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Contents ( 109)
  1. CONTENTS
  2. ONE
  3. Sylvie
  4. TWO
  5. Sylvie
  6. THREE
  7. Thomas
  8. FOUR
  9. Sylvie
  10. FIVE
  11. Thomas
  12. SIX
  13. Sylvie
  14. SEVEN
  15. Thomas
  16. EIGHT
  17. Sylvie
  18. NINE
  19. Thomas
  20. TEN
  21. Sylvie
  22. ELEVEN
  23. Thomas
  24. TWELVE
  25. Sylvie
  26. THIRTEEN
  27. Thomas
  28. FOURTEEN
  29. Sylvie
  30. FIFTEEN
  31. Thomas
  32. SIXTEEN
  33. Sylvie
  34. SEVENTEEN
  35. Thomas
  36. EIGHTEEN
  37. Sylvie
  38. NINETEEN
  39. Sylvie
  40. TWENTY
  41. Thomas
  42. TWENTY-ONE
  43. Sylvie
  44. TWENTY-TWO
  45. Thomas
  46. TWENTY-THREE
  47. Sylvie
  48. TWENTY-FOUR
  49. Thomas
  50. TWENTY-FIVE
  51. Sylvie
  52. TWENTY-SIX
  53. Thomas
  54. TWENTY-SEVEN
  55. Sylvie
  56. TWENTY-EIGHT
  57. Thomas
  58. TWENTY-NINE
  59. Sylvie
  60. THIRTY
  61. Thomas
  62. THIRTY-ONE
  63. Sylvie
  64. THIRTY-TWO
  65. Thomas
  66. THIRTY-THREE
  67. Sylvie
  68. THIRTY-FOUR
  69. Thomas
  70. THIRTY-FIVE
  71. Sylvie
  72. THIRTY-SIX
  73. Thomas
  74. THIRTY-SEVEN
  75. Sylvie
  76. THIRTY-EIGHT
  77. Sylvie
  78. THIRTY-NINE
  79. Thomas
  80. FORTY
  81. Sylvie
  82. FORTY-ONE
  83. Sylvie
  84. FORTY-TWO
  85. Thomas
  86. FORTY-THREE
  87. Sylvie
  88. FORTY-FOUR
  89. Sylvie
  90. FORTY-FIVE
  91. Thomas
  92. FORTY-SIX
  93. Sylvie
  94. FORTY-SEVEN
  95. Sylvie
  96. FORTY-EIGHT
  97. Sylvie
  98. FORTY-NINE
  99. Thomas
  100. FIFTY
  101. Sylvie
  102. FIFTY-ONE
  103. Thomas
  104. FIFTY-TWO
  105. Sylvie
  106. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  107. QUESTIONS FOR DISCUSSION
  108. connect online
  109. What’s next on your reading list?

The lower couch serves as the bottom bunk. The upper bunk is a plank released from above the couch with a thin plastic mattress. The train provides cotton sheets and comforters. “I’m the top bunk?” Thomas asks.

“Unless you want to sleep with my dog.” The look of concern on his face makes me laugh. Moose growls when Thomas stands on the bottom of my bed to make his own, then hoists his lanky frame up. Good dog.

He bangs his head on the ceiling. “Shit.”

I hand Chris up to him before she can make a leap that might end badly, then slide into bed. Moose settles at my feet, curling into an impossibly small ball. His breath slows then turns into snores. “Just so you know, that’s not me.”

“If I have to get up in the middle of the night to use the bathroom, will Moose bite my leg?”

“Not sure.”

The sky through the compartment’s window is a midnight blue blanket dotted with stars. We must be in Northern California by now, beyond light pollution. “On summer nights, when I was a kid, I’d lie in the hammock on the back deck, wonder if my real parents ever looked down from heaven. If I saw a shooting star, I thought it was a message that they were watching over me.”

A star falls, its silver tail scraping along the sky’s dark blue fabric. I close my eyes and the shimmer remains on my lids for a few seconds then fades away. The train rocks, Moose snores, there’s an occasional squeak of wheels on rails. Thomas is quiet for so long that I start to think he’s asleep.

“Have your abilities been the same since childhood?” Thomas finally asks.

My nerves flicker a yellow alert. “Like I say in my origin story, I didn’t know about my abilities until San Francisco.”

“How is that possible?”

I don’t know. “Every psychic has an origin story when their gift appears.”

“So as a kid you never knew if the telephone was going to ring? When someone was sick or died? Where to find misplaced car keys or a lost dog?”

A memory creeps forward. Icy water stipples gooseflesh. A shiver wrings my spine. “I didn’t grow up in the kind of house where magical thinking was encouraged. Early to bed, early to rise, get your chores done, team sports, church once, sometimes twice a week, and only mom-approved TV shows and movies.”

“Hard to believe,” Thomas presses.

His relentless questions make me feel like roadkill getting picked apart by vultures. I roll onto my side, curl up, arms around my legs. “I get it. You don’t believe anything I say.”

“You lied about Katy.”

“So did you.” Thomas is silent. “I didn’t get anything from the wedding ring you gave me. Like it’d never been worn. So I built a bridge, hoping to get to the other side . . . to help you.”

“I borrowed the engagement ring from a jeweler.”