Chapters (63)
- Cover
- Praise
- Dedication
- Map
- Epigraph
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Acknowledgements
- Letter from Author
- About the Author
They sit on a blue steel bench on the station concourse. The boy dives into his tuna melt eating greedily and noisily. After he finishes, he gulps down a milky coffee as Archer pecks at a bland, limp egg sandwich and sips at a bottle of still water.
‘How long have you been on the streets?’
‘Two years.’
‘That’s a long time.’
‘Not as long as some. I wasn’t always. Sometimes I was in care. But I hated it.’
‘It can be tough.’
‘I moved from foster home to foster home, never knowing what to expect. Some were nice; others not. I ran away in the end. Couldn’t take no more. I had it in my head that I needed to be free and that I could live on the streets. I was used to nicking stuff and living off my wits.’
He begins to cough uncontrollably. Archer takes his coffee and holds it. When he is calm, she gives it back, he takes a sip and clears his throat.
‘I expect I’ll die here too.’
‘Don’t say that, Stephen. You can turn this around. It’s possible.’
He scoffs and stiffens. ‘Course I can. It’s easy as anything.’
Archer scolds herself for sounding patronising.
‘I’m sorry, Stephen. I didn’t mean it like that . . . it’s just that I was like you at that age.’
‘Were you in care too?’
A dark memory flickers in Archer’s mind. She feels nauseous and the walls of the station seem to close in around her. She closes her legs and tightens her shoulders.
‘Are you OK?’ It’s the boy but his voice sounds like it’s far away.
Archer tries to steady her breathing, but the darkness engulfs her.
She feels a warm hand on hers and it jolts her out of the fugue. Blinking, she looks down at the grubby hand and then reaches for her water, taking a large swallow.
‘You didn’t look very well,’ says Stephen.
‘I’m OK, thanks.’
It has been months since she’s had a spell like that. She has lost her appetite and offers the remains of her sandwich to the boy, who gladly takes it off her hands.
‘How did you know Billy Perrin?’ she asks, changing the conversation.
The boy wraps his slender dirty hands around the cardboard coffee mug. ‘I didn’t know him. Not much really. He knew me is probably a better description.’
‘What do you mean?’
Stephen casts his gaze to the ground. ‘He wouldn’t leave me alone. I was someone he could push around. Someone he could use. He always wanted something, like I had anything to give. And now he’s dead. Not that I care.’
‘Did he hurt you?’
He nods his head. ‘The last time I saw him was at Waterloo, Alaska Street.’
‘When was that?’