1. PROLOGUE
  2. 1849
  3. ONE
  4. TWO
  5. EDINBURGH
  6. THREE
  7. FOUR
  8. FIVE
  9. SIX
  10. SEVEN
  11. EIGHT
  12. NINE
  13. TEN
  14. ELEVEN
  15. TWELVE
  16. THIRTEEN
  17. FOURTEEN
  18. FIFTEEN
  19. SIXTEEN
  20. SEVENTEEN
  21. EIGHTEEN
  22. NINETEEN
  23. TWENTY
  24. TWENTY-ONE
  25. TWENTY-TWO
  26. TWENTY-THREE
  27. TWENTY-FOUR
  28. TWENTY-FIVE
  29. TWENTY-SIX
  30. TWENTY-SEVEN
  31. TWENTY-EIGHT
  32. TWENTY-NINE
  33. THIRTY
  34. THIRTY-ONE
  35. THIRTY-TWO
  36. THIRTY-THREE
  37. THIRTY-FOUR
  38. THIRTY-FIVE
  39. THIRTY-SIX
  40. THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. THIRTY-EIGHT
  42. THIRTY-NINE
  43. FORTY
  44. FORTY-ONE
  45. FORTY-TWO
  46. FORTY-THREE
  47. FORTY-FOUR
  48. FORTY-FIVE
  49. FORTY-SIX
  50. FORTY-SEVEN
  51. FORTY-EIGHT
  52. FORTY-NINE
  53. FIFTY
  54. FIFTY-ONE
  55. FIFTY-TWO
  56. FIFTY-THREE
  57. FIFTY-FOUR
  58. FIFTY-FIVE
  59. FIFTY-SIX
  60. FIFTY-SEVEN
  61. FIFTY-EIGHT
  62. FIFTY-NINE
  63. SIXTY
  64. SIXTY-ONE
  65. SIXTY-TWO
  66. SIXTY-THREE
  67. SIXTY-FOUR
  68. SIXTY-FIVE
  69. SIXTY-SIX
  70. SIXTY-SEVEN
  71. SIXTY-EIGHT
  72. SIXTY-NINE
  73. SEVENTY
  74. SEVENTY-ONE
  75. SEVENTY-TWO
  76. SEVENTY-THREE
  77. SEVENTY-FOUR
  78. SEVENTY-FIVE
  79. SEVENTY-SIX
  80. SEVENTY-SEVEN
  81. SEVENTY-EIGHT
  82. SEVENTY-NINE
  83. EIGHTY
  84. EIGHTY-ONE
  85. EPILOGUE
  86. HISTORICAL NOTE
  87. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  88. Extract from A Corruption of Blood
  89. 1850
  90. ONE

Archie laughed, but then began coughing, and their progress was halted for a few minutes until it subsided. He had become so frail, a hollowed-out husk bearing little resemblance to the man that she had first seen here not so many months ago. The rapidity of his decline was terrifying to behold, the disease consuming him voraciously and without pity, merciless in its ferocity.

‘I am sorry to be putting you through this,’ Archie said to her once they had managed to get him into bed. Raven had left them, sensing that they needed to be alone.

‘I would not have had it any other way,’ she replied. ‘These have been the best days of my life, times I never thought I would have – marriage to a doctor, in charge of my own household. Mistress of my own domain.’

Archie looked at her with a sad smile.

‘I know there is a question that troubles you,’ he said. ‘But you are too kind to ask it.’

‘I don’t know what you mean,’ she said. But she did.

‘You wonder whether love would have been allowed to blossom between us had we met under different circumstances. Would I have asked you to marry me had I not been ill? I know this, because I am equally troubled by the question of whether you would have accepted my proposal had I been well.’

‘How could I have refused?’ she replied, laughing, but Archie remained serious. She sighed, sitting down on the bed beside him. ‘I suppose neither of us can answer that question, for the truth is we can never know.’

‘I was very nearly married to another,’ Archie said.

Sarah had never considered this before and realised that she should have done. Archie was handsome and successful: it was unusual that he had not married before now.

‘What happened?’ she asked, curious but also afraid of what he might say.

‘For various reasons we had a long engagement. Too long, as it turned out. Her affections were transferred to another. She claimed that she had never really loved me. I felt that I had been subject to an unforgivable deception. I was deeply hurt by it. It felt like a physical wound that would never heal and I did not think that I would ever let myself love another as I had no desire to experience that kind of hurt again. But then I met you.’

Sarah wondered at the events upon which fate could turn. How different might things have been if Will Raven had returned from his travels a few months earlier than he did. Or was she deceiving herself to think he would ever have rushed back from abroad into her waiting arms?