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Contents ( 109)
  1. CONTENTS
  2. ONE
  3. Sylvie
  4. TWO
  5. Sylvie
  6. THREE
  7. Thomas
  8. FOUR
  9. Sylvie
  10. FIVE
  11. Thomas
  12. SIX
  13. Sylvie
  14. SEVEN
  15. Thomas
  16. EIGHT
  17. Sylvie
  18. NINE
  19. Thomas
  20. TEN
  21. Sylvie
  22. ELEVEN
  23. Thomas
  24. TWELVE
  25. Sylvie
  26. THIRTEEN
  27. Thomas
  28. FOURTEEN
  29. Sylvie
  30. FIFTEEN
  31. Thomas
  32. SIXTEEN
  33. Sylvie
  34. SEVENTEEN
  35. Thomas
  36. EIGHTEEN
  37. Sylvie
  38. NINETEEN
  39. Sylvie
  40. TWENTY
  41. Thomas
  42. TWENTY-ONE
  43. Sylvie
  44. TWENTY-TWO
  45. Thomas
  46. TWENTY-THREE
  47. Sylvie
  48. TWENTY-FOUR
  49. Thomas
  50. TWENTY-FIVE
  51. Sylvie
  52. TWENTY-SIX
  53. Thomas
  54. TWENTY-SEVEN
  55. Sylvie
  56. TWENTY-EIGHT
  57. Thomas
  58. TWENTY-NINE
  59. Sylvie
  60. THIRTY
  61. Thomas
  62. THIRTY-ONE
  63. Sylvie
  64. THIRTY-TWO
  65. Thomas
  66. THIRTY-THREE
  67. Sylvie
  68. THIRTY-FOUR
  69. Thomas
  70. THIRTY-FIVE
  71. Sylvie
  72. THIRTY-SIX
  73. Thomas
  74. THIRTY-SEVEN
  75. Sylvie
  76. THIRTY-EIGHT
  77. Sylvie
  78. THIRTY-NINE
  79. Thomas
  80. FORTY
  81. Sylvie
  82. FORTY-ONE
  83. Sylvie
  84. FORTY-TWO
  85. Thomas
  86. FORTY-THREE
  87. Sylvie
  88. FORTY-FOUR
  89. Sylvie
  90. FORTY-FIVE
  91. Thomas
  92. FORTY-SIX
  93. Sylvie
  94. FORTY-SEVEN
  95. Sylvie
  96. FORTY-EIGHT
  97. Sylvie
  98. FORTY-NINE
  99. Thomas
  100. FIFTY
  101. Sylvie
  102. FIFTY-ONE
  103. Thomas
  104. FIFTY-TWO
  105. Sylvie
  106. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  107. QUESTIONS FOR DISCUSSION
  108. connect online
  109. What’s next on your reading list?

Once we’re done eating, I pull out my phone and set it on the table. “Let’s switch gears, okay?” Sylvie shrugs a shoulder, noncommittal. “Can you read me right now?”

Her smile doesn’t reach her eyes. “Since you like the analogy, think of me as a vampire. I can only read a person if they invite me inside.”

In this moment she appears utterly sincere, vulnerable. She really is a very good actress. The waiter clears our dishes. Sylvie asks for a container for her leftover mashed potatoes. “Moose likes them?” I ask.

“They’re for Chris.”

“Don’t bother. She’s an incredibly picky eater.”

Sylvie dabs her lips with the cloth napkin then sits back. “Did I ever make a real connection for the people you planted?”

The muscles along my neck tighten. “Look, I have proof you research your audiences. Nothing you say can wipe that evidence away.”

“My shows are filled with people who desperately need to hear from someone so they can move on with their lives. If I fail, they go home, stuck in the past.”

“Is that a justification?”

Sylvie spins the sapphire infinity ring on her index finger. “So it’s black and white to you?”

“Yes.”

“I’m not saying I do, but are you certain I research all the time?”

“I’m certain unless you can prove differently.”

Sylvie slightly tips her head, like she’s considering my words. “What if I told you that sometimes I draw a blank?”

My pulse ratchets up a notch and I lean forward. “Why?”

“Like I’ve said before, what I do isn’t an exact science. But when I know something about an audience member, it allows me to build a bridge—”

“A bridge?”

“Bits of information about the person I’m reading that let me cross from the here and now to the other side and attract the deceased, then go further.”

“That’s one way of rationalizing it. Another is that you hook people in. Excitement gets them to overshare. They think you’re psychic when all you’ve done is memorize Facebook, Instagram, and Twitter posts. That’s not called a bridge. It’s fraud.”

“Despite my memory, I’m not a computer,” Sylvie says as she weaves her hair into a braid. “It’d be impossible to do that for an entire audience.”

She plays with her hair when she’s backed into a corner. “So you make sure you have a handful of big hits and the rest? You throw out enough ambiguous information to snag a few people then read their reactions to make sure you’re headed in the right direction. When you strike a nerve, you amplify.”

“What about Kelly and Rose at the last show?”

“What about them?”

“A woman I might’ve known something about, unbeknownst to me, gave Kelly her ticket,” Sylvie says, choosing each word carefully. “I had no idea Kelly would be there. How could I? And no clue she’d attended a previous show.”

“You recognized her face.”

Sylvie shakes her head. “I didn’t, though I wasn’t surprised an audience member said I’d talked about a specific date. Sometimes dates pop into my mind during an appearance. I share them. But how could I know that Kelly’s sister, Rose, was going to commit suicide on that date?”