Back Rabbit Hole
Chapters (73)
  1. Rabbit Hole
  2. Also by Mark Billingham
  3. Title Page
  4. Copyright
  5. Dedication
  6. Epigraph
  7. Preface
  8. PART ONE
  9. ONE
  10. TWO
  11. THREE
  12. FOUR
  13. FIVE
  14. SIX
  15. SEVEN
  16. EIGHT
  17. NINE
  18. TEN
  19. ELEVEN
  20. TWELVE
  21. THIRTEEN
  22. FOURTEEN
  23. FIFTEEN
  24. SIXTEEN
  25. SEVENTEEN
  26. EIGHTEEN
  27. NINETEEN
  28. TWENTY
  29. TWENTY-ONE
  30. TWENTY-TWO
  31. TWENTY-THREE
  32. TWENTY-FOUR
  33. TWENTY-FIVE
  34. TWENTY-SIX
  35. TWENTY-SEVEN
  36. TWENTY-EIGHT
  37. TWENTY-NINE
  38. THIRTY
  39. THIRTY-ONE
  40. THIRTY-TWO
  41. THIRTY-THREE
  42. PART TWO
  43. THIRTY-FOUR
  44. THIRTY-FIVE
  45. THIRTY-SIX
  46. THIRTY-SEVEN
  47. THIRTY-EIGHT
  48. THIRTY-NINE
  49. FORTY
  50. FORTY-ONE
  51. FORTY-TWO
  52. FORTY-THREE
  53. FORTY-FOUR
  54. FORTY-FIVE
  55. FORTY-SIX
  56. FORTY-SEVEN
  57. FORTY-EIGHT
  58. FORTY-NINE
  59. FIFTY
  60. FIFTY-ONE
  61. FIFTY-TWO
  62. FIFTY-THREE
  63. FIFTY-FOUR
  64. FIFTY-FIVE
  65. FIFTY-SIX
  66. FIFTY-SEVEN
  67. FIFTY-EIGHT
  68. PART THREE
  69. FIFTY-NINE
  70. SIXTY
  71. EPILOGUE
  72. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  73. Back Cover

‘Al . . . we went through all this before. I don’t have any information, because it’s not my team.’

‘You said you knew.’

‘About what happened, yeah. It’s not like there’s that many murders, is there?’

‘I know how many murders there are,’ I say.

‘That’s all, though. Look, if any stuff . . . filters through or if I happen to hear something, I’ll let you know, but right now you’re asking the wrong person.’

‘Has someone told you not to say anything?’

‘What?’

‘Have you been told not to talk to me about the case?’

His sigh rattles a bit. ‘I haven’t got time for this, Al.’

The rain’s getting heavier. Tin tacks falling on a drum. Above the noise I can hear Lauren singing in the distance, which is definitely the best place for her to be.

‘Remember when you were here last time?’ I ask. ‘When we talked about the drugs gang and how maybe they’d sent someone in pretending to be a patient to kill Kevin?’

‘Yeah, and I thought it was stupid,’ he says.

‘Yeah, and so did I eventually . . . and then I knew it was because I found out who really killed Kevin, but maybe this time it isn’t. A new patient arrived just before Debbie was murdered.’

I let that sink in, then tell him all about Tiny Tears. How she was weird when she came in, and yeah, I know everyone’s weird when they come in, but there was definitely something off about this one. I tell him about her coming to my room last night.

‘What’s wrong with wanting a friend?’ he asks. ‘Wouldn’t you have wanted that when you got there?’

‘It was like she had an agenda.’

‘Doesn’t make her a killer, Al.’

‘Like . . . commit the murder, then make sure you get matey with the one person on the ward who can solve it, because she’s an ex-cop. Same as she solved the last one. Got to be worth thinking about, at least?’ I keep at him for a while and I know he’s probably not listening, but eventually he promises me that yes, he will think about it.

Then he says, ‘Shall I come in to visit next week?’

Before, Tim’s always said I’ll be in tomorrow or See you on Wednesday or something, but now he’s made it a question, and I suspect that’s because he wants me to say no.

I say, ‘Only if you’ve got time.’

My dad rocks up in the afternoon. I say rocks, but my dad’s never actually rocked anywhere in his life. He’s more of a lolloper, a marcher on a good day, but anyway . . . he arrives.

Femi comes to find me and takes me to meet him.

I stretch out a hand for his plastic bag of goodies before I’ve even said hello.