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Contents ( 109)
  1. CONTENTS
  2. ONE
  3. Sylvie
  4. TWO
  5. Sylvie
  6. THREE
  7. Thomas
  8. FOUR
  9. Sylvie
  10. FIVE
  11. Thomas
  12. SIX
  13. Sylvie
  14. SEVEN
  15. Thomas
  16. EIGHT
  17. Sylvie
  18. NINE
  19. Thomas
  20. TEN
  21. Sylvie
  22. ELEVEN
  23. Thomas
  24. TWELVE
  25. Sylvie
  26. THIRTEEN
  27. Thomas
  28. FOURTEEN
  29. Sylvie
  30. FIFTEEN
  31. Thomas
  32. SIXTEEN
  33. Sylvie
  34. SEVENTEEN
  35. Thomas
  36. EIGHTEEN
  37. Sylvie
  38. NINETEEN
  39. Sylvie
  40. TWENTY
  41. Thomas
  42. TWENTY-ONE
  43. Sylvie
  44. TWENTY-TWO
  45. Thomas
  46. TWENTY-THREE
  47. Sylvie
  48. TWENTY-FOUR
  49. Thomas
  50. TWENTY-FIVE
  51. Sylvie
  52. TWENTY-SIX
  53. Thomas
  54. TWENTY-SEVEN
  55. Sylvie
  56. TWENTY-EIGHT
  57. Thomas
  58. TWENTY-NINE
  59. Sylvie
  60. THIRTY
  61. Thomas
  62. THIRTY-ONE
  63. Sylvie
  64. THIRTY-TWO
  65. Thomas
  66. THIRTY-THREE
  67. Sylvie
  68. THIRTY-FOUR
  69. Thomas
  70. THIRTY-FIVE
  71. Sylvie
  72. THIRTY-SIX
  73. Thomas
  74. THIRTY-SEVEN
  75. Sylvie
  76. THIRTY-EIGHT
  77. Sylvie
  78. THIRTY-NINE
  79. Thomas
  80. FORTY
  81. Sylvie
  82. FORTY-ONE
  83. Sylvie
  84. FORTY-TWO
  85. Thomas
  86. FORTY-THREE
  87. Sylvie
  88. FORTY-FOUR
  89. Sylvie
  90. FORTY-FIVE
  91. Thomas
  92. FORTY-SIX
  93. Sylvie
  94. FORTY-SEVEN
  95. Sylvie
  96. FORTY-EIGHT
  97. Sylvie
  98. FORTY-NINE
  99. Thomas
  100. FIFTY
  101. Sylvie
  102. FIFTY-ONE
  103. Thomas
  104. FIFTY-TWO
  105. Sylvie
  106. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  107. QUESTIONS FOR DISCUSSION
  108. connect online
  109. What’s next on your reading list?

Sylvie nods at Chris. “Are you planning to leave her in there for eighteen hours?”

Moose’s eyes are glued to the pink carrier like he’s waiting for his next meal to step out of it. His jaws are big enough to wrap around Chris’s entire body. He could snap her neck with one shake of his giant head.

“How can I get you to write nice things in your article if my dog kills your ancient cat?” Sylvie asks.

“She’s not that old.”

Sylvie’s eyebrows rise a fraction. “It’ll be okay. Promise. Let her out.”

The train lurches. We roll out of the station. There’s not much choice, so I unzip the carrier. Chris climbs out, pads across the table, sits in front of the window, watches the buildings slide by. Moose silently puts two paws on the floor.

“Did you really get her as a kitten?”

I don’t take my eyes off Cujo. “Yeah. But from a local shelter.”

“You lied to me about your cat, too? Where’s your journalistic integrity?”

I grunt. If she’s trying to compare a lie about the provenance of my cat to bilking money from people who can’t afford to lose it, clearly I’m on the right side of the line.

Moose now has four feet on the floor. “Call him back.” Sylvie ignores me. Moose creeps forward. Chris spins like she has eyes in the back of her head, one paw raised to strike. My mother had her declawed as a kitten. Maybe that’s why the dog doesn’t blink. I prepare to get mauled. Moose edges nearer until their noses almost touch then backs away like he and Christopher Robin have reached a silent agreement. Chris walks to the far side of the table, the sharp bones of her hips painfully visible, and drops onto Sylvie’s lap, curls into a ball. I let out the breath I’ve been holding.

“You okay?” Sylvie asks with a little smile.

“I’m fine.”

She runs light fingers along Chris’s bony back and my cat, typically dismissive of strangers, actually purrs.

“Animals like me,” Sylvie says. “So I can’t be that bad, right?”

I push record on my phone. “Tell me about your childhood . . .”

TEN

Sylvie

I don’t have much of a plan yet. Right now I just need to get a bead on this guy. He blushed a little when I asked if he was going to share my room. Buried under the surface are manners—probably raised by a single mother. And he loves his cat so much that he’s in denial about her life expectancy. When I run my hand down his cat’s side, I can feel how old age has thinned her fur and the jutting of her fragile ribs. Gently, I tickle beneath Chris’s chin and she purrs louder. A lump lodges in my throat. She’s holding on for him.

When I was a little kid, the idea of loving an old pet was alien. Puppies were everything—wiggly, uncoordinated, the epitome of cute. Then my first dog’s face sugared, his back end stiffened, and I loved him so much, my heart shattered when we found him dead beneath our porch. For months the fact that he’d been alone when he died, without my arms around him, haunted me.