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Contents ( 109)
  1. CONTENTS
  2. ONE
  3. Sylvie
  4. TWO
  5. Sylvie
  6. THREE
  7. Thomas
  8. FOUR
  9. Sylvie
  10. FIVE
  11. Thomas
  12. SIX
  13. Sylvie
  14. SEVEN
  15. Thomas
  16. EIGHT
  17. Sylvie
  18. NINE
  19. Thomas
  20. TEN
  21. Sylvie
  22. ELEVEN
  23. Thomas
  24. TWELVE
  25. Sylvie
  26. THIRTEEN
  27. Thomas
  28. FOURTEEN
  29. Sylvie
  30. FIFTEEN
  31. Thomas
  32. SIXTEEN
  33. Sylvie
  34. SEVENTEEN
  35. Thomas
  36. EIGHTEEN
  37. Sylvie
  38. NINETEEN
  39. Sylvie
  40. TWENTY
  41. Thomas
  42. TWENTY-ONE
  43. Sylvie
  44. TWENTY-TWO
  45. Thomas
  46. TWENTY-THREE
  47. Sylvie
  48. TWENTY-FOUR
  49. Thomas
  50. TWENTY-FIVE
  51. Sylvie
  52. TWENTY-SIX
  53. Thomas
  54. TWENTY-SEVEN
  55. Sylvie
  56. TWENTY-EIGHT
  57. Thomas
  58. TWENTY-NINE
  59. Sylvie
  60. THIRTY
  61. Thomas
  62. THIRTY-ONE
  63. Sylvie
  64. THIRTY-TWO
  65. Thomas
  66. THIRTY-THREE
  67. Sylvie
  68. THIRTY-FOUR
  69. Thomas
  70. THIRTY-FIVE
  71. Sylvie
  72. THIRTY-SIX
  73. Thomas
  74. THIRTY-SEVEN
  75. Sylvie
  76. THIRTY-EIGHT
  77. Sylvie
  78. THIRTY-NINE
  79. Thomas
  80. FORTY
  81. Sylvie
  82. FORTY-ONE
  83. Sylvie
  84. FORTY-TWO
  85. Thomas
  86. FORTY-THREE
  87. Sylvie
  88. FORTY-FOUR
  89. Sylvie
  90. FORTY-FIVE
  91. Thomas
  92. FORTY-SIX
  93. Sylvie
  94. FORTY-SEVEN
  95. Sylvie
  96. FORTY-EIGHT
  97. Sylvie
  98. FORTY-NINE
  99. Thomas
  100. FIFTY
  101. Sylvie
  102. FIFTY-ONE
  103. Thomas
  104. FIFTY-TWO
  105. Sylvie
  106. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  107. QUESTIONS FOR DISCUSSION
  108. connect online
  109. What’s next on your reading list?

“I’m a happy Catholic,” she firmly says to Thomas and me, clearly mistaking us for proselytizers. “But I’m so glad you’ve found comfort in your religion.” She starts to close the door.

“Ms. Hiddleston? We’re not from a religious group,” Thomas says. He holds out his business card. “I’m Thomas Holmes, a reporter with the L.A. Times. I’m doing a story about the heroes of Oregon’s foster care system and your name came up as one of the most dedicated caseworkers.”

Heidi reads the business card, and a slow smile spreads across her face. “Well, gosh, I’ve been retired for eighteen years. Hard to believe anyone remembers me!”

“They do,” Thomas says. “Might we come in, chat for a few minutes?”

Heidi glances at our car in the driveway. Moose’s head pokes out of the window. She plucks at her gloves, looks at me, and says, “Well. You’ve caught me in the middle of spring cleaning.”

She doesn’t recognize me. Why would she? It was almost two decades ago and I was a little kid, one of dozens of cases she juggled. My nerves buzz like a beehive that’s been kicked. It’s hard to think, focus. This woman knows everything.

Thomas says, “We should’ve called. Apologies. This is my girlfriend, Syl. I promised her and our dog a day at the beach but since you were on the way, she was game to stop in case you might be willing to talk about the great work you’ve done.”

“Well . . . if it’ll shine the light on the importance of those dedicated to foster children,” Heidi says and peels off her gloves, “then of course I can spare a few minutes. Goodness, it’s not like there’s a timeline for housework, but I do like to keep a schedule, otherwise we retirees can lose track of time and our sense of purpose.”

“Totally understand.” Thomas smoothly steps into Heidi’s home.

The single-story house has a small entryway with a wooden coat stand in the corner. There’s a closed door to the right, probably her bedroom. To the left is a combined living and dining room with a door at the far end that opens into a sea-foam-green-accented kitchen. A glass cabinet just inside the opening to the living room is filled with china, gold-etched floral plates on display.

“Those were my mother’s,” Heidi says when she sees me looking. “My sister wanted them, but Mom knew I was the better cook and love to entertain.”

“They’re beautiful.” I follow her into the living room, where the walls are one shade darker than the beige carpet. A two-foot-high cross with a very real-looking Jesus peers from the wall behind the couch. Bless you for taking little Sylvie Peters into your home. There’s a brightly colored painting of the Last Supper hanging to the right of a highly polished dining set. I believe with your love and GOD’s guiding hand, Sylvie will have a good life. And the side table dividing the living and dining room has two rows of votive candles lined in front of a statue of the Virgin Mary. Give justice to the weak and the fatherless. This is definitely the Heidi who wrote Mom that letter.