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Contents ( 109)
  1. CONTENTS
  2. ONE
  3. Sylvie
  4. TWO
  5. Sylvie
  6. THREE
  7. Thomas
  8. FOUR
  9. Sylvie
  10. FIVE
  11. Thomas
  12. SIX
  13. Sylvie
  14. SEVEN
  15. Thomas
  16. EIGHT
  17. Sylvie
  18. NINE
  19. Thomas
  20. TEN
  21. Sylvie
  22. ELEVEN
  23. Thomas
  24. TWELVE
  25. Sylvie
  26. THIRTEEN
  27. Thomas
  28. FOURTEEN
  29. Sylvie
  30. FIFTEEN
  31. Thomas
  32. SIXTEEN
  33. Sylvie
  34. SEVENTEEN
  35. Thomas
  36. EIGHTEEN
  37. Sylvie
  38. NINETEEN
  39. Sylvie
  40. TWENTY
  41. Thomas
  42. TWENTY-ONE
  43. Sylvie
  44. TWENTY-TWO
  45. Thomas
  46. TWENTY-THREE
  47. Sylvie
  48. TWENTY-FOUR
  49. Thomas
  50. TWENTY-FIVE
  51. Sylvie
  52. TWENTY-SIX
  53. Thomas
  54. TWENTY-SEVEN
  55. Sylvie
  56. TWENTY-EIGHT
  57. Thomas
  58. TWENTY-NINE
  59. Sylvie
  60. THIRTY
  61. Thomas
  62. THIRTY-ONE
  63. Sylvie
  64. THIRTY-TWO
  65. Thomas
  66. THIRTY-THREE
  67. Sylvie
  68. THIRTY-FOUR
  69. Thomas
  70. THIRTY-FIVE
  71. Sylvie
  72. THIRTY-SIX
  73. Thomas
  74. THIRTY-SEVEN
  75. Sylvie
  76. THIRTY-EIGHT
  77. Sylvie
  78. THIRTY-NINE
  79. Thomas
  80. FORTY
  81. Sylvie
  82. FORTY-ONE
  83. Sylvie
  84. FORTY-TWO
  85. Thomas
  86. FORTY-THREE
  87. Sylvie
  88. FORTY-FOUR
  89. Sylvie
  90. FORTY-FIVE
  91. Thomas
  92. FORTY-SIX
  93. Sylvie
  94. FORTY-SEVEN
  95. Sylvie
  96. FORTY-EIGHT
  97. Sylvie
  98. FORTY-NINE
  99. Thomas
  100. FIFTY
  101. Sylvie
  102. FIFTY-ONE
  103. Thomas
  104. FIFTY-TWO
  105. Sylvie
  106. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  107. QUESTIONS FOR DISCUSSION
  108. connect online
  109. What’s next on your reading list?

Sylvie considers her answer. “He has rhinophyma—a skin disorder that makes an alcoholic’s nose swollen and red. So you could say a doctor’s visit to check his pancreas was an educated guess. Or you could believe that his mother came to the red door, showed me her son’s diseased organs. Asked me to help him.”

Sylvie meets my gaze. The sparkle in her eyes as she watches me grapple with what’s true makes me chuckle. Despite the fact that Max’s answers hurt her, that he hadn’t wanted to help her, she still tried to do right by him. Again, she shows kindness. When we step into the warm hotel lobby, in a rush I say, “I’m not sorry about last night. Are you?”

Sylvie’s smile is suddenly shy and the grim day brightens a touch. “I’m not sorry, either.”

Back in the room, I start with the easiest method—online white pages. There are forty-two Horsleys listed in Portland but no Scott, Fay, or Faith. I give Sylvie her phone, just for this, and we call all of them anyway, figure they might be somehow related. Neither of us gets a hit.

“What next?” Sylvie asks.

“A lot of people no longer have a landline so let’s try people search engines.” She watches over my shoulder as I type names into the free apps, TruePeopleSearch and ZabaSearch. Nothing. I agree to a fee and try BeenVerified and Pipl. No hits for a Scott and Fay or Scott and Faith.

“How about Facebook?”

“There will be hundreds of Horsleys,” I say. “And there won’t be any numbers.” We spend the next hour looking anyway. Find a Scott Horsley who lived in the Midwest, rides motocross. A Faith Horsley who has a book club with thousands of followers. There’s even a Scott and Fay Horsley who are siblings, professional tap dancers.

We order room service for lunch—grilled cheese sandwiches and tomato soup. Sylvie wraps long cheese strands around her index finger then nibbles them off like a little kid while Moose and Chris play with his fuzzy toy.

Suddenly, Sylvie exclaims, “Rotary!”

I mentally kick myself, embarrassed that I didn’t think of it, quickly pull up the website, scan the list of past presidents and the years they served. Two short calls later and Sylvie has spoken to Mr. Jones, gotten a number for Faith Horsley, who uses the last name Benson, and set up a six-thirty meeting with Faith for tonight at her home. Giddy, she spins in circles then falls onto my lap. I kiss her. Maybe it’s wrong to do this again, given, well, everything. But people do the wrong thing for all sorts of reasons. I’m not trying to manipulate Sylvie. I haven’t demanded sex to shelve my article. The truth is what started as a mutual need for an emotional release has shifted. My attraction to her now runs deeper. Our kisses intensify. We’re both adults. We’re both making this choice. Sylvie unbuttons my jeans. I ignore the warning bells signaling that I’m in danger of losing objectivity and pull off her sweater and lace bra. The sound of bullfrogs loudly croaking breaks through the moment. I reach behind her, send the call to voicemail.