Chapters (71)
- Cover
- Other Titles
- Dedication
- Mujersinvergüenza
- Tea Dance, Provincetown, 1982
- Creed
- At Fifty I Am Startled to Find I Am in My Splendor
- Remedy for Social Overexposure
- Never Mention to the Daughters of the Republic of Texas
- K-Mart, San Antonio, Texas, 1986
- Smith’s Supermarket, Taos, New Mexico, at the Fifteen-Items-or-Less Checkout Line
- Noche, La Casa Magdalena, Lamy, New Mexico
- After a Quote from My Father
- Wasps in the Buddha Bell
- Calendar in the Season of the Pandemic
- In Case of Emergency
- Instructions for My Funeral
- It Occurs to Me I Am the Creative/ Destructive Goddess Coatlicue
- Cielosinsombrero
- Cielo con sombrero
- Sky Wearing a Hat
- Jarcería Shop
- El Jardín, End of Day
- I Should Like to Fall in Love with a Burro Named Saturnino
- Figs
- Neither Señorita nor Señora
- Our Father, Big Chief in Heaven
- This in the News Unmentioned
- El Hombre
- Adelina Cerritos
- Te A—
- A Boy with a Machine Gun Waves to Me
- Tepoztlán
- Señor Martín
- Swallows, Guanajuato Airport
- Cielo sin sombrero
- Sky Without a Hat
- Police Blotter, May 5th, 2013, San Miguel de Allende
- Quiero ser maguey en mi próxima vida
- I Want to Be a Maguey in My Next Life
- Cantosyllantos
- Back Then or Even Now
- Canto for Women of a Certain Llanto
- Washing My Rebozo by Hand
- Having Recently Escaped from the Maws of a Deathly Life, I Am Ready to Begin the Year Anew
- Four Poems on Aging
- Making Love After Celibacy
- Lullaby
- Instructions for Vigiling the Dying
- Exploding Cigar of Love
- God Breaks the Heart Again and Again Until It Stays Open
- Mrs. Gandhi
- Poem Written at Midnight
- Year of My Near Death
- Letter to Pat LittleDog After Losing Her Son
- Día de los Muertos
- Buen árbol / A Good Tree
- Cisnerossincensura
- Mount Everest
- Variations in White
- In My Little Museum of Erotica
- My Mother and Sex
- Stepping on Shit
- Naranja completa
- You Better Not Put Me in a Poem
- Woman Seeks Her Own Company
- Pilón
- When in Doubt
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- A NOTE ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- What’s next onyour reading list?
in the privacy of a callejón
that rolls soundlessly downhill,
dissolves into the wall of
the chapel of San Juan de Dios,
patron of booksellers, alcoholics,
and the sick, sufferers all…
Even in a town
named for an armed angel,
love finds a route.
A boy and a girl kiss:
seven mute organ cacti
and a nicho de Guadalupe
as witnesses.
To prove love is ever
expanding in space and time,
the boy drafts a Valentine
on the parking triangle’s
hypotenuse—
my neighbor’s stone wall.
“Te”…
sprayed red in block letters.
Then “A”…
Across town,
as narcos duly collect protection
rent from tortilla vendors,
even as townsfolk disappear,
like wallets plucked from
Costco customers’ pockets,
and lifetime savings are obediently
stashed at bus stop trash bins
per phone extortionists’ instruction,
while gentle twilight descends,
releasing, soundless as moths,
serial rapists,
the authorities move swiftly
when children violate
property owned by foreigners.
Love, after all,
is a dangerous conflagration,
an axiom even
Euclid would conclude.
The boy is let go with a few
slaps for his proper education.
The girl wisely escaped at the first
sight of uniforms and guns.
And so, as it was before,
and ever will be,
the neighbor’s wall is
power-hosed to its former
serenity. Except
for a faint pink scar:
Te A—
Te A—
A song crowned with
humility and thorns,
extending into infinity,
stigmata of the forlorn.
A Boy with a Machine Gun Waves to Me
Maybe he is the same
age as the forty-three
from Ayotzinapa,
burned and buried
like trash.
Dark of skin perhaps
the same as the Atotonilco
man arrested and jailed
after a gunfire exchange
he did not begin,
in front of his own,
in front of his home.
Or in collusion with those
who abducted the blind
girl from Parque Juárez
and abandoned her shell
on the road to Celaya,
wrapped in a blanket,
forever in a field of sleep.
He’s in the back of a jeep
with other boys. They
could be a baseball team.
Instead, they’re dressed
in black uniforms,
on their way to work
with machine guns.
I was coming from the market
with a basket of eggs
and a round loaf of bread,
a xoloitzcuincli perched
warm in the crook of my arm.
By Callejón de los Muertos,
their jeep rumbled past.
So many sons armed
with guns like toys,
though I know they’re
real because I’ve asked.
Before they disappear
from view, my hand
raises itself as if
asking a question.
From the back of the jeep
a hand without a machine gun
answers back.
Tepoztlán
roosters
yodel
dogs
debate
church bells
hiccup
dawn
yawns
Señor Martín
First, the urgent story
about an operation
for his lung. For sympathy,
he posed as mute and wrote
his plea on wrinkled paper.
Doubtful. All the same,
I gave. He was not young.
I lowered my donation
from the balcony
in a mesh market bag