Back Take Me with You
Chapters (102)
  1. Half Title
  2. Dedication
  3. Also by Tara Altebrando
  4. Title Page
  5. Hello_world
  6. Four_new_notifications
  7. Eden
  8. Marwan
  9. Eden
  10. Marwan
  11. Eden
  12. Marwan
  13. Eden
  14. Establishing_connection
  15. Marwan
  16. Eden
  17. Marwan
  18. Eden
  19. Marwan
  20. Eden
  21. Marwan
  22. Eden
  23. Select_all
  24. Ilanka
  25. Eli
  26. Ilanka
  27. Eli
  28. Ilanka
  29. Eli
  30. Marwan
  31. Eden
  32. Eli
  33. Eden
  34. Eli
  35. Eden
  36. Marwan
  37. Ilanka
  38. Eden
  39. Eli
  40. Marwan
  41. Eden
  42. Ilanka
  43. Marwan
  44. Eden
  45. Eli
  46. Marwan
  47. Ilanka
  48. Eden
  49. Eli
  50. Marwan
  51. Eden
  52. User_error
  53. Ilanka
  54. Eli
  55. Eden
  56. Ilanka
  57. Marwan
  58. Eden
  59. Eli
  60. Marwan
  61. Eden
  62. Force_quit
  63. Marwan
  64. Eden
  65. Eli
  66. Eden
  67. Marwan
  68. Eli
  69. Eden
  70. Marwan
  71. Eli
  72. Ilanka
  73. End_game
  74. Eden
  75. Eli
  76. Marwan
  77. Eden
  78. Eli
  79. Marwan
  80. Eden
  81. Authorize_reboot
  82. Ilanka
  83. Eli
  84. Marwan
  85. Eden
  86. Ilanka
  87. Eli
  88. Marwan
  89. Ilanka
  90. Eden
  91. Marwan
  92. Ilanka
  93. Eli
  94. Powering_down
  95. Eli
  96. Marwan
  97. Eden
  98. Ilanka
  99. Eli
  100. Marwan
  101. Eden
  102. Acknowledgments

No one answered right away, so she powered her phone down again. It had stayed off pretty much all day, and she’d liked it. In the shower, there was sand between her toes. She watched it collect near the drain and then, finally, swirl away under a tiny wave.

In her room after changing clothes, she settled in watching makeup tutorials. There was something soothing about them. It was reassuring to know that when you sat down you were going to witness some kind of transformation.

Her favorite was Kiliko, a Japanese American girl around Ilanka’s age who had a massive following. She had a bunch of Disney princess tutorials that were pretty fun to watch—her Maleficent was amazing—but mostly she liked to transform herself from a pretty drab-looking, normal girl you might see in school into something more akin to a supermodel, or doll. Someone who got noticed.

Ilanka felt like playing along.

She opened up her makeup drawer and got out foundation and powder and eyeliners and a whole palette of eye shadows and a handful of lip liners and lip pencils and lined them all up, as if preparing for surgery, and sometimes it felt like that.

She’d learned that there were often steps that didn’t seem important but were. You couldn’t skip any shadowing or highlighting or layers and expect good results. You had to do it all, exactly as explained, if you wanted the effect Kiliko was going for.

It took nearly a half hour to get through it, but when she was done, Ilanka barely recognized herself in the mirror. And she liked that. She took a selfie and posted it and tagged Kiliko and added ten hashtags having to do with makeup and tutorials and transformations and then put her phone down.

When it dinged at her she figured it was her first like and she’d somehow changed her notifications. Because it was a sound she didn’t recognize.

She had a text from a number that had nonnumerical characters mixed in. Some kind of hack or spam. The message said: I’m looking forward to our time together.

It was hard not to get freaked out by stuff like that until you realized it was just some computer scam. Like when you get email from a friend who has supposedly lost their wallet in Nigeria and needs you to send cash. And doesn’t provide an address.

The next note said: A warning:

The next one said: Your father is engaged in illegal activities.

This was getting too weird. Her father’s company collected data about people from quizzes and other opt-in apps and sources. Then they placed targeted ads for their clients. Nothing illegal about it. She deleted the thread.