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Chapters (102)
  1. Half Title
  2. Dedication
  3. Also by Tara Altebrando
  4. Title Page
  5. Hello_world
  6. Four_new_notifications
  7. Eden
  8. Marwan
  9. Eden
  10. Marwan
  11. Eden
  12. Marwan
  13. Eden
  14. Establishing_connection
  15. Marwan
  16. Eden
  17. Marwan
  18. Eden
  19. Marwan
  20. Eden
  21. Marwan
  22. Eden
  23. Select_all
  24. Ilanka
  25. Eli
  26. Ilanka
  27. Eli
  28. Ilanka
  29. Eli
  30. Marwan
  31. Eden
  32. Eli
  33. Eden
  34. Eli
  35. Eden
  36. Marwan
  37. Ilanka
  38. Eden
  39. Eli
  40. Marwan
  41. Eden
  42. Ilanka
  43. Marwan
  44. Eden
  45. Eli
  46. Marwan
  47. Ilanka
  48. Eden
  49. Eli
  50. Marwan
  51. Eden
  52. User_error
  53. Ilanka
  54. Eli
  55. Eden
  56. Ilanka
  57. Marwan
  58. Eden
  59. Eli
  60. Marwan
  61. Eden
  62. Force_quit
  63. Marwan
  64. Eden
  65. Eli
  66. Eden
  67. Marwan
  68. Eli
  69. Eden
  70. Marwan
  71. Eli
  72. Ilanka
  73. End_game
  74. Eden
  75. Eli
  76. Marwan
  77. Eden
  78. Eli
  79. Marwan
  80. Eden
  81. Authorize_reboot
  82. Ilanka
  83. Eli
  84. Marwan
  85. Eden
  86. Ilanka
  87. Eli
  88. Marwan
  89. Ilanka
  90. Eden
  91. Marwan
  92. Ilanka
  93. Eli
  94. Powering_down
  95. Eli
  96. Marwan
  97. Eden
  98. Ilanka
  99. Eli
  100. Marwan
  101. Eden
  102. Acknowledgments

Eli’s mother was sitting at the kitchen table with crumpled tissues scattered in front of her. His sister was in the chair beside her, in her unicorn pajamas, looking more scared than upset.

“What’s going on?” Eli asked as Cora walked over, her head hung low, to say hi. Eli bent to pet her; you could tell she knew something was wrong.

“Your grandfather …” His mother trailed off into tears.

“He died,” his sister said, and something about her being the one to say it made it worse.

“How do you know?” Eli asked, wanting to reach into his bag for the device, wanting to ask it if it had done this, not quite understanding that it was actually gone.

Looking confused by the question, his mother said, “I got a call.”

“You spoke to an actual person?” Eli said, his heart starting to quicken.

“Yes, I spoke to a person. How else would I have found out?”

Eli turned around and walked back out of the apartment—“Where are you going?” trailed after him—and down the stairs and down past the house that always smelled of pot and the one that always smelled of curry and then the Walgreens and massage parlor and nail salon and 99-cent store and falafel place and bodega and the dry cleaner and bagel store and the new grocery store, if it would ever open.

The whole thing with Svetlana had been a trick; that meant that this could be, too.

He passed the tutoring center and the deli with the massive sub that was free if you could eat the whole thing and the Korean bubble tea place and the real estate agency with photos of nicer apartments than Eli’s in the windows.

Inside the nursing home—finally—a nurse he knew well enough, Janine, spotted him in the lobby, where the air smelled of his grandfather’s favorite meal—Salisbury steak, which Eli was pretty sure was served only in nursing homes.

“Oh, Eli,” she said. “I’m so sorry.”

“I need to see him,” he said.

“He’s gone, Eli,” she said.

“I still need to see him,” he said.

“No, I mean the funeral home already came and took him,” she said.

“What funeral home?”

“Your mother said to call Clancy’s.”

He supposed he could go there, though it would be hard to explain. People didn’t typically storm into funeral homes after hours, demanding to see the dead. Or maybe they did. “Was it the pacemaker again?” he asked.

A movie was playing in the common room to the right. A handful of bodies hunched in wheelchairs silhouetted in front of the screen.

“No,” the nurse said. “He just fell asleep and didn’t wake up.”

“But it was because of the thing with the pacemaker earlier?”