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Contents ( 109)
  1. CONTENTS
  2. ONE
  3. Sylvie
  4. TWO
  5. Sylvie
  6. THREE
  7. Thomas
  8. FOUR
  9. Sylvie
  10. FIVE
  11. Thomas
  12. SIX
  13. Sylvie
  14. SEVEN
  15. Thomas
  16. EIGHT
  17. Sylvie
  18. NINE
  19. Thomas
  20. TEN
  21. Sylvie
  22. ELEVEN
  23. Thomas
  24. TWELVE
  25. Sylvie
  26. THIRTEEN
  27. Thomas
  28. FOURTEEN
  29. Sylvie
  30. FIFTEEN
  31. Thomas
  32. SIXTEEN
  33. Sylvie
  34. SEVENTEEN
  35. Thomas
  36. EIGHTEEN
  37. Sylvie
  38. NINETEEN
  39. Sylvie
  40. TWENTY
  41. Thomas
  42. TWENTY-ONE
  43. Sylvie
  44. TWENTY-TWO
  45. Thomas
  46. TWENTY-THREE
  47. Sylvie
  48. TWENTY-FOUR
  49. Thomas
  50. TWENTY-FIVE
  51. Sylvie
  52. TWENTY-SIX
  53. Thomas
  54. TWENTY-SEVEN
  55. Sylvie
  56. TWENTY-EIGHT
  57. Thomas
  58. TWENTY-NINE
  59. Sylvie
  60. THIRTY
  61. Thomas
  62. THIRTY-ONE
  63. Sylvie
  64. THIRTY-TWO
  65. Thomas
  66. THIRTY-THREE
  67. Sylvie
  68. THIRTY-FOUR
  69. Thomas
  70. THIRTY-FIVE
  71. Sylvie
  72. THIRTY-SIX
  73. Thomas
  74. THIRTY-SEVEN
  75. Sylvie
  76. THIRTY-EIGHT
  77. Sylvie
  78. THIRTY-NINE
  79. Thomas
  80. FORTY
  81. Sylvie
  82. FORTY-ONE
  83. Sylvie
  84. FORTY-TWO
  85. Thomas
  86. FORTY-THREE
  87. Sylvie
  88. FORTY-FOUR
  89. Sylvie
  90. FORTY-FIVE
  91. Thomas
  92. FORTY-SIX
  93. Sylvie
  94. FORTY-SEVEN
  95. Sylvie
  96. FORTY-EIGHT
  97. Sylvie
  98. FORTY-NINE
  99. Thomas
  100. FIFTY
  101. Sylvie
  102. FIFTY-ONE
  103. Thomas
  104. FIFTY-TWO
  105. Sylvie
  106. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  107. QUESTIONS FOR DISCUSSION
  108. connect online
  109. What’s next on your reading list?

“Sylvie?”

A tall man, sideburns dusted gray, in a tan raincoat and plaid beret, umbrella tucked neatly beneath his arm, strides over. I stand. “That’s me.”

“I’m Dr. Johnson.”

He reminds me of the narrow spine of an old, leather-bound book, its edges comfortably worn. I don’t recognize him. We shake hands and settle on the bench. Thomas joins us and I make the introductions while Dr. Johnson scratches Moose’s chest.

“Okay, first things first. Since we’re going to talk about a past patient, that’s you, and the information is privileged, protected, I need to see some identification.” Dr. Johnson slides on round glasses with thick lenses.

I pull out my driver’s license and he scrutinizes the plastic square before handing it back. “Do you, um, have my file?” I ask.

“I read through it.” He taps his head. “Now it’s in here.”

Thomas cocks a brow. “Photographic memory?”

“Much like your friend,” Dr. Johnson says with a head tilt at me. “Though mine has faded a bit.”

“How do you know about my memory?”

“You and I played many games. You were a whiz at Go Fish! At first I thought you just had an elastic mind. But I decided to test it by showing you detailed photographs. For example, I showed you a tall building, took away the photo after ten seconds, then asked you how many windows it had, doors, awnings, et cetera. You’d close your eyes and it was clear you were seeing an image, counting. Then you’d write down the number of each item. Perfect every time. Do you still have an eidetic memory?”

“I do,” I say, “but it starts at age six. That’s not normal for someone like me, is it?”

Dr. Johnson’s index finger traces the long slope of his nose. “No, but I’m not surprised. Clearly there was some sort of disturbing trauma in early childhood. You didn’t speak when you came to my office and your caseworker, Heidi, said you arrived in foster care that way after a hospitalization. You have absolutely no recollection about what happened, or your time in the hospital?”

“I don’t.” It’s not a total lie. After visiting Eve, it’s clear that I was in a children’s psychiatric ward, but I don’t remember it, or know the reason.

Thomas asks, “What did you focus on during Sylvie’s sessions?”

“At first, getting her to speak.”

“How’d you do that?” I ask.

“I would like to say it was my incredible skill as a therapist,” he chuckles. “But in actuality, it was a fluke. In my practice I see many different children and have a vast library, some books chosen for their stories and messages, others for characters that might interest a specific client. One never knows how a breakthrough will occur.” Dr. Johnson slides off his beret. He scratches closely shorn gray hair then replaces the hat. “One day I asked you to choose a book from my shelves. You wandered along the rows and touched the spines but didn’t pull one out. I thought that you weren’t interested but suddenly you ripped a book free and read the first line aloud.”