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Chapters (71)
  1. Cover
  2. Other Titles
  3. Dedication
  4. Mujersinvergüenza
  5. Tea Dance, Provincetown, 1982
  6. Creed
  7. At Fifty I Am Startled to Find I Am in My Splendor
  8. Remedy for Social Overexposure
  9. Never Mention to the Daughters of the Republic of Texas
  10. K-Mart, San Antonio, Texas, 1986
  11. Smith’s Supermarket, Taos, New Mexico, at the Fifteen-Items-or-Less Checkout Line
  12. Noche, La Casa Magdalena, Lamy, New Mexico
  13. After a Quote from My Father
  14. Wasps in the Buddha Bell
  15. Calendar in the Season of the Pandemic
  16. In Case of Emergency
  17. Instructions for My Funeral
  18. It Occurs to Me I Am the Creative/ Destructive Goddess Coatlicue
  19. Cielosinsombrero
  20. Cielo con sombrero
  21. Sky Wearing a Hat
  22. Jarcería Shop
  23. El Jardín, End of Day
  24. I Should Like to Fall in Love with a Burro Named Saturnino
  25. Figs
  26. Neither Señorita nor Señora
  27. Our Father, Big Chief in Heaven
  28. This in the News Unmentioned
  29. El Hombre
  30. Adelina Cerritos
  31. Te A—
  32. A Boy with a Machine Gun Waves to Me
  33. Tepoztlán
  34. Señor Martín
  35. Swallows, Guanajuato Airport
  36. Cielo sin sombrero
  37. Sky Without a Hat
  38. Police Blotter, May 5th, 2013, San Miguel de Allende
  39. Quiero ser maguey en mi próxima vida
  40. I Want to Be a Maguey in My Next Life
  41. Cantosyllantos
  42. Back Then or Even Now
  43. Canto for Women of a Certain Llanto
  44. Washing My Rebozo by Hand
  45. Having Recently Escaped from the Maws of a Deathly Life, I Am Ready to Begin the Year Anew
  46. Four Poems on Aging
  47. Making Love After Celibacy
  48. Lullaby
  49. Instructions for Vigiling the Dying
  50. Exploding Cigar of Love
  51. God Breaks the Heart Again and Again Until It Stays Open
  52. Mrs. Gandhi
  53. Poem Written at Midnight
  54. Year of My Near Death
  55. Letter to Pat LittleDog After Losing Her Son
  56. Día de los Muertos
  57. Buen árbol / A Good Tree
  58. Cisnerossincensura
  59. Mount Everest
  60. Variations in White
  61. In My Little Museum of Erotica
  62. My Mother and Sex
  63. Stepping on Shit
  64. Naranja completa
  65. You Better Not Put Me in a Poem
  66. Woman Seeks Her Own Company
  67. Pilón
  68. When in Doubt
  69. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  70. A NOTE ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  71. What’s next onyour reading list?

on ixtle rope.

On his next call,

I offered to organize

a collection if he would

leave hospital details

in my mailbox.

But he forgot.

His lung was cured

by the next week.

His voice as well,

miraculously

restored.

Then he came

with only his unnamed

need and no story.

I had no change

except five hundred pesos,

which the bank machines

dispense like PEZ

to extranjeros like me.

Hard to find anyone,

humble or lordly, willing to

part ways with smaller currency.

I gave him what I had then.

Five hundred pesos, but

this brought him back

swifter than a swallow.

Sometimes twice

within a week,

enough to raise my ire

and blow my Buddhahood.

Back and back again he came.

Calixto said he knows him

as Martín, who leads the

donkey for the wedding

callejoneadas.

He looks like no party

host to me. Scraggy

as a cat. Thin mustache,

the kind pranksters

add on the Mona Lisa.

Dirty newsboy cap.

Glass shards for eyes.

Clothes borrowed, perhaps.

A Chekhov peasant, not

pandemic-unemployed. Or,

maybe victim of his own

vices. Who knows?

Sometimes he raises hell

when I refuse to answer,

ringing my brass bell

like the San Juan de Dios church

calling forth the faithful.

As if the schoolhouse is on fire.

I gave him once

one hundred pesos.

Then one weekend I had

no change at all but fifty.

He seemed to agree on this price.

Now he nods in gratitude,

and I apologize for sending

him running after money

when the wind has fun.

Saturdays,

or sometimes Sundays,

when he knows Calixto isn’t

here, he comes.

And so, with time

this is how we’ve settled

on what’s fair.

I can imagine how

hard it is to be him,

how hard to ask.

Today I sent him

with his weekly share.

Surprised him.

Surprised myself

by saying

for the first time—

“Cuídese, Señor Martín.”

Swallows, Guanajuato Airport

At home in the “o”

of GUANAJUATO,

golondrinas.

Cielo sin sombrero

Voy a vender

el cielo San Miguelense,

este azul jacaranda

que queda tan bonito

junto a los techos de barro.

Seguro que está a la venta.

Por supuesto que sí.

Ya que aquí

Se Vende,

Se Alquila,

Se Renta

todo.

Monte,

memoria,

río,

mujer,

historia,

ajonjolí.

El cielo lo venderé

a rebanadas.

Y a los extranjeros

les cobraré el doble

por doblar

el costo de la vida.

¡Atención!

Se vende un cielo sin sombra,

este cielo celeste al que tanto

le hace falta un sombrero.

Y,

si me inspiro

y me va bien,

Alquilo Nubes

también.

Sky Without a Hat

I’m going to sell

the San Miguel sky,

this jacaranda blue

that suits perfectly

clay roofs.

Of course, it’s available.

Absolutely and for sure.

Here everything is

For

Sale,

Rent,

Lease.

Mountain,

prickly pear,

hacienda,

stone,

woman,

mud.

I’ll sell sky

by the slice.

Charge foreigners

double

for doubling

the cost of living.

Attention!