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Chapters (71)
  1. Cover
  2. Other Titles
  3. Dedication
  4. Mujersinvergüenza
  5. Tea Dance, Provincetown, 1982
  6. Creed
  7. At Fifty I Am Startled to Find I Am in My Splendor
  8. Remedy for Social Overexposure
  9. Never Mention to the Daughters of the Republic of Texas
  10. K-Mart, San Antonio, Texas, 1986
  11. Smith’s Supermarket, Taos, New Mexico, at the Fifteen-Items-or-Less Checkout Line
  12. Noche, La Casa Magdalena, Lamy, New Mexico
  13. After a Quote from My Father
  14. Wasps in the Buddha Bell
  15. Calendar in the Season of the Pandemic
  16. In Case of Emergency
  17. Instructions for My Funeral
  18. It Occurs to Me I Am the Creative/ Destructive Goddess Coatlicue
  19. Cielosinsombrero
  20. Cielo con sombrero
  21. Sky Wearing a Hat
  22. Jarcería Shop
  23. El Jardín, End of Day
  24. I Should Like to Fall in Love with a Burro Named Saturnino
  25. Figs
  26. Neither Señorita nor Señora
  27. Our Father, Big Chief in Heaven
  28. This in the News Unmentioned
  29. El Hombre
  30. Adelina Cerritos
  31. Te A—
  32. A Boy with a Machine Gun Waves to Me
  33. Tepoztlán
  34. Señor Martín
  35. Swallows, Guanajuato Airport
  36. Cielo sin sombrero
  37. Sky Without a Hat
  38. Police Blotter, May 5th, 2013, San Miguel de Allende
  39. Quiero ser maguey en mi próxima vida
  40. I Want to Be a Maguey in My Next Life
  41. Cantosyllantos
  42. Back Then or Even Now
  43. Canto for Women of a Certain Llanto
  44. Washing My Rebozo by Hand
  45. Having Recently Escaped from the Maws of a Deathly Life, I Am Ready to Begin the Year Anew
  46. Four Poems on Aging
  47. Making Love After Celibacy
  48. Lullaby
  49. Instructions for Vigiling the Dying
  50. Exploding Cigar of Love
  51. God Breaks the Heart Again and Again Until It Stays Open
  52. Mrs. Gandhi
  53. Poem Written at Midnight
  54. Year of My Near Death
  55. Letter to Pat LittleDog After Losing Her Son
  56. Día de los Muertos
  57. Buen árbol / A Good Tree
  58. Cisnerossincensura
  59. Mount Everest
  60. Variations in White
  61. In My Little Museum of Erotica
  62. My Mother and Sex
  63. Stepping on Shit
  64. Naranja completa
  65. You Better Not Put Me in a Poem
  66. Woman Seeks Her Own Company
  67. Pilón
  68. When in Doubt
  69. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  70. A NOTE ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  71. What’s next onyour reading list?

is praying, I think.

Till I reel past his park bench

and note his book of hours.

His iPhone.

Under los portales,

a Mexican boy kisses

a boney gringuita.

No doubt he sees her

with Mexican eyes.

Bellísima

because she’s blond.

But los norteamericanos

see her with American eyes.

Nothing to write home about.

I imagine she sees him

with turista eyes.

Aztec beautiful.

But mexicanos

see him as feo

because he’s indio.

Night hovers.

Tourists lick ice cream cones

before setting out to dinner.

Kids in a sugar fury bounce

inflatable rockets on

church flagstones.

Beer bottles belch open.

Twilight sticky with the fried

scent of burgers and tacos.

Tethered to owners,

little dogs sniff concrete.

The cathedral an apricot hue,

sunburnt as los extranjeros.

Flocks of mariachi descend

itchy for work.

Balloon seller fidgets,

adjusts his yoke of

balloons and blow-up toys.

Shoulder aches.

Even air must weigh something.

While the sweets vendor

floats across the plaza

with a tree of cotton candy

the same colors as clouds.

I Should Like to Fall in Love with a Burro Named Saturnino

I should like to fall in love

with a burro named Saturnino

and sleep murmuring

that name as lullaby.

Warm my bed

with a xoloitzcuintli

the color of blue corn,

and will myself to be reborn

sunflower, ever

faithful to the sun.

I should like to learn to love

with the monogamous

passion of the parrot

and the foolish

valor of the chihuahua.

I should love to dedicate

my morning glory years

to the inspirational ants, who

peacefully and, without remorse

or humor, successfully evict me

from my shower every winter,

lessons in nonviolent persuasion.

I have much to learn from

the sentinel maguey about

fortitude, resilience, patience

in this season of los santos

inocentes de la política.

And day by day I am a student

of the morning sky.

And night by night I memorize

the sermon of the guru moon.

Next to my door

there is an ixtle rope

attached to a bronze bell

announcing visitors.

It does not ring when dawn arrives

with her furious scent of bolillos,

orange peels, and doorways

flushing buckets of Fabuloso

across wet stone.

Every day the same as the one before.

And never as the one before. Each moment

wrapped in newsprint and twine

and delivered always on time.

Figs

FOR DR. BRUNO CEOLIN

Some words

trip me

in my second tongue.

I say

pepino—cucumber

when I mean

pimienta—pepper.

Confuse

ginebra—gin,

when I mean

ginger—jengibre.

And when

the acupuncturist

tells me—

El hígado enamorado

quiere decir

el cuerpo está sano.

The liver in love

means the body is healthy—

I mistake

hígado—liver,

for fig—higo.

I prefer my translation.

All’s right with the world

when figs are in love.

Neither Señorita nor Señora

I didn’t love

those who did.

And did

those who didn’t.

Once

I almost proposed

in Paris.