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Chapters (102)
  1. Half Title
  2. Dedication
  3. Also by Tara Altebrando
  4. Title Page
  5. Hello_world
  6. Four_new_notifications
  7. Eden
  8. Marwan
  9. Eden
  10. Marwan
  11. Eden
  12. Marwan
  13. Eden
  14. Establishing_connection
  15. Marwan
  16. Eden
  17. Marwan
  18. Eden
  19. Marwan
  20. Eden
  21. Marwan
  22. Eden
  23. Select_all
  24. Ilanka
  25. Eli
  26. Ilanka
  27. Eli
  28. Ilanka
  29. Eli
  30. Marwan
  31. Eden
  32. Eli
  33. Eden
  34. Eli
  35. Eden
  36. Marwan
  37. Ilanka
  38. Eden
  39. Eli
  40. Marwan
  41. Eden
  42. Ilanka
  43. Marwan
  44. Eden
  45. Eli
  46. Marwan
  47. Ilanka
  48. Eden
  49. Eli
  50. Marwan
  51. Eden
  52. User_error
  53. Ilanka
  54. Eli
  55. Eden
  56. Ilanka
  57. Marwan
  58. Eden
  59. Eli
  60. Marwan
  61. Eden
  62. Force_quit
  63. Marwan
  64. Eden
  65. Eli
  66. Eden
  67. Marwan
  68. Eli
  69. Eden
  70. Marwan
  71. Eli
  72. Ilanka
  73. End_game
  74. Eden
  75. Eli
  76. Marwan
  77. Eden
  78. Eli
  79. Marwan
  80. Eden
  81. Authorize_reboot
  82. Ilanka
  83. Eli
  84. Marwan
  85. Eden
  86. Ilanka
  87. Eli
  88. Marwan
  89. Ilanka
  90. Eden
  91. Marwan
  92. Ilanka
  93. Eli
  94. Powering_down
  95. Eli
  96. Marwan
  97. Eden
  98. Ilanka
  99. Eli
  100. Marwan
  101. Eden
  102. Acknowledgments

She tilted her head. She’d never really thought about whether he was attractive or not because … gross. She noticed now there was something disarming in his eyes, like he cared too much. More than was appropriate. But she was probably projecting that. Or maybe that was his trick? The one he’d used to get into this mess with her mother? How many other women out there was he like that with? Or was it just her mom? How was she ever reliably going to be able to tell the difference between the Julians and Marwans of the world if her mother couldn’t?

“My mother,” Eden said slowly, “has her own garbage to deal with.”

He tried to read her more closely now, focused his eyes differently, then he said, “She’d want to know what you’re going through.”

“Yeah? You think?”

“Of course,” he said. “And, I mean, if it’s stuff you want to talk about with, like, well—not me and not your mom—reach out to someone, okay?”

“Yeah,” Eden said, “I’ll do that.”

“Shouldn’t you be in school?” he said.

“Wasn’t feeling so hot.” She held up her bag. “Just popped out for a bagel.”

“Okay, well, feel better,” he said.

“I will,” she said, and she had the light so she crossed under the train.

“Eden!” he called out after her.

She felt obligated to turn.

“We cool?” he called out, turning his head so that he was still holding her gaze but with one ear forward, looking for a yes.

A train passed overhead—ripping a border of sound between them—and she took another easy out. She pointed at her ears, shook her head, and mimed, “I can’t hear you!” then waved and walked off.

Back at the house, she heard a ding from her mother’s laptop. She followed the next ding upstairs and found her mother’s laptop open on the desk in the den. It was the messaging app, and it showed a conversation with NH: Just bumped into Eden. She seemed off. Everything okay?

Her mother texted back: She knows about us.

Oh.

Stop texting me.

Okay. I will.

When her phone vibrated, she gasped, feeling caught. But her mother couldn’t know she was following along.

It was a text from Marwan: I couldn’t face school today.

Me neither.

She held her phone in her hand for a minute, and her finger brushed the emoji button. She looked at the “Frequently Used” gallery—a unicorn, a thumbs-up, and crying tears of joy.

He wrote, I’m at the library. Googling drones.

Can’t you do that at home? Or on your phone?

He wrote, I guess.

Then, I don’t know why but I’m like … paranoid? Also running out of data.

She sent him a thumbs-up, then asked, What branch?

It would be going against direct orders from her mother but whatever.