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Contents ( 109)
  1. CONTENTS
  2. ONE
  3. Sylvie
  4. TWO
  5. Sylvie
  6. THREE
  7. Thomas
  8. FOUR
  9. Sylvie
  10. FIVE
  11. Thomas
  12. SIX
  13. Sylvie
  14. SEVEN
  15. Thomas
  16. EIGHT
  17. Sylvie
  18. NINE
  19. Thomas
  20. TEN
  21. Sylvie
  22. ELEVEN
  23. Thomas
  24. TWELVE
  25. Sylvie
  26. THIRTEEN
  27. Thomas
  28. FOURTEEN
  29. Sylvie
  30. FIFTEEN
  31. Thomas
  32. SIXTEEN
  33. Sylvie
  34. SEVENTEEN
  35. Thomas
  36. EIGHTEEN
  37. Sylvie
  38. NINETEEN
  39. Sylvie
  40. TWENTY
  41. Thomas
  42. TWENTY-ONE
  43. Sylvie
  44. TWENTY-TWO
  45. Thomas
  46. TWENTY-THREE
  47. Sylvie
  48. TWENTY-FOUR
  49. Thomas
  50. TWENTY-FIVE
  51. Sylvie
  52. TWENTY-SIX
  53. Thomas
  54. TWENTY-SEVEN
  55. Sylvie
  56. TWENTY-EIGHT
  57. Thomas
  58. TWENTY-NINE
  59. Sylvie
  60. THIRTY
  61. Thomas
  62. THIRTY-ONE
  63. Sylvie
  64. THIRTY-TWO
  65. Thomas
  66. THIRTY-THREE
  67. Sylvie
  68. THIRTY-FOUR
  69. Thomas
  70. THIRTY-FIVE
  71. Sylvie
  72. THIRTY-SIX
  73. Thomas
  74. THIRTY-SEVEN
  75. Sylvie
  76. THIRTY-EIGHT
  77. Sylvie
  78. THIRTY-NINE
  79. Thomas
  80. FORTY
  81. Sylvie
  82. FORTY-ONE
  83. Sylvie
  84. FORTY-TWO
  85. Thomas
  86. FORTY-THREE
  87. Sylvie
  88. FORTY-FOUR
  89. Sylvie
  90. FORTY-FIVE
  91. Thomas
  92. FORTY-SIX
  93. Sylvie
  94. FORTY-SEVEN
  95. Sylvie
  96. FORTY-EIGHT
  97. Sylvie
  98. FORTY-NINE
  99. Thomas
  100. FIFTY
  101. Sylvie
  102. FIFTY-ONE
  103. Thomas
  104. FIFTY-TWO
  105. Sylvie
  106. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  107. QUESTIONS FOR DISCUSSION
  108. connect online
  109. What’s next on your reading list?

“At least I’m on a dating app,” Annie counters.

“When’s the last time you went on it to get a date?”

“I talked to someone last month. We had phone sex.”

“Congratulations.”

Annie grins. “Ten bucks I have you beat.”

She does. “I’ve been busy.”

“Why not go back to what’s-her-name?”

“Thiel?”

“Yeah. Who names their kid a color?”

“Thiel’s parents,” I say. “And it’s not spelled that way. She’s moved on.” Almost a year ago.

“Why?”

I pick out a few more jellybeans. “Why what?”

“Did she move on?”

I shrug. “My job got under her skin. She thought I was on the road too much and put work above time with her . . . I might’ve missed a vacation, and a few dinners.”

“How many dinners?”

“Too many.” Thiel’s an industrial designer, smart, athletic, and cute as hell. She liked to play volleyball on the weekends, go to salsa clubs, and plan vacations for us. She deserved better.

Annie stares at me. “What?” I snip.

“You are fairly obsessed with work in general and you’ve reached new heights with this article.”

“Said no editor to her journalist, ever,” I joke.

“Get out of here,” Annie says.

“Sylvie will call,” I announce over my shoulder as I leave.

But I think we both know I might be a dead man walking.

EIGHT

Sylvie

“That’ll be twenty-nine bucks,” the delivery guy says as he hands over my sushi order.

I give him forty. “Keep the change.”

“Thanks! Big Friday night plans?” he asks.

“Huge,” I joke with a nod at my small order.

“A friend’s band is playing at Ray’s Room. They go on at midnight. You should check it out.”

He’s cute—shaggy brown hair, hoodie sweatshirt, and cool vibe. “Maybe.”

Halfway down the front walk he turns and says, “Call a few friends. Come to the show. Vincent’s band is really, really good.”

I wave and shut the door. There are no friends to call. I’m not a total shut-in, I do go to Soul Cycle and hot yoga, and sometimes I even get a juice with people after class. But once they figure out what I do for a living—I used to say entertainment like everyone else in LA without giving specifics, but now that I’m getting recognizable, that’s harder to pull off—there’s a shift. Either they want to know everything about being a psychic, get weird because they think what I do is bullshit, or are afraid I can read their minds. When that happens, I switch class times or studios. I’m currently driving over an hour for my workouts, having exhausted the gyms close by. That said, I do have needs. In the past there have been a couple of casual boyfriends, but as soon as they started to get serious, I broke it off.

I put dinner on my coffee table littered with papers then sink onto the dark blue velvet couch. I live in a two-bedroom condo in Silver Lake bought with my own money. Sometimes it’s still hard to believe it’s mine, considering the basement apartment I shared in San Francisco and the succession of studio apartments I lived in once I’d moved to LA. Instead of cheap posters, there are a few paintings decorating my walls, and hand-built shelves filled with favorite books. I found the gently used couch and matching chairs by scouring secondhand shops, and I spent a fortune on the chandelier that hangs over an antique dining table I still need to refinish.