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Contents ( 109)
  1. CONTENTS
  2. ONE
  3. Sylvie
  4. TWO
  5. Sylvie
  6. THREE
  7. Thomas
  8. FOUR
  9. Sylvie
  10. FIVE
  11. Thomas
  12. SIX
  13. Sylvie
  14. SEVEN
  15. Thomas
  16. EIGHT
  17. Sylvie
  18. NINE
  19. Thomas
  20. TEN
  21. Sylvie
  22. ELEVEN
  23. Thomas
  24. TWELVE
  25. Sylvie
  26. THIRTEEN
  27. Thomas
  28. FOURTEEN
  29. Sylvie
  30. FIFTEEN
  31. Thomas
  32. SIXTEEN
  33. Sylvie
  34. SEVENTEEN
  35. Thomas
  36. EIGHTEEN
  37. Sylvie
  38. NINETEEN
  39. Sylvie
  40. TWENTY
  41. Thomas
  42. TWENTY-ONE
  43. Sylvie
  44. TWENTY-TWO
  45. Thomas
  46. TWENTY-THREE
  47. Sylvie
  48. TWENTY-FOUR
  49. Thomas
  50. TWENTY-FIVE
  51. Sylvie
  52. TWENTY-SIX
  53. Thomas
  54. TWENTY-SEVEN
  55. Sylvie
  56. TWENTY-EIGHT
  57. Thomas
  58. TWENTY-NINE
  59. Sylvie
  60. THIRTY
  61. Thomas
  62. THIRTY-ONE
  63. Sylvie
  64. THIRTY-TWO
  65. Thomas
  66. THIRTY-THREE
  67. Sylvie
  68. THIRTY-FOUR
  69. Thomas
  70. THIRTY-FIVE
  71. Sylvie
  72. THIRTY-SIX
  73. Thomas
  74. THIRTY-SEVEN
  75. Sylvie
  76. THIRTY-EIGHT
  77. Sylvie
  78. THIRTY-NINE
  79. Thomas
  80. FORTY
  81. Sylvie
  82. FORTY-ONE
  83. Sylvie
  84. FORTY-TWO
  85. Thomas
  86. FORTY-THREE
  87. Sylvie
  88. FORTY-FOUR
  89. Sylvie
  90. FORTY-FIVE
  91. Thomas
  92. FORTY-SIX
  93. Sylvie
  94. FORTY-SEVEN
  95. Sylvie
  96. FORTY-EIGHT
  97. Sylvie
  98. FORTY-NINE
  99. Thomas
  100. FIFTY
  101. Sylvie
  102. FIFTY-ONE
  103. Thomas
  104. FIFTY-TWO
  105. Sylvie
  106. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  107. QUESTIONS FOR DISCUSSION
  108. connect online
  109. What’s next on your reading list?

“Coincidence. Like you said, you throw out dates all the time.”

Sylvie leans in. This close I can see three light freckles beneath her left eye. She asks, “What about what I wrote on my arm—Kel, just because they were yours doesn’t mean it was your fault—or that old song I hummed?”

I ignore the chill creeping down my neck. “There are mentalists in Vegas who make millions doing the impossible night after night. Again, you’ll have to prove it if you want me to jump on your bandwagon.”

We eat our ice cream sundaes in silence then return to the compartment. Thankfully, Moose hasn’t eaten Chris while we were gone. They’re curled up on the couch a few feet apart like old friends. Sylvie feeds Moose. I pour Chris’s expensive, organic kibble into a bowl. She won’t even dignify it with a sniff. Sylvie holds up the container of mashed potatoes. “She won’t eat it.” She ignores me, opens the container, and puts it on the floor. Chris pads over, sniffs, then digs in, eats half the potatoes before taking a break. Even though I know this was a lucky guess, the stupid hairs on my arms rise.

TWELVE

Sylvie

I yawn then stretch my arms overhead. “Time for bed.”

After brushing my teeth in the bathroom, I change into white flannel pajamas and unbutton the top two buttons in the hope that Thomas will notice. I’m not sure I can actually seduce him, or even if I could go through with it if he takes the bait. But I need options. My reflection in the mirror looks calm, except for the eyes. They search for a way out of this mess.

I am aware that everything I say and do during a show can be explained away. Even Kelly and Rose. My fears find the cracks and rush in. The note I wrote on my arm was pretty ambiguous. What about the song? I can’t explain that one. But are the songs and messages nothing more than incredible coincidences combined with a subject’s intense desire? Is Thomas right that I’m rationalizing fraud? My reflection in the mirror blurs, like I’m losing definition, beginning to disappear. My heart doubles its beat. No. I’m the real deal and I help people. And if I use research when I can’t make a connection? It doesn’t matter as long as my audience believes and gets closure. I’m one of the good guys.

When I step out of the bathroom, Thomas is hunched over his backpack. He absentmindedly pushes a lock of hair from his eyes. For a split second I see the person, not the adversary. He’s cute, a little awkward, which I’m usually drawn to. We have to sidestep so he can get into the bathroom. I make sure our hips touch. He instantly draws back like I’m poison.

Moose snuggles beside me on the couch as we listen to rustles punctuated by thumps and curses. Thomas is way too big to get changed in the tiny bathroom. I’m glad it’s uncomfortable. He comes out in a T-shirt and plaid boxers. He has lean, muscular legs—a runner, or cyclist. There’s a small tattoo on the inside of his right arm. TDH. I would’ve put money against him being the type for ink.