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Chapters (73)
  1. Rabbit Hole
  2. Also by Mark Billingham
  3. Title Page
  4. Copyright
  5. Dedication
  6. Epigraph
  7. Preface
  8. PART ONE
  9. ONE
  10. TWO
  11. THREE
  12. FOUR
  13. FIVE
  14. SIX
  15. SEVEN
  16. EIGHT
  17. NINE
  18. TEN
  19. ELEVEN
  20. TWELVE
  21. THIRTEEN
  22. FOURTEEN
  23. FIFTEEN
  24. SIXTEEN
  25. SEVENTEEN
  26. EIGHTEEN
  27. NINETEEN
  28. TWENTY
  29. TWENTY-ONE
  30. TWENTY-TWO
  31. TWENTY-THREE
  32. TWENTY-FOUR
  33. TWENTY-FIVE
  34. TWENTY-SIX
  35. TWENTY-SEVEN
  36. TWENTY-EIGHT
  37. TWENTY-NINE
  38. THIRTY
  39. THIRTY-ONE
  40. THIRTY-TWO
  41. THIRTY-THREE
  42. PART TWO
  43. THIRTY-FOUR
  44. THIRTY-FIVE
  45. THIRTY-SIX
  46. THIRTY-SEVEN
  47. THIRTY-EIGHT
  48. THIRTY-NINE
  49. FORTY
  50. FORTY-ONE
  51. FORTY-TWO
  52. FORTY-THREE
  53. FORTY-FOUR
  54. FORTY-FIVE
  55. FORTY-SIX
  56. FORTY-SEVEN
  57. FORTY-EIGHT
  58. FORTY-NINE
  59. FIFTY
  60. FIFTY-ONE
  61. FIFTY-TWO
  62. FIFTY-THREE
  63. FIFTY-FOUR
  64. FIFTY-FIVE
  65. FIFTY-SIX
  66. FIFTY-SEVEN
  67. FIFTY-EIGHT
  68. PART THREE
  69. FIFTY-NINE
  70. SIXTY
  71. EPILOGUE
  72. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  73. Back Cover

Lauren started singing ‘Back on the Chain Gang.’

L-Plate and Ilias both asked if I could let them have my dealer’s number.

Ten minutes later at the meds hatch, once Femi had handed my paper cup of pills across, I leaned close to her and asked, ‘Have any drugs gone missing lately?’

‘I don’t understand.’

‘From in there.’ I nodded behind her. ‘Any stuff unaccounted for?’

‘Not as far as I know.’ She was holding out the cup of water and smiling at the voluntary patient who was waiting in line behind me, but I didn’t move.

‘So, you would know?’ I waited. ‘All the staff would be told about it, right?’

‘Why are you so interested in this?’ Femi was starting to look concerned or uncomfortable, I couldn’t be sure which.

‘It’s part of my investigation into Kevin’s death,’ I said.

She shook her head, still brandishing the water, then raised a hand, inviting the Informal behind me to step forward.

I turned and smiled at him. ‘Almost done.’

‘The police have already asked us these questions,’ Femi said.

‘So, what did you tell them?’

‘I’m afraid we are not allowed to discuss such things with patients.’

‘Maybe not normally.’ I leaned closer. ‘But somebody killed Kevin and drugs had something to do with it—’

‘You need to step away now, Alice—’

‘—and I’m going to find out how he got them.’

Behind me, the Informal muttered something as he stepped back to let Donna walk past. I turned and winked at him as she marched away down the corridor. I said, ‘She’s working off breakfast.’

‘Take your pills and fuck off,’ he said.

‘There are other patients waiting.’ Femi had raised her voice a little. ‘Are you going to move?’

I turned back to her. ‘That depends.’

‘Do you want me to bring Marcus over here?’

For a moment I thought about asking her to do exactly that. I’d wondered all along if Marcus should be the one to question about the drugs in Kevin’s room, before deciding I’d be more likely to get a straight answer out of Femi. Now I reckoned there was no point in getting the ward manager involved until I needed to.

I smiled and took the cup of water.

I swallowed my olanzapine then my sodium valproate, watched her tick my chart and said, ‘Thanks for your help.’

That afternoon, I was in the music room with Big Gay Bob, chatting about this, that and – as always – the other, when it all kicked off in the 136 Suite.

‘I shagged a policewoman once,’ Bob said.

‘Yeah?’

‘In the back of a police car.’

‘Nice. Did she put the blue light on?’

‘I swear, I always thought women in uniform batted for the other team. No offence, but you know what I’m saying. Bang up for it she was though, the dirty mare.’

‘Did she take down your particulars?’