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Chapters (71)
  1. Cover
  2. Other Titles
  3. Dedication
  4. Mujersinvergüenza
  5. Tea Dance, Provincetown, 1982
  6. Creed
  7. At Fifty I Am Startled to Find I Am in My Splendor
  8. Remedy for Social Overexposure
  9. Never Mention to the Daughters of the Republic of Texas
  10. K-Mart, San Antonio, Texas, 1986
  11. Smith’s Supermarket, Taos, New Mexico, at the Fifteen-Items-or-Less Checkout Line
  12. Noche, La Casa Magdalena, Lamy, New Mexico
  13. After a Quote from My Father
  14. Wasps in the Buddha Bell
  15. Calendar in the Season of the Pandemic
  16. In Case of Emergency
  17. Instructions for My Funeral
  18. It Occurs to Me I Am the Creative/ Destructive Goddess Coatlicue
  19. Cielosinsombrero
  20. Cielo con sombrero
  21. Sky Wearing a Hat
  22. Jarcería Shop
  23. El Jardín, End of Day
  24. I Should Like to Fall in Love with a Burro Named Saturnino
  25. Figs
  26. Neither Señorita nor Señora
  27. Our Father, Big Chief in Heaven
  28. This in the News Unmentioned
  29. El Hombre
  30. Adelina Cerritos
  31. Te A—
  32. A Boy with a Machine Gun Waves to Me
  33. Tepoztlán
  34. Señor Martín
  35. Swallows, Guanajuato Airport
  36. Cielo sin sombrero
  37. Sky Without a Hat
  38. Police Blotter, May 5th, 2013, San Miguel de Allende
  39. Quiero ser maguey en mi próxima vida
  40. I Want to Be a Maguey in My Next Life
  41. Cantosyllantos
  42. Back Then or Even Now
  43. Canto for Women of a Certain Llanto
  44. Washing My Rebozo by Hand
  45. Having Recently Escaped from the Maws of a Deathly Life, I Am Ready to Begin the Year Anew
  46. Four Poems on Aging
  47. Making Love After Celibacy
  48. Lullaby
  49. Instructions for Vigiling the Dying
  50. Exploding Cigar of Love
  51. God Breaks the Heart Again and Again Until It Stays Open
  52. Mrs. Gandhi
  53. Poem Written at Midnight
  54. Year of My Near Death
  55. Letter to Pat LittleDog After Losing Her Son
  56. Día de los Muertos
  57. Buen árbol / A Good Tree
  58. Cisnerossincensura
  59. Mount Everest
  60. Variations in White
  61. In My Little Museum of Erotica
  62. My Mother and Sex
  63. Stepping on Shit
  64. Naranja completa
  65. You Better Not Put Me in a Poem
  66. Woman Seeks Her Own Company
  67. Pilón
  68. When in Doubt
  69. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  70. A NOTE ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  71. What’s next onyour reading list?

in the privacy of a callejón

that rolls soundlessly downhill,

dissolves into the wall of

the chapel of San Juan de Dios,

patron of booksellers, alcoholics,

and the sick, sufferers all…

Even in a town

named for an armed angel,

love finds a route.

A boy and a girl kiss:

seven mute organ cacti

and a nicho de Guadalupe

as witnesses.

To prove love is ever

expanding in space and time,

the boy drafts a Valentine

on the parking triangle’s

hypotenuse—

my neighbor’s stone wall.

“Te”…

sprayed red in block letters.

Then “A”…

Across town,

as narcos duly collect protection

rent from tortilla vendors,

even as townsfolk disappear,

like wallets plucked from

Costco customers’ pockets,

and lifetime savings are obediently

stashed at bus stop trash bins

per phone extortionists’ instruction,

while gentle twilight descends,

releasing, soundless as moths,

serial rapists,

the authorities move swiftly

when children violate

property owned by foreigners.

Love, after all,

is a dangerous conflagration,

an axiom even

Euclid would conclude.

The boy is let go with a few

slaps for his proper education.

The girl wisely escaped at the first

sight of uniforms and guns.

And so, as it was before,

and ever will be,

the neighbor’s wall is

power-hosed to its former

serenity. Except

for a faint pink scar:

Te A—

Te A—

A song crowned with

humility and thorns,

extending into infinity,

stigmata of the forlorn.

A Boy with a Machine Gun Waves to Me

Maybe he is the same

age as the forty-three

from Ayotzinapa,

burned and buried

like trash.

Dark of skin perhaps

the same as the Atotonilco

man arrested and jailed

after a gunfire exchange

he did not begin,

in front of his own,

in front of his home.

Or in collusion with those

who abducted the blind

girl from Parque Juárez

and abandoned her shell

on the road to Celaya,

wrapped in a blanket,

forever in a field of sleep.

He’s in the back of a jeep

with other boys. They

could be a baseball team.

Instead, they’re dressed

in black uniforms,

on their way to work

with machine guns.

I was coming from the market

with a basket of eggs

and a round loaf of bread,

a xoloitzcuincli perched

warm in the crook of my arm.

By Callejón de los Muertos,

their jeep rumbled past.

So many sons armed

with guns like toys,

though I know they’re

real because I’ve asked.

Before they disappear

from view, my hand

raises itself as if

asking a question.

From the back of the jeep

a hand without a machine gun

answers back.

Tepoztlán

roosters

yodel

dogs

debate

church bells

hiccup

dawn

yawns

Señor Martín

First, the urgent story

about an operation

for his lung. For sympathy,

he posed as mute and wrote

his plea on wrinkled paper.

Doubtful. All the same,

I gave. He was not young.

I lowered my donation

from the balcony

in a mesh market bag