Chapters (73)
- Rabbit Hole
- Also by Mark Billingham
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Preface
- PART ONE
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- PART TWO
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- FIFTY-FIVE
- FIFTY-SIX
- FIFTY-SEVEN
- FIFTY-EIGHT
- PART THREE
- FIFTY-NINE
- SIXTY
- EPILOGUE
- ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
- Back Cover
I remember talking to The Thing about it one morning at the meds hatch and that’s pretty much what we were saying. You take a bunch of people who are all going through the worst time in their life, who are prone to mood swings like you wouldn’t believe and are all capable of kicking off at a moment’s notice. Who see and hear things that aren’t real. Who are paranoid or delusional or more often both, and are seriously unpredictable even when they’re drugged off their tits. Who are angry or jumpy or nervy or any of the other seven dwarves of lunacy that knock around in here twenty-four hours a day. You take those people and lock them all up together and it’s like you’re asking for trouble, wouldn’t you say?
A good day is when something awful doesn’t happen.
A murder isn’t really anything to write home about in a place like this, not when you think about it. It’s almost inevitable, I reckon, like the noise and the smell. You ask me, a murder’s par for the course.
Even two of them.
TWO
TWO
I know they found Kevin’s body on the Saturday because it was the day after my tribunal and that was definitely the day before. Official stuff like that never happens on a weekend, because the doctors and therapists aren’t around then and certainly not any solicitors. They’re strictly Monday to Friday, nine to five, which is a bit odd, considering that the weekends are probably the most difficult time around here and you’d think a few more staff might be a good idea. Saturdays and Sundays are when reality – or as close to it as some people in here ever get – tends to hit home. When the patients realise what they’re missing, when they get even more bored than usual, which often means trouble.
The Weekend Wobble, that’s what Marcus calls it.
Again, in the interests of accuracy, I should say it was actually my second tribunal. I’d already been through one when I was first brought into the unit on a Section Two. That’s when they can keep you for up to twenty-eight days, when theoretically you’re there to be assessed, and obviously I wasn’t remotely happy about the situation, so I applied for a tribunal as soon as I could. Why wouldn’t you, right? No joy that time, though, and a fortnight later, after a couple of unsavoury incidents which aren’t really relevant, my Section Two became a Section Three.