Chapters (71)
- Cover
- Other Titles
- Dedication
- Mujersinvergüenza
- Tea Dance, Provincetown, 1982
- Creed
- At Fifty I Am Startled to Find I Am in My Splendor
- Remedy for Social Overexposure
- Never Mention to the Daughters of the Republic of Texas
- K-Mart, San Antonio, Texas, 1986
- Smith’s Supermarket, Taos, New Mexico, at the Fifteen-Items-or-Less Checkout Line
- Noche, La Casa Magdalena, Lamy, New Mexico
- After a Quote from My Father
- Wasps in the Buddha Bell
- Calendar in the Season of the Pandemic
- In Case of Emergency
- Instructions for My Funeral
- It Occurs to Me I Am the Creative/ Destructive Goddess Coatlicue
- Cielosinsombrero
- Cielo con sombrero
- Sky Wearing a Hat
- Jarcería Shop
- El Jardín, End of Day
- I Should Like to Fall in Love with a Burro Named Saturnino
- Figs
- Neither Señorita nor Señora
- Our Father, Big Chief in Heaven
- This in the News Unmentioned
- El Hombre
- Adelina Cerritos
- Te A—
- A Boy with a Machine Gun Waves to Me
- Tepoztlán
- Señor Martín
- Swallows, Guanajuato Airport
- Cielo sin sombrero
- Sky Without a Hat
- Police Blotter, May 5th, 2013, San Miguel de Allende
- Quiero ser maguey en mi próxima vida
- I Want to Be a Maguey in My Next Life
- Cantosyllantos
- Back Then or Even Now
- Canto for Women of a Certain Llanto
- Washing My Rebozo by Hand
- Having Recently Escaped from the Maws of a Deathly Life, I Am Ready to Begin the Year Anew
- Four Poems on Aging
- Making Love After Celibacy
- Lullaby
- Instructions for Vigiling the Dying
- Exploding Cigar of Love
- God Breaks the Heart Again and Again Until It Stays Open
- Mrs. Gandhi
- Poem Written at Midnight
- Year of My Near Death
- Letter to Pat LittleDog After Losing Her Son
- Día de los Muertos
- Buen árbol / A Good Tree
- Cisnerossincensura
- Mount Everest
- Variations in White
- In My Little Museum of Erotica
- My Mother and Sex
- Stepping on Shit
- Naranja completa
- You Better Not Put Me in a Poem
- Woman Seeks Her Own Company
- Pilón
- When in Doubt
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- A NOTE ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- What’s next onyour reading list?
is praying, I think.
Till I reel past his park bench
and note his book of hours.
His iPhone.
Under los portales,
a Mexican boy kisses
a boney gringuita.
No doubt he sees her
with Mexican eyes.
Bellísima
because she’s blond.
But los norteamericanos
see her with American eyes.
Nothing to write home about.
I imagine she sees him
with turista eyes.
Aztec beautiful.
But mexicanos
see him as feo
because he’s indio.
Night hovers.
Tourists lick ice cream cones
before setting out to dinner.
Kids in a sugar fury bounce
inflatable rockets on
church flagstones.
Beer bottles belch open.
Twilight sticky with the fried
scent of burgers and tacos.
Tethered to owners,
little dogs sniff concrete.
The cathedral an apricot hue,
sunburnt as los extranjeros.
Flocks of mariachi descend
itchy for work.
Balloon seller fidgets,
adjusts his yoke of
balloons and blow-up toys.
Shoulder aches.
Even air must weigh something.
While the sweets vendor
floats across the plaza
with a tree of cotton candy
the same colors as clouds.
I Should Like to Fall in Love with a Burro Named Saturnino
I should like to fall in love
with a burro named Saturnino
and sleep murmuring
that name as lullaby.
Warm my bed
with a xoloitzcuintli
the color of blue corn,
and will myself to be reborn
sunflower, ever
faithful to the sun.
I should like to learn to love
with the monogamous
passion of the parrot
and the foolish
valor of the chihuahua.
I should love to dedicate
my morning glory years
to the inspirational ants, who
peacefully and, without remorse
or humor, successfully evict me
from my shower every winter,
lessons in nonviolent persuasion.
I have much to learn from
the sentinel maguey about
fortitude, resilience, patience
in this season of los santos
inocentes de la política.
And day by day I am a student
of the morning sky.
And night by night I memorize
the sermon of the guru moon.
Next to my door
there is an ixtle rope
attached to a bronze bell
announcing visitors.
It does not ring when dawn arrives
with her furious scent of bolillos,
orange peels, and doorways
flushing buckets of Fabuloso
across wet stone.
Every day the same as the one before.
And never as the one before. Each moment
wrapped in newsprint and twine
and delivered always on time.
Figs
FOR DR. BRUNO CEOLIN
Some words
trip me
in my second tongue.
I say
pepino—cucumber
when I mean
pimienta—pepper.
Confuse
ginebra—gin,
when I mean
ginger—jengibre.
And when
the acupuncturist
tells me—
El hígado enamorado
quiere decir
el cuerpo está sano.
The liver in love
means the body is healthy—
I mistake
hígado—liver,
for fig—higo.
I prefer my translation.
All’s right with the world
when figs are in love.
Neither Señorita nor Señora
I didn’t love
those who did.
And did
those who didn’t.
Once
I almost proposed
in Paris.