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Chapters (90)
  1. PROLOGUE
  2. 1849
  3. ONE
  4. TWO
  5. EDINBURGH
  6. THREE
  7. FOUR
  8. FIVE
  9. SIX
  10. SEVEN
  11. EIGHT
  12. NINE
  13. TEN
  14. ELEVEN
  15. TWELVE
  16. THIRTEEN
  17. FOURTEEN
  18. FIFTEEN
  19. SIXTEEN
  20. SEVENTEEN
  21. EIGHTEEN
  22. NINETEEN
  23. TWENTY
  24. TWENTY-ONE
  25. TWENTY-TWO
  26. TWENTY-THREE
  27. TWENTY-FOUR
  28. TWENTY-FIVE
  29. TWENTY-SIX
  30. TWENTY-SEVEN
  31. TWENTY-EIGHT
  32. TWENTY-NINE
  33. THIRTY
  34. THIRTY-ONE
  35. THIRTY-TWO
  36. THIRTY-THREE
  37. THIRTY-FOUR
  38. THIRTY-FIVE
  39. THIRTY-SIX
  40. THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. THIRTY-EIGHT
  42. THIRTY-NINE
  43. FORTY
  44. FORTY-ONE
  45. FORTY-TWO
  46. FORTY-THREE
  47. FORTY-FOUR
  48. FORTY-FIVE
  49. FORTY-SIX
  50. FORTY-SEVEN
  51. FORTY-EIGHT
  52. FORTY-NINE
  53. FIFTY
  54. FIFTY-ONE
  55. FIFTY-TWO
  56. FIFTY-THREE
  57. FIFTY-FOUR
  58. FIFTY-FIVE
  59. FIFTY-SIX
  60. FIFTY-SEVEN
  61. FIFTY-EIGHT
  62. FIFTY-NINE
  63. SIXTY
  64. SIXTY-ONE
  65. SIXTY-TWO
  66. SIXTY-THREE
  67. SIXTY-FOUR
  68. SIXTY-FIVE
  69. SIXTY-SIX
  70. SIXTY-SEVEN
  71. SIXTY-EIGHT
  72. SIXTY-NINE
  73. SEVENTY
  74. SEVENTY-ONE
  75. SEVENTY-TWO
  76. SEVENTY-THREE
  77. SEVENTY-FOUR
  78. SEVENTY-FIVE
  79. SEVENTY-SIX
  80. SEVENTY-SEVEN
  81. SEVENTY-EIGHT
  82. SEVENTY-NINE
  83. EIGHTY
  84. EIGHTY-ONE
  85. EPILOGUE
  86. HISTORICAL NOTE
  87. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  88. Extract from A Corruption of Blood
  89. 1850
  90. ONE

Even so, this incident served as a warning. When next I wished to keep a patient longer, I knew I could not rely solely on presenting falsified documentation of troubling symptoms. I would have to induce them.

I administered doses of medicines that made my preferred patients demonstrably sick when they were due for examination. It was easy enough to do. It proved evidence enough to satisfy even the like of Dr Hewitt.

More so than when I merely altered the ward journal, I marvelled at the effects of my actions. It appeared I had the ability to bend matters to my will simply by the administration of medicine. It created in me an ever-deeper curiosity, an insatiable thirst for greater knowledge.

I watched the doctors carefully. It seemed to please them that I was showing such a keen interest by asking them about dosages and the effects of the various pills and potions that they prescribed.

There was a limit to how much first-hand experience I was permitted, however, which was why I liked being on the ward at night. With the doctors largely absent and nurses sparsely spread about the hospital, I was free to experiment. I dosed patients with morphine in ever-increasing amounts and paid close attention to the results. I watched as their breathing slowed and their pupils shrunk in size.

The next station upon my journey was marked by a dock-labourer from Leith by the name of John Robertson. He sustained a burn to his upper chest on account of sleeping too close to the fire while under the influence of ardent spirits. The burn extended to the front of his neck and caused him to experience a restriction in his breathing, for which he was prescribed warm-water dressings and morphine three times a day. I gave it more frequently than that, watching as this brute of a man became drowsy and incapable.

In the midst of my experiment I was called away to assist another patient who had had a seizure, and when I returned, I found that Mr Robertson’s breathing had stopped altogether, and he was quite dead.

I did not mean to kill him. But nor did I have any regrets about having done so. Rather, I felt powerful that I had wrought this. A man so mighty, felled by my small hand.

That sense of power only increased the next day when his newly widowed wife came to claim his remains. I watched her weep and wail, this gushing, uncontainable outpouring of grief. A drastic change had been wrought upon not one but two people: one life ended, the other altered for ever, and all of it precipitated by actions that were unknown and unsuspected.