Chapters (71)
- Cover
- Other Titles
- Dedication
- Mujersinvergüenza
- Tea Dance, Provincetown, 1982
- Creed
- At Fifty I Am Startled to Find I Am in My Splendor
- Remedy for Social Overexposure
- Never Mention to the Daughters of the Republic of Texas
- K-Mart, San Antonio, Texas, 1986
- Smith’s Supermarket, Taos, New Mexico, at the Fifteen-Items-or-Less Checkout Line
- Noche, La Casa Magdalena, Lamy, New Mexico
- After a Quote from My Father
- Wasps in the Buddha Bell
- Calendar in the Season of the Pandemic
- In Case of Emergency
- Instructions for My Funeral
- It Occurs to Me I Am the Creative/ Destructive Goddess Coatlicue
- Cielosinsombrero
- Cielo con sombrero
- Sky Wearing a Hat
- Jarcería Shop
- El Jardín, End of Day
- I Should Like to Fall in Love with a Burro Named Saturnino
- Figs
- Neither Señorita nor Señora
- Our Father, Big Chief in Heaven
- This in the News Unmentioned
- El Hombre
- Adelina Cerritos
- Te A—
- A Boy with a Machine Gun Waves to Me
- Tepoztlán
- Señor Martín
- Swallows, Guanajuato Airport
- Cielo sin sombrero
- Sky Without a Hat
- Police Blotter, May 5th, 2013, San Miguel de Allende
- Quiero ser maguey en mi próxima vida
- I Want to Be a Maguey in My Next Life
- Cantosyllantos
- Back Then or Even Now
- Canto for Women of a Certain Llanto
- Washing My Rebozo by Hand
- Having Recently Escaped from the Maws of a Deathly Life, I Am Ready to Begin the Year Anew
- Four Poems on Aging
- Making Love After Celibacy
- Lullaby
- Instructions for Vigiling the Dying
- Exploding Cigar of Love
- God Breaks the Heart Again and Again Until It Stays Open
- Mrs. Gandhi
- Poem Written at Midnight
- Year of My Near Death
- Letter to Pat LittleDog After Losing Her Son
- Día de los Muertos
- Buen árbol / A Good Tree
- Cisnerossincensura
- Mount Everest
- Variations in White
- In My Little Museum of Erotica
- My Mother and Sex
- Stepping on Shit
- Naranja completa
- You Better Not Put Me in a Poem
- Woman Seeks Her Own Company
- Pilón
- When in Doubt
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- A NOTE ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- What’s next onyour reading list?
Sky without shade
for sale, this celestial
blue in bad need
of a hat.
And,
if all goes
as planned:
Clouds
For Rent.
Police Blotter, May 5th, 2013, San Miguel de Allende
Piropos given to the elderly—one.
Listening without interrupting—four.
Admiration for wildlife without intent to kill—two.
Homes on Sunday with no one knocking on the door—seven.
Hugging and kissing babies—one hundred and eleven.
Vehicles loaned to the needy—three.
Pedestrians halted by jacaranda—thirteen.
Employees who love their jobs—eight.
Healed by laughter—sixty-seven.
Domestic harmony—thirty-three.
Citizens held hostage by the sunset—fifty-six.
Beautification and creation in lieu of violence—twenty-one.
Orderly conduct without force—forty-four.
Gifts of money with no personal motive—five.
Telephone kindness—thirteen.
Sexual generosity—three.
Poems delivered—one.
Quiero ser maguey en mi próxima vida
Dar cara al sol todo el día.
Reventar hijos al aire
Como una piñata.
Ahorrar agua.
Brotar una flor con fleco estirándose al cielo.
Estirando, estirando al cielo, qué lujo.
Quiero pertenecer a estas tierras
Que existían antes de que
El mundo fuera redondo.
Picar las nalgas
De los que se acercan demasiado.
Regalar aguamiel al que se atreve a
Chupar mi jugo.
Y morir de esta comunión.
Deshacerme como ceniza.
Volver a vivir en la tierra.
Violenta.
Explotar de la huerta como Paricutín.
Volver volver volver a renacer.
Morir para siempre ser.
I Want to Be a Maguey in My Next Life
Face to the sun all day.
Burst offspring into the air
Like a piñata.
Store water.
Bloom a tasseled flower
Stretching itself to the sky.
Stretching, stretching to the sky,
What luxury.
I want to belong to these lands
That existed before the world
Was round.
Pinch the asses of those who
Come too close to me.
Give aguamiel to the one who dares
Suck my juice.
And die from this communion.
Dissolve like ash.
Return to live on earth.
Violent.
Detonate from a field like Paricutín.
Return return return to be reborn.
Die to eternally be.
Cantos
y
llantos
Back Then or Even Now
A SONG FOR GUITAR
I liked being young
with you once.
A moment or two,
here and there
with you once.
When you
were a poet,
and I was a poet.
Wordsmiths afraid
of the words
shimmering
right before us.
I remember censoring
myself when I was sober.
Spontaneous combustion
when I wasn’t.
We did a lot of things
back then
under the courage
of alcohol.
We were a two-
ring-circus knife act.
Blade zinging
in the air, thud-
landing near
a shivering artery.
A thrill, a chill a minute.
Me and you.
I was leaving town,
and you were staying.
That’s why we each held
back from saying.
It takes growing older
to see some things
imagined were real.
Back then or even now.
Canto for Women of a Certain Llanto
AFTER DYLAN THOMAS
I’d rather wear none
than ugly underwear made