Chapters (73)
- Rabbit Hole
- Also by Mark Billingham
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Preface
- PART ONE
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- PART TWO
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- FIFTY-FIVE
- FIFTY-SIX
- FIFTY-SEVEN
- FIFTY-EIGHT
- PART THREE
- FIFTY-NINE
- SIXTY
- EPILOGUE
- ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
- Back Cover
‘I suppose it’s kind of a junkie gaydar.’ Lucy laughed, a silly, high giggle. ‘I’m just saying, I always thought drugs were a part of Kevin’s life in one way or another.’
I didn’t tell her that she was bang on the money. As far as I knew, I was still the only person on the ward – the only patient, at any rate – who knew about the drugs discovered in Kevin’s room, and I certainly wasn’t going to tell her about it. A detective learns early on that it’s not clever to furnish a witness with any information that may prejudice the statement they’re about to give you.
Lucy resumed her exercises, tossing back her head and rolling her hips around. ‘Is that any help to you, babe?’
I hadn’t got the first idea, besides which I’d noticed Mia wandering across from the nurses’ station. She stopped a few feet away from us and smiled, just to let me know that she knew exactly what I was up to, had been up to most of the day.
As it happened, at that moment I was perfectly happy to stop for a while.
I’m still not sure if it was some kind of early comedown, but I felt like a sodden blanket had been thrown across me. It wasn’t even two o’clock, but I was wiped out suddenly; bone-tired, as though, when I’d been talking to Donna, I’d walked a hundred times further than I did.
I can see now that it was mental – isn’t everything? – because I was doing it all. Normally, on a job like this one, I’d have been working as part of a good-sized team. Maybe talking to a single witness, collating statements or putting together a report on suspicious mobile activity, while Johnno, Banksy and the rest of the squad were busy doing other stuff. I’d have one thing to concentrate on, one area of the investigation to put all my energy into, but now everything was down to me and I was finding it all a bit stressful to say the least.
I trudged back towards the women’s corridor thinking about the three people I still wanted to talk to.
The Grand Master, the Sheep, the Singer.
It would have to wait, though, because right then I was finding it hard enough to put one foot in front of the other.
I all but fell into my room and slept for the best part of eight hours.
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