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Chapters (90)
  1. PROLOGUE
  2. 1849
  3. ONE
  4. TWO
  5. EDINBURGH
  6. THREE
  7. FOUR
  8. FIVE
  9. SIX
  10. SEVEN
  11. EIGHT
  12. NINE
  13. TEN
  14. ELEVEN
  15. TWELVE
  16. THIRTEEN
  17. FOURTEEN
  18. FIFTEEN
  19. SIXTEEN
  20. SEVENTEEN
  21. EIGHTEEN
  22. NINETEEN
  23. TWENTY
  24. TWENTY-ONE
  25. TWENTY-TWO
  26. TWENTY-THREE
  27. TWENTY-FOUR
  28. TWENTY-FIVE
  29. TWENTY-SIX
  30. TWENTY-SEVEN
  31. TWENTY-EIGHT
  32. TWENTY-NINE
  33. THIRTY
  34. THIRTY-ONE
  35. THIRTY-TWO
  36. THIRTY-THREE
  37. THIRTY-FOUR
  38. THIRTY-FIVE
  39. THIRTY-SIX
  40. THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. THIRTY-EIGHT
  42. THIRTY-NINE
  43. FORTY
  44. FORTY-ONE
  45. FORTY-TWO
  46. FORTY-THREE
  47. FORTY-FOUR
  48. FORTY-FIVE
  49. FORTY-SIX
  50. FORTY-SEVEN
  51. FORTY-EIGHT
  52. FORTY-NINE
  53. FIFTY
  54. FIFTY-ONE
  55. FIFTY-TWO
  56. FIFTY-THREE
  57. FIFTY-FOUR
  58. FIFTY-FIVE
  59. FIFTY-SIX
  60. FIFTY-SEVEN
  61. FIFTY-EIGHT
  62. FIFTY-NINE
  63. SIXTY
  64. SIXTY-ONE
  65. SIXTY-TWO
  66. SIXTY-THREE
  67. SIXTY-FOUR
  68. SIXTY-FIVE
  69. SIXTY-SIX
  70. SIXTY-SEVEN
  71. SIXTY-EIGHT
  72. SIXTY-NINE
  73. SEVENTY
  74. SEVENTY-ONE
  75. SEVENTY-TWO
  76. SEVENTY-THREE
  77. SEVENTY-FOUR
  78. SEVENTY-FIVE
  79. SEVENTY-SIX
  80. SEVENTY-SEVEN
  81. SEVENTY-EIGHT
  82. SEVENTY-NINE
  83. EIGHTY
  84. EIGHTY-ONE
  85. EPILOGUE
  86. HISTORICAL NOTE
  87. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  88. Extract from A Corruption of Blood
  89. 1850
  90. ONE

Now that he knew his given name, what others called him – what his mother must have called him – it changed how Raven perceived him. He thought of the revenges he had fantasised for this man, the strength of his desire to see him suffer. Now he was suffering beyond Raven’s imaginings and the sight shamed him for ever wishing it.

There was no sign of the family who lived here, still banished at the money-lender’s command. No sign either of the man himself.

‘Where is Flint?’

Even in the little light there was, Raven could see that Gargantua was uncomfortable at the question. He guessed it was for the same reason they did not wish to disclose where the shooting took place.

‘He’s away on some business that’s none of yours.’

Raven approached the bed. Alec was fevered, covered in a clammy sweat, his face contorted in the throes of his suffering. His hands were cold, his pulse small and frequent.

‘Take away … the pain,’ he implored.

‘Didn’t keep his medicine down for long,’ Gargantua grumbled from the corner, evidently unimpressed by Raven’s ministrations thus far. ‘You must give him something else, something stronger.’

Their eyes met. They both understood what Gargantua was asking.

Raven opened his bag and looked through the contents. The strongest thing he had was chloroform: destroyer of pain, gateway to oblivion. Should he use it? It would relieve the man’s suffering, no doubt about that, but wouldn’t it also hasten his demise? It was forbidden to deliberately kill a patient. The sacred Hippocratic injunction was primum non nocere. First, do no harm.

He thought once more of that alley in Berlin. He did not want the burden of knowing another man had died by his hand, but in this case not to act would be to hide behind the pretext of morality. A sin of omission was still a sin.

He had long desired to avenge himself upon this creature, to end the man’s life in retribution for the violence he himself had suffered. But this would not be vengeance. Vengeance would only be served by allowing his suffering to continue, and Raven did not wish that. He only had to think of the reason he bore his grudge, reflected upon earlier that very day. When a man was pinned and defenceless, defeated and posing no threat, to inflict pain and damage upon him was the act of a despicable coward. In similar circumstances, failure to relieve a man’s suffering felt equally craven.

Gargantua stepped closer, his heavy tread creaking the boards, bending the very floor.

‘What are you waiting for,’ he demanded, ‘a miracle?’

Raven removed the amber-coloured bottle from his bag and examined the contents. There would be enough.

‘What is that?’ the giant asked.

‘Chloroform. Considered by some to be miraculous.’

He poured a few drops onto a handkerchief and held it above the dying man’s face.