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Chapters (71)
  1. Cover
  2. Other Titles
  3. Dedication
  4. Mujersinvergüenza
  5. Tea Dance, Provincetown, 1982
  6. Creed
  7. At Fifty I Am Startled to Find I Am in My Splendor
  8. Remedy for Social Overexposure
  9. Never Mention to the Daughters of the Republic of Texas
  10. K-Mart, San Antonio, Texas, 1986
  11. Smith’s Supermarket, Taos, New Mexico, at the Fifteen-Items-or-Less Checkout Line
  12. Noche, La Casa Magdalena, Lamy, New Mexico
  13. After a Quote from My Father
  14. Wasps in the Buddha Bell
  15. Calendar in the Season of the Pandemic
  16. In Case of Emergency
  17. Instructions for My Funeral
  18. It Occurs to Me I Am the Creative/ Destructive Goddess Coatlicue
  19. Cielosinsombrero
  20. Cielo con sombrero
  21. Sky Wearing a Hat
  22. Jarcería Shop
  23. El Jardín, End of Day
  24. I Should Like to Fall in Love with a Burro Named Saturnino
  25. Figs
  26. Neither Señorita nor Señora
  27. Our Father, Big Chief in Heaven
  28. This in the News Unmentioned
  29. El Hombre
  30. Adelina Cerritos
  31. Te A—
  32. A Boy with a Machine Gun Waves to Me
  33. Tepoztlán
  34. Señor Martín
  35. Swallows, Guanajuato Airport
  36. Cielo sin sombrero
  37. Sky Without a Hat
  38. Police Blotter, May 5th, 2013, San Miguel de Allende
  39. Quiero ser maguey en mi próxima vida
  40. I Want to Be a Maguey in My Next Life
  41. Cantosyllantos
  42. Back Then or Even Now
  43. Canto for Women of a Certain Llanto
  44. Washing My Rebozo by Hand
  45. Having Recently Escaped from the Maws of a Deathly Life, I Am Ready to Begin the Year Anew
  46. Four Poems on Aging
  47. Making Love After Celibacy
  48. Lullaby
  49. Instructions for Vigiling the Dying
  50. Exploding Cigar of Love
  51. God Breaks the Heart Again and Again Until It Stays Open
  52. Mrs. Gandhi
  53. Poem Written at Midnight
  54. Year of My Near Death
  55. Letter to Pat LittleDog After Losing Her Son
  56. Día de los Muertos
  57. Buen árbol / A Good Tree
  58. Cisnerossincensura
  59. Mount Everest
  60. Variations in White
  61. In My Little Museum of Erotica
  62. My Mother and Sex
  63. Stepping on Shit
  64. Naranja completa
  65. You Better Not Put Me in a Poem
  66. Woman Seeks Her Own Company
  67. Pilón
  68. When in Doubt
  69. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  70. A NOTE ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  71. What’s next onyour reading list?

On Day of the Dead I ask you to come

home with me to see my altar.

That’s a better line than come and see my etchings.

You do come. Like the spirits that night.

You follow the xempoaxóchitl petals and make

your way to my door, that door abandoned and

solitary a full year. You make your way and say

you’ve been sad, and I say I’ve been sad too,

because it’s true, I have.

The one before you

alive and haunting my heart, and I

want and long for release from the hurting.

You come with your own ghost following you.

Save me, we think, but don’t say it.

I ask, Thirsty? And serve you mezcal before you answer.

Drink the bottle left for los difuntos, clink our copitas.

I’ll send you home with the cabrito I set out for my father,

the chocolate bizcochitos, the buñuelos on a clay plate.

Everything but the confetti jello, I say, and laugh.

Sal y agua on this altar. Salt perhaps for our tears,

water for the dead who are always thirsty.

Scent of warm wax candles and acrid marigolds.

Edith Piaf singing “La vie en rose.” Chavela Vargas.

Lola Beltrán. Nina Simone’s “I Put a Spell on You.”

And I wonder if that cabrito will cast its magic spell.

The night is long.

We talk late though you have to get up early.

Talk while the dead come back and savor us. Talk,

which is a kind of alimento, a nourishing.

Talk con ganas, as they say. You and I.

With feeling.

Buen árbol / A Good Tree

A SONG FOR GUITAR

El que a buen árbol se arrima,

Buena sombra le cobija.

Arrímate. Anímate.

Don’t be afraid of me.

If you were smart

You’d know I’m a good good tree.

If you were smart

You’d know I’m a good good tree.

I’m the finial and flag of my own nation.

I’m the school of knocks.

I’m a little bit of comfort mixed

With a little bit of consternation.

I’m the waltz of reason

In the season of rain at last!

If you were smart

You’d know I’m a good good tree.

If you were smart

You’d know I’m a good good tree.

Sweet huisache, teach me.

Nourish me, nogal.

Alamo, fortify.

Mesquite, endurance please.

I’ve waited out drought.

Sprouted from my own fire.

Survived the hailstorm

Of desire. Desire.

If you only knew.

If you were smart

You’d know I’m a good good tree.

If you were smart

You’d know I’m a good good tree.

The flower and the fruit am I.

Butterflies breathing life am I.

Resurrection and redemption am I.

Pie in the sky am I.

Kid and wise guy am I.

The still and the gale am I.

Fever and frustration am I.