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Contents ( 109)
  1. CONTENTS
  2. ONE
  3. Sylvie
  4. TWO
  5. Sylvie
  6. THREE
  7. Thomas
  8. FOUR
  9. Sylvie
  10. FIVE
  11. Thomas
  12. SIX
  13. Sylvie
  14. SEVEN
  15. Thomas
  16. EIGHT
  17. Sylvie
  18. NINE
  19. Thomas
  20. TEN
  21. Sylvie
  22. ELEVEN
  23. Thomas
  24. TWELVE
  25. Sylvie
  26. THIRTEEN
  27. Thomas
  28. FOURTEEN
  29. Sylvie
  30. FIFTEEN
  31. Thomas
  32. SIXTEEN
  33. Sylvie
  34. SEVENTEEN
  35. Thomas
  36. EIGHTEEN
  37. Sylvie
  38. NINETEEN
  39. Sylvie
  40. TWENTY
  41. Thomas
  42. TWENTY-ONE
  43. Sylvie
  44. TWENTY-TWO
  45. Thomas
  46. TWENTY-THREE
  47. Sylvie
  48. TWENTY-FOUR
  49. Thomas
  50. TWENTY-FIVE
  51. Sylvie
  52. TWENTY-SIX
  53. Thomas
  54. TWENTY-SEVEN
  55. Sylvie
  56. TWENTY-EIGHT
  57. Thomas
  58. TWENTY-NINE
  59. Sylvie
  60. THIRTY
  61. Thomas
  62. THIRTY-ONE
  63. Sylvie
  64. THIRTY-TWO
  65. Thomas
  66. THIRTY-THREE
  67. Sylvie
  68. THIRTY-FOUR
  69. Thomas
  70. THIRTY-FIVE
  71. Sylvie
  72. THIRTY-SIX
  73. Thomas
  74. THIRTY-SEVEN
  75. Sylvie
  76. THIRTY-EIGHT
  77. Sylvie
  78. THIRTY-NINE
  79. Thomas
  80. FORTY
  81. Sylvie
  82. FORTY-ONE
  83. Sylvie
  84. FORTY-TWO
  85. Thomas
  86. FORTY-THREE
  87. Sylvie
  88. FORTY-FOUR
  89. Sylvie
  90. FORTY-FIVE
  91. Thomas
  92. FORTY-SIX
  93. Sylvie
  94. FORTY-SEVEN
  95. Sylvie
  96. FORTY-EIGHT
  97. Sylvie
  98. FORTY-NINE
  99. Thomas
  100. FIFTY
  101. Sylvie
  102. FIFTY-ONE
  103. Thomas
  104. FIFTY-TWO
  105. Sylvie
  106. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  107. QUESTIONS FOR DISCUSSION
  108. connect online
  109. What’s next on your reading list?

I motion for him to come onstage then watch his progress. He’s early thirties, attractive in a boyish, intellectual way, wears a blue flannel shirt, not tucked in, over a white T-shirt, worn jeans, a sport watch, and brown leather boots. A professional of some sort in weekend wear. There’s a gold wedding band on his left ring finger, round, tortoiseshell glasses with a mild-enough prescription that it doesn’t distort his eyes. A small scar above his right brow looks old, probably from an accident when he was a kid, topped by a mop of dark blond hair that needs a cut. He trips on the last step to the stage—they’re always nervous—then pockets his glasses, so they’re probably for distance. There are violet crescents beneath his eyes and his posture is curved, slightly defeated. As he draws close, the need for closure rolls toward me in spiky waves.

This is the part of the show where I’m hyperaware. It was a good show, but there were a few missteps. Kelly and Rose made up for them. But the people I didn’t connect with, who spent their hard-earned money, showed up, maybe for the second, fourth, or eleventh time, optimistic, will only return if they’re left with a sense of trust, for the process, and with me.

“Hi. Um. I’m Theo.”

“Welcome. Please have a seat.”

Theo glances at Moose. “I’m kind of afraid of really big dogs.”

I smile. “That’s because you have a cat.”

“How’d you know?”

I point to the gray hairs caught on the flannel of his shirt. “Siamese?”

“A mix. Her name is Christopher Robin.” The audience laughs. He actually blushes. “We didn’t know she was a girl when we got her.”

“I didn’t know if Moose was a boy or girl when I first spotted him at the shelter,” I confide. “I just knew we were meant for each other. Was it like that with Chris?”

Theo’s brows jerk then quickly smooth. “That’s what I call her. Chris. Yeah. We found her on a camping trip in Joshua Tree. She was in a cardboard box. The other kittens, three of them, had already died.”

“People can be horribly cruel.” Our eyes meet. Theo’s are an arresting blue-green.

For a moment I lose the thread, then pick it up. “Chris is lucky to have you.” Theo sidles around Moose and slides onto his chair.

“Do you have a personal object for me to hold?” He digs into a pocket, pulls out a white-gold engagement ring. The diamond is cushion cut, about 1.5 carats. The gold has no perceptible scratches or dents and the stone was recently cleaned to a brilliant shine. I glance again at Theo’s wedding band. It’s yellow-gold and dull with wear. Usually couples choose identical metals and the wear is similar . . . but not always.

“May I?” Theo hands me the ring. “Your wife’s?” He nods. “She’s passed?”

“Yes.”

“You want me to connect with her?”

“Yes. Please.”

“The letter C, no, it’s a K, is important to you?”