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  1. EVA CARTER
  2. Owner Of A Lonely Heart
  3. Chapter 1: Gemma
  4. Sunday 1 July
  5. Chapter 2: Dan
  6. Chapter 3: Casey
  7. Chapter 4: Dan
  8. Chapter 5: Gemma
  9. Monday 2 July
  10. Chapter 6: Dan
  11. Tuesday 3 July
  12. Chapter 7: Gemma
  13. Wednesday 4 July
  14. Chapter 8: Dan
  15. Chapter 9: Gemma
  16. Thursday 5 July
  17. Chapter 10: Dan
  18. Saturday 7 July
  19. Chapter 11: Casey
  20. Monday 9 July
  21. Chapter 12: Gemma
  22. Chapter 13: Dan
  23. Tuesday 10 July
  24. Chapter 14: Gemma
  25. Wednesday 11 July
  26. Chapter 15: Dan
  27. Chapter 16: Gemma
  28. Thursday 12 July
  29. Chapter 17: Dan
  30. Chapter 18: Gemma
  31. Saturday 14 July
  32. Chapter 19: Dan
  33. Chapter 20: Gemma
  34. Sunday 15 July
  35. Chapter 21: Dan
  36. Chapter 22: Gemma
  37. Chapter 23: Gemma
  38. Tuesday 17 July
  39. Chapter 24: Casey
  40. Wednesday 18 July
  41. Chapter 25: Dan
  42. Chapter 26: Gemma
  43. Chapter 27: Dan
  44. Thursday 19 July
  45. Chapter 28: Casey
  46. Friday 20 July
  47. Chapter 29: Gemma
  48. Saturday 21 July
  49. Chapter 30: Dan
  50. Chapter 31: Gemma
  51. Chapter 32: Dan
  52. Sunday 22 July
  53. Chapter 33: Dan
  54. Chapter 34: Gemma
  55. Monday 23 July
  56. Chapter 35: Dan
  57. Chapter 36: Gemma
  58. Tuesday 24 July
  59. Chapter 37: Casey
  60. Wednesday 25 July
  61. Chapter 38: Dan
  62. Chapter 39: Gemma
  63. Thursday 26 July
  64. Chapter 40: Dan
  65. Chapter 41: Dan
  66. Chapter 42: Gemma
  67. Chapter 43: Dan
  68. Chapter 44: Gemma
  69. Chapter 45: Dan
  70. Chapter 46: Gemma
  71. Chapter 47: Dan
  72. Friday 27 July
  73. Chapter 48: Casey
  74. Chapter 49: Gemma
  75. Chapter 50: Dan
  76. Saturday 28 July
  77. Epilogue: Gemma
  78. Sunday 21 October
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. Owner Of A Lonely Heart

‘Hang on, let me get my bearings,’ she snaps. ‘See that building?’ She points to a warehouse on the other side of the water. ‘That’s his place.’

My head is literally about to explode. It is the coolest building I have ever seen, Kardashian- or Manhattan-cool. My dad lives here. And, for the next month, so do we.

We cross the bridge and park in a spot marked MERCHANTS’ LOFTS VISITORS. Getting out of the car, I almost get run over by an e-scooter rider.

‘You need to be careful here,’ Mum says. Like, when am I ever not careful? I turn and see the famous bridge that was in every photo when I googled Bristol and, floating over the top of it, so many balloons, against a sky so blue it makes me think I’ve never seen real blue before.

But before I can show Mum, I smell doughnuts and curry: right next to my dad’s building there’s a pile of shipping containers with shops and cafes inside them! Can’t wait to WhatsApp Molly some photos. She will be mega-jealous.

‘Ready?’ Mum says, taking two cases out of the boot. ‘Your father can get the rest.’

When she buzzes the intercom, he answers immediately. ‘Hey, welcome to Bristol, you two.’

Of course I’ve spoken to him on the phone, but his voice sounds different today – kind of American. ‘How did you know it was us?’

‘There’s a camera.’

Ugh! When we’ve FaceTimed I’ve always added filters or bunny ears, but now he’s seeing the real me. Too late I tilt my chin, the way Molly’s taught me, to hide my fat face in photos. The skin under my wig is sweating and I hope it won’t run down my forehead.

‘Take the lift, it goes all the way up to the penthouse,’ he says, like the word penthouse is one he uses all the time. I’ve never said it in my entire life.

Hospital lifts are wipe-clean and dented from trolley wheels. This one has wallpaper of huge green leaves with parrots and birds of paradise in turquoise and gold, and it smells of fruit, not sick people.

The doors open.

There he is.

Dan Lennon.

My father.

He’s taller and better-looking than his photos. He could be an actor on Hollyoaks or a singer in a band.

Oh. In his picture, his eyes seemed blue. But they’re actually grey-violet, with long lashes. He’s got my eyes.

Or, I guess, I’ve got his.

Doors closing, the lift says, bored with waiting. Mum and I are still inside it, but my legs won’t work.

‘No!’ Dan says as the doors start to shut. Before he disappears completely, he puts his foot into the gap – how ultra-cool are his Vans? – and his arms stop the door closing and he’s got so many muscles. No one else’s dad has muscles like those.

‘Come on, let me help you.’ As he takes the bags, I step through the doors and see his flat, and everything else stops mattering.