Back Safe and Sound
Chapters (50)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Philippa East
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Chapter 30
  36. Chapter 31
  37. Chapter 32
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Chapter 41
  47. Acknowledgements
  48. Extract
  49. Chapter 1
  50. About the Publisher

‘Oh,’ says Prin. ‘Well, that’s good.’ She shifts her legs. All this kneeling is giving her pins and needles.

‘So you got along, and you liked playing together. But tell me, was your cousin ever sad? Did she cry, for example, or sometimes get frightened?’

Prin wants to laugh. She wants to say, All the time! But she doesn’t want to say mean things about her cousin, plus she remembers what Daddy has always said: No tears in this house! So: ‘No,’ Prin tells the lady. ‘She was always very happy.’

‘Oh … I see. And what about the night on the roof,’ the lady says. ‘Was Jane happy then?’

Prin feels a rush of feeling in her chest, remembering it all again. The breeze and the stars and Jane’s eyes gleaming and the silhouette of her against the sky just before … just before …

Prin sits up straight. ‘I didn’t push her,’ she says. Prin feels it’s important to say that right straight up. She even repeats it. ‘Not on the rock and not on the roof. I didn’t.’

The lady’s face looks so serious that Prin can’t help wanting to laugh.

‘So what did happen?’ the lady says.

Prin opens her mouth, then closes it again. She thought all the words were there, but they seem to have run away from her. It somehow isn’t so clear when she has to explain it aloud.

‘Jane was a bit scared,’ she says, slowly. ‘And the zoetrope wasn’t working. I took her up to the roof. I liked going up there before, by myself.’

The lady nods. ‘Yes?’

‘She wanted to fly,’ says Prin. ‘We had done it before. Flying. At the beach. She loved it. It made her happy. And she saw her parents up in the sky. She said, I’m imagining it, I’m imagining it. Things can come real, you know, like that.’

‘Become real?’ Now the lady is frowning.

‘Like the onion,’ says Prin. ‘You can say something, and you can imagine it, or wish it, or picture it happening, and then it goes that way. It’s just true.’

The lady makes a careful note on her page. ‘And so … on the roof?’

Prin goes still. She looks up at this lady, right into her eyes. She feels something cold and soft move on the bottom of her stomach. When she looks at the papers the lady has laid out on the table in front of her, she sees the names in there.

She sees Sarah Jane Jones.

And she sees her own name too. Her real name.

‘It was Make-Believe,’ she whispers. ‘And Make-Believe is just real.’ She doesn’t know why this lady can’t understand that. She thought this was a grown-up game. She thought this was a grown-up rule.

‘So was it real to you?’ the lady asks. ‘What you were doing up there on the roof?’