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Contents ( 109)
  1. CONTENTS
  2. ONE
  3. Sylvie
  4. TWO
  5. Sylvie
  6. THREE
  7. Thomas
  8. FOUR
  9. Sylvie
  10. FIVE
  11. Thomas
  12. SIX
  13. Sylvie
  14. SEVEN
  15. Thomas
  16. EIGHT
  17. Sylvie
  18. NINE
  19. Thomas
  20. TEN
  21. Sylvie
  22. ELEVEN
  23. Thomas
  24. TWELVE
  25. Sylvie
  26. THIRTEEN
  27. Thomas
  28. FOURTEEN
  29. Sylvie
  30. FIFTEEN
  31. Thomas
  32. SIXTEEN
  33. Sylvie
  34. SEVENTEEN
  35. Thomas
  36. EIGHTEEN
  37. Sylvie
  38. NINETEEN
  39. Sylvie
  40. TWENTY
  41. Thomas
  42. TWENTY-ONE
  43. Sylvie
  44. TWENTY-TWO
  45. Thomas
  46. TWENTY-THREE
  47. Sylvie
  48. TWENTY-FOUR
  49. Thomas
  50. TWENTY-FIVE
  51. Sylvie
  52. TWENTY-SIX
  53. Thomas
  54. TWENTY-SEVEN
  55. Sylvie
  56. TWENTY-EIGHT
  57. Thomas
  58. TWENTY-NINE
  59. Sylvie
  60. THIRTY
  61. Thomas
  62. THIRTY-ONE
  63. Sylvie
  64. THIRTY-TWO
  65. Thomas
  66. THIRTY-THREE
  67. Sylvie
  68. THIRTY-FOUR
  69. Thomas
  70. THIRTY-FIVE
  71. Sylvie
  72. THIRTY-SIX
  73. Thomas
  74. THIRTY-SEVEN
  75. Sylvie
  76. THIRTY-EIGHT
  77. Sylvie
  78. THIRTY-NINE
  79. Thomas
  80. FORTY
  81. Sylvie
  82. FORTY-ONE
  83. Sylvie
  84. FORTY-TWO
  85. Thomas
  86. FORTY-THREE
  87. Sylvie
  88. FORTY-FOUR
  89. Sylvie
  90. FORTY-FIVE
  91. Thomas
  92. FORTY-SIX
  93. Sylvie
  94. FORTY-SEVEN
  95. Sylvie
  96. FORTY-EIGHT
  97. Sylvie
  98. FORTY-NINE
  99. Thomas
  100. FIFTY
  101. Sylvie
  102. FIFTY-ONE
  103. Thomas
  104. FIFTY-TWO
  105. Sylvie
  106. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  107. QUESTIONS FOR DISCUSSION
  108. connect online
  109. What’s next on your reading list?

“Huh. Have you ever been to one of Sylvie’s shows?”

“Look,” Dad says. “Bottom line? What Sylvie does now? We don’t understand it. We don’t want to understand it or watch in person.”

“She was raised Catholic,” Mom adds like I’m not even in the room. “The first commandment, ‘I am the Lord thy God. Thou shalt have no other gods before me.’ You went to Sunday school, church, Bible camp.”

I snort. “It’s not like I’m a witch or worship the devil!”

Mom slams the glass bowl she just washed onto the counter. I’m surprised it doesn’t break, shocked that she’s actually showing emotion. She whirls, then demands, “I have a question. Did you throw away your morality all at once, or was it like the frog in the pot?”

“The frog?” Thomas asks.

“Place a frog in a pot of water, slowly turn up the heat,” Mom says, “the frog won’t feel it, realize he should hop out until it’s too late and he’s been cooked.”

“I’m the frog,” I tell Thomas. “If we’re sharing Sunday school stories, how about the one where the frog falls into a bucket of milk.”

Thomas says, “He drowns?” then looks to Hana like he’s at a tennis match, waiting for her to return serve.

“Nope,” I correct while making a swan out of my cloth napkin. “He keeps swimming, never gives up, until the milk is churned by his little froggy legs into butter, and he gets the hell out of the bucket and never comes back.” I set the swan on the table. The napkin hasn’t been starched so the bird’s proud neck droops. Mom has turned her back again. Methodically she dries the wok.

“Religion aside, do you believe at all in Sylvie’s abilities?” Thomas asks my parents.

I admire his persistence. Maybe he’s trying to get us kicked out. That’s never happened before, not even after Mom discovered I was on the pill, but this is a night of firsts.

“No,” Dad says. “We do not believe that Sylvie has some sort of gift that allows her to know the future or talk to dead people. We don’t hang our hats on nonsense.”

So far I’ve batted away each paper tiger my parents have sent to attack, but Dad’s tone of disgust is too much. I’m an intricately folded piece of origami scrunched into a tiny ball, tossed away. The heat in my belly flares.

“We done?” Dad asks. “There’s a game on TV.”

“Just a few more questions,” Thomas says. “What can you tell me about Sylvie’s birth parents and her time in foster care?”

Mom turns, looks at Dad, not Thomas. Her hand drifts to her neck. “I told you,” she says. “We don’t know anything.”

Dad adds, “It didn’t matter. Once Sylvie arrived, she was ours.”

Thomas withdraws a letter from his back pocket. His name is typed in the center of the envelope. The return name and address printed in the top-left corner is for the National Transportation Safety Board. I move behind Dad as he withdraws the sheet of paper inside and we both silently read it.