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Contents ( 109)
  1. CONTENTS
  2. ONE
  3. Sylvie
  4. TWO
  5. Sylvie
  6. THREE
  7. Thomas
  8. FOUR
  9. Sylvie
  10. FIVE
  11. Thomas
  12. SIX
  13. Sylvie
  14. SEVEN
  15. Thomas
  16. EIGHT
  17. Sylvie
  18. NINE
  19. Thomas
  20. TEN
  21. Sylvie
  22. ELEVEN
  23. Thomas
  24. TWELVE
  25. Sylvie
  26. THIRTEEN
  27. Thomas
  28. FOURTEEN
  29. Sylvie
  30. FIFTEEN
  31. Thomas
  32. SIXTEEN
  33. Sylvie
  34. SEVENTEEN
  35. Thomas
  36. EIGHTEEN
  37. Sylvie
  38. NINETEEN
  39. Sylvie
  40. TWENTY
  41. Thomas
  42. TWENTY-ONE
  43. Sylvie
  44. TWENTY-TWO
  45. Thomas
  46. TWENTY-THREE
  47. Sylvie
  48. TWENTY-FOUR
  49. Thomas
  50. TWENTY-FIVE
  51. Sylvie
  52. TWENTY-SIX
  53. Thomas
  54. TWENTY-SEVEN
  55. Sylvie
  56. TWENTY-EIGHT
  57. Thomas
  58. TWENTY-NINE
  59. Sylvie
  60. THIRTY
  61. Thomas
  62. THIRTY-ONE
  63. Sylvie
  64. THIRTY-TWO
  65. Thomas
  66. THIRTY-THREE
  67. Sylvie
  68. THIRTY-FOUR
  69. Thomas
  70. THIRTY-FIVE
  71. Sylvie
  72. THIRTY-SIX
  73. Thomas
  74. THIRTY-SEVEN
  75. Sylvie
  76. THIRTY-EIGHT
  77. Sylvie
  78. THIRTY-NINE
  79. Thomas
  80. FORTY
  81. Sylvie
  82. FORTY-ONE
  83. Sylvie
  84. FORTY-TWO
  85. Thomas
  86. FORTY-THREE
  87. Sylvie
  88. FORTY-FOUR
  89. Sylvie
  90. FORTY-FIVE
  91. Thomas
  92. FORTY-SIX
  93. Sylvie
  94. FORTY-SEVEN
  95. Sylvie
  96. FORTY-EIGHT
  97. Sylvie
  98. FORTY-NINE
  99. Thomas
  100. FIFTY
  101. Sylvie
  102. FIFTY-ONE
  103. Thomas
  104. FIFTY-TWO
  105. Sylvie
  106. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  107. QUESTIONS FOR DISCUSSION
  108. connect online
  109. What’s next on your reading list?

Why did you kiss me?

Sylvie is intelligent, beautiful, and ferocious. I get how it feels never to be enough for family. I see the way her eyes gleam when she thinks she’s helping someone, flash in resentment, or fill with tears. Despite the fact that I hate what she does, that’s not who she is . . . Yes it is. Fuck.

But who am I to cast stones? I’ve planted traps in the audiences of each of these frauds. I’ve bribed a janitor at ODHS, used good folks, and been unnecessarily harsh, told countless lies to get this story off the ground.

Did you ever consider that you’re the one using people? That you’re the vampire?

Sylvie is right. We both feed off other people for our own benefit. But she is conning people to make money and that’s a crime. And what I did on Facebook, lying about a dying wife so I can write an exposé, further my career, garner awards, and bump up my salary? In the rearview mirror, Moose sits in the center of the back seat like an overgrown child. Chris sleeps beside him. Curled, she’s the size of a kitten. The dog studies me with eyes that shine with accusation. I look away.

TWENTY-NINE

Sylvie

It’s the same dream—the sand castle behind me, wave rising in the distance. Time has almost run out. When the wave hits, the treasure will be lost. I’ll be lost. A sharp wind sends a shower of crystals that burn. The wave growls my name. My fingers glance off something hard, smooth, and I wrestle the treasure free . . . The wave strikes. Greedy fingers rip my prize away. “NO!”

One of my hands smacks the window hard, the other Thomas. He swerves and the car in the left lane honks. Thomas jerks the wheel, swerves again, and we skid on the wet asphalt.

“Hold tight,” Thomas mutters.

A split second later we’re safely back in our lane. In the rearview mirror, Thomas checks to make sure Chris and Moose haven’t been hurt.

“What the hell was that?”

My heart slams against my chest. “Just a dream.”

“Seriously?”

I rest my sweaty forehead against the cold window. “It’s . . . I’ve had the same one before.”

“When?”

“It first came as a vision two days ago, onstage at the start of my show. I saw a sand castle with a moat, tiny sailboats. And I was there, too, on the beach. A massive wave rose in the distance. I knew that when it reached the shore, it would destroy the castle and what was inside.”

Thomas glances at me. “What was inside?”

“A treasure. The next time, everything was the same but I was digging for the treasure and the wave was coming to destroy me, too.”

“And today?”

I press my index fingers against throbbing temples. “I finally dug the treasure free.”

“What was it?”

I hesitate, twist my hair into a knot, and consider whether this information could hurt me. “An old snow globe.”