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Chapters (71)
  1. Cover
  2. Other Titles
  3. Dedication
  4. Mujersinvergüenza
  5. Tea Dance, Provincetown, 1982
  6. Creed
  7. At Fifty I Am Startled to Find I Am in My Splendor
  8. Remedy for Social Overexposure
  9. Never Mention to the Daughters of the Republic of Texas
  10. K-Mart, San Antonio, Texas, 1986
  11. Smith’s Supermarket, Taos, New Mexico, at the Fifteen-Items-or-Less Checkout Line
  12. Noche, La Casa Magdalena, Lamy, New Mexico
  13. After a Quote from My Father
  14. Wasps in the Buddha Bell
  15. Calendar in the Season of the Pandemic
  16. In Case of Emergency
  17. Instructions for My Funeral
  18. It Occurs to Me I Am the Creative/ Destructive Goddess Coatlicue
  19. Cielosinsombrero
  20. Cielo con sombrero
  21. Sky Wearing a Hat
  22. Jarcería Shop
  23. El Jardín, End of Day
  24. I Should Like to Fall in Love with a Burro Named Saturnino
  25. Figs
  26. Neither Señorita nor Señora
  27. Our Father, Big Chief in Heaven
  28. This in the News Unmentioned
  29. El Hombre
  30. Adelina Cerritos
  31. Te A—
  32. A Boy with a Machine Gun Waves to Me
  33. Tepoztlán
  34. Señor Martín
  35. Swallows, Guanajuato Airport
  36. Cielo sin sombrero
  37. Sky Without a Hat
  38. Police Blotter, May 5th, 2013, San Miguel de Allende
  39. Quiero ser maguey en mi próxima vida
  40. I Want to Be a Maguey in My Next Life
  41. Cantosyllantos
  42. Back Then or Even Now
  43. Canto for Women of a Certain Llanto
  44. Washing My Rebozo by Hand
  45. Having Recently Escaped from the Maws of a Deathly Life, I Am Ready to Begin the Year Anew
  46. Four Poems on Aging
  47. Making Love After Celibacy
  48. Lullaby
  49. Instructions for Vigiling the Dying
  50. Exploding Cigar of Love
  51. God Breaks the Heart Again and Again Until It Stays Open
  52. Mrs. Gandhi
  53. Poem Written at Midnight
  54. Year of My Near Death
  55. Letter to Pat LittleDog After Losing Her Son
  56. Día de los Muertos
  57. Buen árbol / A Good Tree
  58. Cisnerossincensura
  59. Mount Everest
  60. Variations in White
  61. In My Little Museum of Erotica
  62. My Mother and Sex
  63. Stepping on Shit
  64. Naranja completa
  65. You Better Not Put Me in a Poem
  66. Woman Seeks Her Own Company
  67. Pilón
  68. When in Doubt
  69. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  70. A NOTE ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  71. What’s next onyour reading list?

Alebrije poet Liliana Valenzuela has worked alongside me for three decades as amiga, translator, and Spanish teacher. Poetry is the most difficult genre to write, and the most difficult genre to translate. For wizardry and speed, I am always indebted to the marvelous Lili.

Dwellings as beautiful as their settings give me creative inspiration. I remember I wrote “Smith’s Supermarket…” during a Taos residency at the Mabel Dodge Luhan House in the autumn of 2009. Other homes that roused me to write: Blanca Uzeta and Cavanaugh O’Leary’s Casa O’Leary in San Miguel de Allende; Tey Diana Rebolledo and Michael Passi’s adobe home in Albuquerque; Flor Garduño’s house in Tepoztlán; Susan Bergholz and Bert Snyder’s Casa Magdalena in Lamy, New Mexico. Lionel and Kathy Sosa’s casita in San Antonio, Texas.

Amigas Nancy Traugott, Lourdes Portillo, Nely Galán, Ruth Behar, Jasna Karaula Krasni, and Gayle Elliott heard some of these poems aloud for the first time. Poet/translator Mary Jane White drove me across Iowa in a silver Jaguar on a season’s first snowfall, on a morning that sparkles in my memory even now. Gratitude to Dennis Mathis, Erasmo Guerra, Cristina Gámez, María Belén Nilson, and Ester Hernández. Gracias to all for ánimo y amistad.

Dennis Mathis, Charlie Hall, and Tim Wheat generously offered their ears while I was proofing these poems. My assistant, the lovely Yvette Marie DeChávez, worked meticulously with me on this manuscript, and la furia de la frontera, Macarena Hernández, offered, as ever, her unflagging labor whenever I needed her. A Ernesto Hilario Espinoza y Eunice Misraim Chávez Muñoz aquí en México, mil gracias por su enorme ayuda que me permitió escribir.

Composer Derek Bermel and my brother musician/artist Henry “Keeks” Cisneros inspired my song poems. Kiki transformed two of my poems to music, performing them for Conjunctions: 75, Dispatches from Solitude, Fall 2020. Pura alegría.

I must recognize my sisters-in-law Silvia Zamora Cisneros and Elizabeth Ann Cisneros for being both family and fans all these years. Thank you for this beautiful, generous gift.

Remarkably, I carried my literary agent Susan Bergholz’s business card in my wallet during the year of my near death. Bookseller/saint Richard Bray brought us together, but I didn’t contact Susan until the following year when I was reborn. This collaboration transformed my life. I am ever amused, amazed, and grateful at the plot lines conceived by Divine Providence.

My new literary agent Stuart Bernstein I suspect must write poetry in secret. How else to account for his sensitivity when editing my work. I know this manuscript could not have come out from hiding without his kind encouragement and guidance.

A los antepasados que me llamaron a México, al pueblo que me inspira, a la Virgen de Guadalupe que me ilumina a cada paso, doy gracias.