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Chapters (73)
  1. Rabbit Hole
  2. Also by Mark Billingham
  3. Title Page
  4. Copyright
  5. Dedication
  6. Epigraph
  7. Preface
  8. PART ONE
  9. ONE
  10. TWO
  11. THREE
  12. FOUR
  13. FIVE
  14. SIX
  15. SEVEN
  16. EIGHT
  17. NINE
  18. TEN
  19. ELEVEN
  20. TWELVE
  21. THIRTEEN
  22. FOURTEEN
  23. FIFTEEN
  24. SIXTEEN
  25. SEVENTEEN
  26. EIGHTEEN
  27. NINETEEN
  28. TWENTY
  29. TWENTY-ONE
  30. TWENTY-TWO
  31. TWENTY-THREE
  32. TWENTY-FOUR
  33. TWENTY-FIVE
  34. TWENTY-SIX
  35. TWENTY-SEVEN
  36. TWENTY-EIGHT
  37. TWENTY-NINE
  38. THIRTY
  39. THIRTY-ONE
  40. THIRTY-TWO
  41. THIRTY-THREE
  42. PART TWO
  43. THIRTY-FOUR
  44. THIRTY-FIVE
  45. THIRTY-SIX
  46. THIRTY-SEVEN
  47. THIRTY-EIGHT
  48. THIRTY-NINE
  49. FORTY
  50. FORTY-ONE
  51. FORTY-TWO
  52. FORTY-THREE
  53. FORTY-FOUR
  54. FORTY-FIVE
  55. FORTY-SIX
  56. FORTY-SEVEN
  57. FORTY-EIGHT
  58. FORTY-NINE
  59. FIFTY
  60. FIFTY-ONE
  61. FIFTY-TWO
  62. FIFTY-THREE
  63. FIFTY-FOUR
  64. FIFTY-FIVE
  65. FIFTY-SIX
  66. FIFTY-SEVEN
  67. FIFTY-EIGHT
  68. PART THREE
  69. FIFTY-NINE
  70. SIXTY
  71. EPILOGUE
  72. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  73. Back Cover

‘So.’ He sat back. ‘How did it go this morning?’ My dad knew what Friday morning meant as well as I did.

I held out my arms. ‘Good news,’ I said. ‘Well, good news for you at least, because the section is still in place.’

‘Listen, love—’

‘I’m not going anywhere . . . and don’t tell me you’re planning to sit there looking like a wet weekend, as if you’re disappointed for me. Can you honestly tell me that isn’t what you want?’

‘You’re not being very fair.’

‘Best place for me, right?’ I nodded towards Ilias. ‘Stuck in here with the likes of him.’

Dad puffed out his cheeks and shook his head. ‘Come on, Alice. Even if I do think that now . . . how does that mean your mum and me don’t want you home and don’t want you better?’

I looked away and stared at the wall for a bit, done with a conversation we had in some form or another every time he or my mother visited. It was never going to go anywhere.

‘Oh . . . Jeff and Diane from next door. They wanted me to say hello. Pass on their best.’

I turned back to him. ‘You told them I was in here?’

‘No, but they were over and they asked how you were doing and your mum was getting a bit flustered. I told them you were having your appendix out.’

I laughed a little bit and so did he.

‘So, come on then.’ He leaned forward and he actually rubbed his hands together, silly old sod. ‘What’s been happening, then? That funny woman still trying to do things to your feet?’

‘She’s gone.’

‘What about the one who’s always waiting? Or that woman who sings?’

I just stared at him. I suddenly realised that my dad hadn’t got any idea what had happened since the last time he was here. About Kevin’s death and my investigation. It seemed amazing to me because it was so massive, but he didn’t know a thing about the murder, the drugs, any of it.

So I told him.

He looked appropriately shocked to begin with and he was nodding like he was interested, but slowly I saw his face change, saw it . . . crease a little, like it always did when he was worried. So even before I’d finished I knew what was coming and knew exactly what that tone of voice would be. I’d heard it when I was fifteen and started going out with a lad who was three years older. I’d heard it the first time I told him I was thinking of joining the police.

‘Listen, love . . .’

I tuned out straight away. Some variation on the same tedious is this really a good idea? toss they’d trotted out in the MDR. Same warnings I’d had from Marcus and Bakshi and even from sodding Banksy.