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  1. EVA CARTER
  2. Owner Of A Lonely Heart
  3. Chapter 1: Gemma
  4. Sunday 1 July
  5. Chapter 2: Dan
  6. Chapter 3: Casey
  7. Chapter 4: Dan
  8. Chapter 5: Gemma
  9. Monday 2 July
  10. Chapter 6: Dan
  11. Tuesday 3 July
  12. Chapter 7: Gemma
  13. Wednesday 4 July
  14. Chapter 8: Dan
  15. Chapter 9: Gemma
  16. Thursday 5 July
  17. Chapter 10: Dan
  18. Saturday 7 July
  19. Chapter 11: Casey
  20. Monday 9 July
  21. Chapter 12: Gemma
  22. Chapter 13: Dan
  23. Tuesday 10 July
  24. Chapter 14: Gemma
  25. Wednesday 11 July
  26. Chapter 15: Dan
  27. Chapter 16: Gemma
  28. Thursday 12 July
  29. Chapter 17: Dan
  30. Chapter 18: Gemma
  31. Saturday 14 July
  32. Chapter 19: Dan
  33. Chapter 20: Gemma
  34. Sunday 15 July
  35. Chapter 21: Dan
  36. Chapter 22: Gemma
  37. Chapter 23: Gemma
  38. Tuesday 17 July
  39. Chapter 24: Casey
  40. Wednesday 18 July
  41. Chapter 25: Dan
  42. Chapter 26: Gemma
  43. Chapter 27: Dan
  44. Thursday 19 July
  45. Chapter 28: Casey
  46. Friday 20 July
  47. Chapter 29: Gemma
  48. Saturday 21 July
  49. Chapter 30: Dan
  50. Chapter 31: Gemma
  51. Chapter 32: Dan
  52. Sunday 22 July
  53. Chapter 33: Dan
  54. Chapter 34: Gemma
  55. Monday 23 July
  56. Chapter 35: Dan
  57. Chapter 36: Gemma
  58. Tuesday 24 July
  59. Chapter 37: Casey
  60. Wednesday 25 July
  61. Chapter 38: Dan
  62. Chapter 39: Gemma
  63. Thursday 26 July
  64. Chapter 40: Dan
  65. Chapter 41: Dan
  66. Chapter 42: Gemma
  67. Chapter 43: Dan
  68. Chapter 44: Gemma
  69. Chapter 45: Dan
  70. Chapter 46: Gemma
  71. Chapter 47: Dan
  72. Friday 27 July
  73. Chapter 48: Casey
  74. Chapter 49: Gemma
  75. Chapter 50: Dan
  76. Saturday 28 July
  77. Epilogue: Gemma
  78. Sunday 21 October
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. Owner Of A Lonely Heart

I watch as he uncorks the wine. His movements are fluid and relaxed, and time slows, fractionally, as though we’re astronauts floating in altered gravity.

‘Casey’s such a special girl.’

He nods. ‘She is. I hate it when she’s upset. If you hadn’t been here, she’d still be in her room and I’d be googling how to talk to your daughter.’

I haven’t told him why Casey was so scared of her dreams coming true: it’s her decision whether to confide in him. ‘You should trust yourself more. The two of you are getting closer, you just need to be patient.’

He hands me my glass and raises his. As we toast, our fingers brush against each other and now I wish time would stop altogether.

‘To Gemma, who came into my life at precisely the right time,’ he says.

I smile. ‘To Dan and to Casey, who came into my life at precisely the wrong one.’

We sip our wine – oh, it’s every bit as delicious as I hoped it would be. Although everything’s heightened after the brief touch we just shared.

He’s frowning. ‘About the bad timing . . . So I know this – us – whatever it is has come out of the blue, but is it really such terrible timing? You’re still grieving and I’m learning to be a dad, but what if that makes this the best time? When I’m with you, I feel . . . how can I explain it? Full of possibilities.’

I want to say: Yes. That is how it is for me too. But he’s still talking.

‘And it’s more than that. Before Casey came down here, I thought I had nothing to offer her except a place to stay. But that started to change from the very first time we bumped into each other.’

‘How?’ I want more, greedy to discover what we share, and why.

‘I’ve been trying to work it out. I reckon it’s because you give off this intense kindness. I do know lots of good people. My mates, my colleagues. But most of us have learned to be wary. You’re different. You’re open, despite all the sadness you’ve been through. Maybe because of it. And whether it’s the kids you volunteer with, or some random, ratty stranger who’s got lost, you don’t hesitate to do what you can.’

His intensity embarrasses me. ‘That makes me sound like an insufferable do-gooder.’

‘Not at all. You’ve got this glow about you. And it’s made me want to try harder, to be better myself. I’ve never felt like this before,’ Dan whispers. ‘When I’m not with you, I can be rational about the reasons not to get involved. But as soon as I see you, that flies out of the window and I start coming out with all this stuff I’ve never told anyone before.’

Shouldn’t I trust him too? Do it now. Cards on the table. And this – ‘us’ – might still work. Tonight I’ve seen Dan embracing being a father to a child he’s never met before. What if that same laid-back approach means he’s willing to welcome a baby too?