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Chapters (90)
  1. PROLOGUE
  2. 1849
  3. ONE
  4. TWO
  5. EDINBURGH
  6. THREE
  7. FOUR
  8. FIVE
  9. SIX
  10. SEVEN
  11. EIGHT
  12. NINE
  13. TEN
  14. ELEVEN
  15. TWELVE
  16. THIRTEEN
  17. FOURTEEN
  18. FIFTEEN
  19. SIXTEEN
  20. SEVENTEEN
  21. EIGHTEEN
  22. NINETEEN
  23. TWENTY
  24. TWENTY-ONE
  25. TWENTY-TWO
  26. TWENTY-THREE
  27. TWENTY-FOUR
  28. TWENTY-FIVE
  29. TWENTY-SIX
  30. TWENTY-SEVEN
  31. TWENTY-EIGHT
  32. TWENTY-NINE
  33. THIRTY
  34. THIRTY-ONE
  35. THIRTY-TWO
  36. THIRTY-THREE
  37. THIRTY-FOUR
  38. THIRTY-FIVE
  39. THIRTY-SIX
  40. THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. THIRTY-EIGHT
  42. THIRTY-NINE
  43. FORTY
  44. FORTY-ONE
  45. FORTY-TWO
  46. FORTY-THREE
  47. FORTY-FOUR
  48. FORTY-FIVE
  49. FORTY-SIX
  50. FORTY-SEVEN
  51. FORTY-EIGHT
  52. FORTY-NINE
  53. FIFTY
  54. FIFTY-ONE
  55. FIFTY-TWO
  56. FIFTY-THREE
  57. FIFTY-FOUR
  58. FIFTY-FIVE
  59. FIFTY-SIX
  60. FIFTY-SEVEN
  61. FIFTY-EIGHT
  62. FIFTY-NINE
  63. SIXTY
  64. SIXTY-ONE
  65. SIXTY-TWO
  66. SIXTY-THREE
  67. SIXTY-FOUR
  68. SIXTY-FIVE
  69. SIXTY-SIX
  70. SIXTY-SEVEN
  71. SIXTY-EIGHT
  72. SIXTY-NINE
  73. SEVENTY
  74. SEVENTY-ONE
  75. SEVENTY-TWO
  76. SEVENTY-THREE
  77. SEVENTY-FOUR
  78. SEVENTY-FIVE
  79. SEVENTY-SIX
  80. SEVENTY-SEVEN
  81. SEVENTY-EIGHT
  82. SEVENTY-NINE
  83. EIGHTY
  84. EIGHTY-ONE
  85. EPILOGUE
  86. HISTORICAL NOTE
  87. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  88. Extract from A Corruption of Blood
  89. 1850
  90. ONE

If you performed a procedure against conventional wisdom, and the outcome was bad, then your reputation would never recover because calamity had resulted from your being reckless and arrogant. And if you performed a procedure against conventional wisdom and the outcome was good, you would be condemned equally for the same recklessness and arrogance. You could expect censure, investigation and condemnation. They would say that it was more by luck than judgment that you succeeded: that it was an anomaly, and therefore did not change anything. Perhaps they needed to reassure themselves that they would have been right to do nothing in the same circumstances, and tell themselves that their inaction was something other than cowardice.

When a patient would surely die without intervention, how could it be wrong to try?

Raven knew the answer: it was the same one that forbade hastening a patient’s end. It would be argued that the patient’s condition was ‘almost universally fatal’, and a great weight rested upon the first of those words.

It was almost certain that the patient would die, but what if she didn’t? Intervene to save her or to end her suffering, and you were taking it upon yourself to decide her fate. It was not yours to make such a decision, they would say, because how could you be sure?

The possibility that such a patient might rally and recover if you did nothing was the bedrock of the moral case against attempting anything outside of established practice. But how did something ever become established practice? Someone had to take the risk, not merely in terms of outcome but of reputation, and very few doctors were prepared to place that stake.

Raven peered into the cavity he had opened up, curiosity suppressing all other emotion, and stated precisely what his examination revealed.

‘The abdomen contains a quantity of semi-purulent fluid, and on the right side a large cyst is attached to the ovary.’

He cut into the cyst. A thick fluid began to ooze out.

‘The cyst contains a considerable amount of gelatinous matter.’

He could hear the scratch of Sarah’s pen noting down what he said.

As he continued to poke about at the bottom of the cyst, he momentarily became aware of her standing at his shoulder, craning her neck to see. He could feel her breath on his neck. Raven closed his eyes for a moment, his concentration interrupted. He took a deep breath – through his mouth – and forced himself to focus on what he was doing.

‘Look,’ he said, pointing out what was encased in the heart of the tumour.

Sarah’s composure finally broke and she gasped, but it was in fascination rather than shock.

‘Hair, bone and teeth,’ she stated.

‘Indeed. One incisor, one bicuspid and one molar.’

‘How bizarre … and revolting.’ Her face puckered in distaste.

‘Are you all right?’