Chapters (71)
- Cover
- Other Titles
- Dedication
- Mujersinvergüenza
- Tea Dance, Provincetown, 1982
- Creed
- At Fifty I Am Startled to Find I Am in My Splendor
- Remedy for Social Overexposure
- Never Mention to the Daughters of the Republic of Texas
- K-Mart, San Antonio, Texas, 1986
- Smith’s Supermarket, Taos, New Mexico, at the Fifteen-Items-or-Less Checkout Line
- Noche, La Casa Magdalena, Lamy, New Mexico
- After a Quote from My Father
- Wasps in the Buddha Bell
- Calendar in the Season of the Pandemic
- In Case of Emergency
- Instructions for My Funeral
- It Occurs to Me I Am the Creative/ Destructive Goddess Coatlicue
- Cielosinsombrero
- Cielo con sombrero
- Sky Wearing a Hat
- Jarcería Shop
- El Jardín, End of Day
- I Should Like to Fall in Love with a Burro Named Saturnino
- Figs
- Neither Señorita nor Señora
- Our Father, Big Chief in Heaven
- This in the News Unmentioned
- El Hombre
- Adelina Cerritos
- Te A—
- A Boy with a Machine Gun Waves to Me
- Tepoztlán
- Señor Martín
- Swallows, Guanajuato Airport
- Cielo sin sombrero
- Sky Without a Hat
- Police Blotter, May 5th, 2013, San Miguel de Allende
- Quiero ser maguey en mi próxima vida
- I Want to Be a Maguey in My Next Life
- Cantosyllantos
- Back Then or Even Now
- Canto for Women of a Certain Llanto
- Washing My Rebozo by Hand
- Having Recently Escaped from the Maws of a Deathly Life, I Am Ready to Begin the Year Anew
- Four Poems on Aging
- Making Love After Celibacy
- Lullaby
- Instructions for Vigiling the Dying
- Exploding Cigar of Love
- God Breaks the Heart Again and Again Until It Stays Open
- Mrs. Gandhi
- Poem Written at Midnight
- Year of My Near Death
- Letter to Pat LittleDog After Losing Her Son
- Día de los Muertos
- Buen árbol / A Good Tree
- Cisnerossincensura
- Mount Everest
- Variations in White
- In My Little Museum of Erotica
- My Mother and Sex
- Stepping on Shit
- Naranja completa
- You Better Not Put Me in a Poem
- Woman Seeks Her Own Company
- Pilón
- When in Doubt
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- A NOTE ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- What’s next onyour reading list?
on ixtle rope.
On his next call,
I offered to organize
a collection if he would
leave hospital details
in my mailbox.
But he forgot.
His lung was cured
by the next week.
His voice as well,
miraculously
restored.
Then he came
with only his unnamed
need and no story.
I had no change
except five hundred pesos,
which the bank machines
dispense like PEZ
to extranjeros like me.
Hard to find anyone,
humble or lordly, willing to
part ways with smaller currency.
I gave him what I had then.
Five hundred pesos, but
this brought him back
swifter than a swallow.
Sometimes twice
within a week,
enough to raise my ire
and blow my Buddhahood.
Back and back again he came.
Calixto said he knows him
as Martín, who leads the
donkey for the wedding
callejoneadas.
He looks like no party
host to me. Scraggy
as a cat. Thin mustache,
the kind pranksters
add on the Mona Lisa.
Dirty newsboy cap.
Glass shards for eyes.
Clothes borrowed, perhaps.
A Chekhov peasant, not
pandemic-unemployed. Or,
maybe victim of his own
vices. Who knows?
Sometimes he raises hell
when I refuse to answer,
ringing my brass bell
like the San Juan de Dios church
calling forth the faithful.
As if the schoolhouse is on fire.
I gave him once
one hundred pesos.
Then one weekend I had
no change at all but fifty.
He seemed to agree on this price.
Now he nods in gratitude,
and I apologize for sending
him running after money
when the wind has fun.
Saturdays,
or sometimes Sundays,
when he knows Calixto isn’t
here, he comes.
And so, with time
this is how we’ve settled
on what’s fair.
I can imagine how
hard it is to be him,
how hard to ask.
Today I sent him
with his weekly share.
Surprised him.
Surprised myself
by saying
for the first time—
“Cuídese, Señor Martín.”
Swallows, Guanajuato Airport
At home in the “o”
of GUANAJUATO,
golondrinas.
Cielo sin sombrero
Voy a vender
el cielo San Miguelense,
este azul jacaranda
que queda tan bonito
junto a los techos de barro.
Seguro que está a la venta.
Por supuesto que sí.
Ya que aquí
Se Vende,
Se Alquila,
Se Renta
todo.
Monte,
memoria,
río,
mujer,
historia,
ajonjolí.
El cielo lo venderé
a rebanadas.
Y a los extranjeros
les cobraré el doble
por doblar
el costo de la vida.
¡Atención!
Se vende un cielo sin sombra,
este cielo celeste al que tanto
le hace falta un sombrero.
Y,
si me inspiro
y me va bien,
Alquilo Nubes
también.
Sky Without a Hat
I’m going to sell
the San Miguel sky,
this jacaranda blue
that suits perfectly
clay roofs.
Of course, it’s available.
Absolutely and for sure.
Here everything is
For
Sale,
Rent,
Lease.
Mountain,
prickly pear,
hacienda,
stone,
woman,
mud.
I’ll sell sky
by the slice.
Charge foreigners
double
for doubling
the cost of living.
Attention!