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Chapters (73)
  1. Rabbit Hole
  2. Also by Mark Billingham
  3. Title Page
  4. Copyright
  5. Dedication
  6. Epigraph
  7. Preface
  8. PART ONE
  9. ONE
  10. TWO
  11. THREE
  12. FOUR
  13. FIVE
  14. SIX
  15. SEVEN
  16. EIGHT
  17. NINE
  18. TEN
  19. ELEVEN
  20. TWELVE
  21. THIRTEEN
  22. FOURTEEN
  23. FIFTEEN
  24. SIXTEEN
  25. SEVENTEEN
  26. EIGHTEEN
  27. NINETEEN
  28. TWENTY
  29. TWENTY-ONE
  30. TWENTY-TWO
  31. TWENTY-THREE
  32. TWENTY-FOUR
  33. TWENTY-FIVE
  34. TWENTY-SIX
  35. TWENTY-SEVEN
  36. TWENTY-EIGHT
  37. TWENTY-NINE
  38. THIRTY
  39. THIRTY-ONE
  40. THIRTY-TWO
  41. THIRTY-THREE
  42. PART TWO
  43. THIRTY-FOUR
  44. THIRTY-FIVE
  45. THIRTY-SIX
  46. THIRTY-SEVEN
  47. THIRTY-EIGHT
  48. THIRTY-NINE
  49. FORTY
  50. FORTY-ONE
  51. FORTY-TWO
  52. FORTY-THREE
  53. FORTY-FOUR
  54. FORTY-FIVE
  55. FORTY-SIX
  56. FORTY-SEVEN
  57. FORTY-EIGHT
  58. FORTY-NINE
  59. FIFTY
  60. FIFTY-ONE
  61. FIFTY-TWO
  62. FIFTY-THREE
  63. FIFTY-FOUR
  64. FIFTY-FIVE
  65. FIFTY-SIX
  66. FIFTY-SEVEN
  67. FIFTY-EIGHT
  68. PART THREE
  69. FIFTY-NINE
  70. SIXTY
  71. EPILOGUE
  72. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  73. Back Cover

‘You stink,’ Bob says. ‘You stink of fish.’

‘Was there a lot of blood?’ Ilias asks.

‘I don’t think it’s helpful to talk about that,’ Marcus says.

‘Where’s Debbie?’ Graham asks.

Now, it’s my turn. I’m sitting next to Shaun and he starts, nervous as a kitten, when I stand up suddenly. ‘What about some security?’

Marcus looks at me.

‘That’s a good idea,’ Tony says. ‘Stop the Thing coming in.’

‘Yeah, but what if the Thing is the security?’ Lauren asks.

‘Oh, Jesus,’ Tony says.

Marcus is still looking at me. ‘What do you mean, Alice?’

‘Well, this place obviously isn’t safe, is it?’ I look around for some support and I’m pleased to see Lucy and Ilias nodding. ‘You have a duty of care and you’re supposed to keep us safe. I mean, that’s basically why we’re here, right? When you’re more likely to get killed on a closed national health ward than you are in the arse-end of Hackney on a Friday night, I think something needs to be done about it. I reckon we deserve to have some decent protection.’

Marcus looks at the bloke from the Trust.

The bloke from the Trust seems a little uncomfortable, but says, ‘It’s certainly something we can discuss.’

‘There we are,’ Marcus says.

‘A couple of big bastards with tasers,’ I say. ‘Or even better—’

Marcus holds up a hand. He says, ‘I think you’ve had your answer, Alice,’ and looks around for another question.

I sit down again and put my earphones in and spend most of the rest of the meeting wondering why Marcus is being so off with me. I also spend a few minutes asking myself why Lauren felt the need to be such a bitch to Tony and thinking how much I’ll enjoy telling Ilias exactly how much blood there was. The look on the hairy little sod’s face.

We all enjoy passing on the details of a proper drama, don’t we?

A quarter of an hour later, when the meeting’s breaking up, I amble across to Malaika and ask if she fancies escorting me outside for a cigarette. She immediately feels for her own pack and lowers her voice.

‘God, I’ve been desperate for one of you to ask.’

It’s drizzling a bit, so we stand close together beneath the overhang at the entrance to the unit. Malaika has crashed me one of her fags to save me the hassle of rolling my own, which is dead nice of her.

Like I said before, she’s one of the good ones, and the Brummie accent always cheers me up.

‘Police are coming back tomorrow,’ she says.

I nod and hiss out a stream of smoke. ‘They’ll be making an arrest probably.’

‘You reckon?’

‘Yeah, they’ll know who did it by now.’