Chapters (71)
- Cover
- Other Titles
- Dedication
- Mujersinvergüenza
- Tea Dance, Provincetown, 1982
- Creed
- At Fifty I Am Startled to Find I Am in My Splendor
- Remedy for Social Overexposure
- Never Mention to the Daughters of the Republic of Texas
- K-Mart, San Antonio, Texas, 1986
- Smith’s Supermarket, Taos, New Mexico, at the Fifteen-Items-or-Less Checkout Line
- Noche, La Casa Magdalena, Lamy, New Mexico
- After a Quote from My Father
- Wasps in the Buddha Bell
- Calendar in the Season of the Pandemic
- In Case of Emergency
- Instructions for My Funeral
- It Occurs to Me I Am the Creative/ Destructive Goddess Coatlicue
- Cielosinsombrero
- Cielo con sombrero
- Sky Wearing a Hat
- Jarcería Shop
- El Jardín, End of Day
- I Should Like to Fall in Love with a Burro Named Saturnino
- Figs
- Neither Señorita nor Señora
- Our Father, Big Chief in Heaven
- This in the News Unmentioned
- El Hombre
- Adelina Cerritos
- Te A—
- A Boy with a Machine Gun Waves to Me
- Tepoztlán
- Señor Martín
- Swallows, Guanajuato Airport
- Cielo sin sombrero
- Sky Without a Hat
- Police Blotter, May 5th, 2013, San Miguel de Allende
- Quiero ser maguey en mi próxima vida
- I Want to Be a Maguey in My Next Life
- Cantosyllantos
- Back Then or Even Now
- Canto for Women of a Certain Llanto
- Washing My Rebozo by Hand
- Having Recently Escaped from the Maws of a Deathly Life, I Am Ready to Begin the Year Anew
- Four Poems on Aging
- Making Love After Celibacy
- Lullaby
- Instructions for Vigiling the Dying
- Exploding Cigar of Love
- God Breaks the Heart Again and Again Until It Stays Open
- Mrs. Gandhi
- Poem Written at Midnight
- Year of My Near Death
- Letter to Pat LittleDog After Losing Her Son
- Día de los Muertos
- Buen árbol / A Good Tree
- Cisnerossincensura
- Mount Everest
- Variations in White
- In My Little Museum of Erotica
- My Mother and Sex
- Stepping on Shit
- Naranja completa
- You Better Not Put Me in a Poem
- Woman Seeks Her Own Company
- Pilón
- When in Doubt
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- A NOTE ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- What’s next onyour reading list?
On Day of the Dead I ask you to come
home with me to see my altar.
That’s a better line than come and see my etchings.
You do come. Like the spirits that night.
You follow the xempoaxóchitl petals and make
your way to my door, that door abandoned and
solitary a full year. You make your way and say
you’ve been sad, and I say I’ve been sad too,
because it’s true, I have.
The one before you
alive and haunting my heart, and I
want and long for release from the hurting.
You come with your own ghost following you.
Save me, we think, but don’t say it.
I ask, Thirsty? And serve you mezcal before you answer.
Drink the bottle left for los difuntos, clink our copitas.
I’ll send you home with the cabrito I set out for my father,
the chocolate bizcochitos, the buñuelos on a clay plate.
Everything but the confetti jello, I say, and laugh.
Sal y agua on this altar. Salt perhaps for our tears,
water for the dead who are always thirsty.
Scent of warm wax candles and acrid marigolds.
Edith Piaf singing “La vie en rose.” Chavela Vargas.
Lola Beltrán. Nina Simone’s “I Put a Spell on You.”
And I wonder if that cabrito will cast its magic spell.
The night is long.
We talk late though you have to get up early.
Talk while the dead come back and savor us. Talk,
which is a kind of alimento, a nourishing.
Talk con ganas, as they say. You and I.
With feeling.
Buen árbol / A Good Tree
A SONG FOR GUITAR
El que a buen árbol se arrima,
Buena sombra le cobija.
Arrímate. Anímate.
Don’t be afraid of me.
If you were smart
You’d know I’m a good good tree.
If you were smart
You’d know I’m a good good tree.
I’m the finial and flag of my own nation.
I’m the school of knocks.
I’m a little bit of comfort mixed
With a little bit of consternation.
I’m the waltz of reason
In the season of rain at last!
If you were smart
You’d know I’m a good good tree.
If you were smart
You’d know I’m a good good tree.
Sweet huisache, teach me.
Nourish me, nogal.
Alamo, fortify.
Mesquite, endurance please.
I’ve waited out drought.
Sprouted from my own fire.
Survived the hailstorm
Of desire. Desire.
If you only knew.
If you were smart
You’d know I’m a good good tree.
If you were smart
You’d know I’m a good good tree.
The flower and the fruit am I.
Butterflies breathing life am I.
Resurrection and redemption am I.
Pie in the sky am I.
Kid and wise guy am I.
The still and the gale am I.
Fever and frustration am I.