Contents ( 80)
- EVA CARTER
- Owner Of A Lonely Heart
- Chapter 1: Gemma
- Sunday 1 July
- Chapter 2: Dan
- Chapter 3: Casey
- Chapter 4: Dan
- Chapter 5: Gemma
- Monday 2 July
- Chapter 6: Dan
- Tuesday 3 July
- Chapter 7: Gemma
- Wednesday 4 July
- Chapter 8: Dan
- Chapter 9: Gemma
- Thursday 5 July
- Chapter 10: Dan
- Saturday 7 July
- Chapter 11: Casey
- Monday 9 July
- Chapter 12: Gemma
- Chapter 13: Dan
- Tuesday 10 July
- Chapter 14: Gemma
- Wednesday 11 July
- Chapter 15: Dan
- Chapter 16: Gemma
- Thursday 12 July
- Chapter 17: Dan
- Chapter 18: Gemma
- Saturday 14 July
- Chapter 19: Dan
- Chapter 20: Gemma
- Sunday 15 July
- Chapter 21: Dan
- Chapter 22: Gemma
- Chapter 23: Gemma
- Tuesday 17 July
- Chapter 24: Casey
- Wednesday 18 July
- Chapter 25: Dan
- Chapter 26: Gemma
- Chapter 27: Dan
- Thursday 19 July
- Chapter 28: Casey
- Friday 20 July
- Chapter 29: Gemma
- Saturday 21 July
- Chapter 30: Dan
- Chapter 31: Gemma
- Chapter 32: Dan
- Sunday 22 July
- Chapter 33: Dan
- Chapter 34: Gemma
- Monday 23 July
- Chapter 35: Dan
- Chapter 36: Gemma
- Tuesday 24 July
- Chapter 37: Casey
- Wednesday 25 July
- Chapter 38: Dan
- Chapter 39: Gemma
- Thursday 26 July
- Chapter 40: Dan
- Chapter 41: Dan
- Chapter 42: Gemma
- Chapter 43: Dan
- Chapter 44: Gemma
- Chapter 45: Dan
- Chapter 46: Gemma
- Chapter 47: Dan
- Friday 27 July
- Chapter 48: Casey
- Chapter 49: Gemma
- Chapter 50: Dan
- Saturday 28 July
- Epilogue: Gemma
- Sunday 21 October
- Acknowledgements
- Owner Of A Lonely Heart
‘Hang on, let me get my bearings,’ she snaps. ‘See that building?’ She points to a warehouse on the other side of the water. ‘That’s his place.’
My head is literally about to explode. It is the coolest building I have ever seen, Kardashian- or Manhattan-cool. My dad lives here. And, for the next month, so do we.
We cross the bridge and park in a spot marked MERCHANTS’ LOFTS VISITORS. Getting out of the car, I almost get run over by an e-scooter rider.
‘You need to be careful here,’ Mum says. Like, when am I ever not careful? I turn and see the famous bridge that was in every photo when I googled Bristol and, floating over the top of it, so many balloons, against a sky so blue it makes me think I’ve never seen real blue before.
But before I can show Mum, I smell doughnuts and curry: right next to my dad’s building there’s a pile of shipping containers with shops and cafes inside them! Can’t wait to WhatsApp Molly some photos. She will be mega-jealous.
‘Ready?’ Mum says, taking two cases out of the boot. ‘Your father can get the rest.’
When she buzzes the intercom, he answers immediately. ‘Hey, welcome to Bristol, you two.’
Of course I’ve spoken to him on the phone, but his voice sounds different today – kind of American. ‘How did you know it was us?’
‘There’s a camera.’
Ugh! When we’ve FaceTimed I’ve always added filters or bunny ears, but now he’s seeing the real me. Too late I tilt my chin, the way Molly’s taught me, to hide my fat face in photos. The skin under my wig is sweating and I hope it won’t run down my forehead.
‘Take the lift, it goes all the way up to the penthouse,’ he says, like the word penthouse is one he uses all the time. I’ve never said it in my entire life.
Hospital lifts are wipe-clean and dented from trolley wheels. This one has wallpaper of huge green leaves with parrots and birds of paradise in turquoise and gold, and it smells of fruit, not sick people.
The doors open.
There he is.
Dan Lennon.
My father.
He’s taller and better-looking than his photos. He could be an actor on Hollyoaks or a singer in a band.
Oh. In his picture, his eyes seemed blue. But they’re actually grey-violet, with long lashes. He’s got my eyes.
Or, I guess, I’ve got his.
Doors closing, the lift says, bored with waiting. Mum and I are still inside it, but my legs won’t work.
‘No!’ Dan says as the doors start to shut. Before he disappears completely, he puts his foot into the gap – how ultra-cool are his Vans? – and his arms stop the door closing and he’s got so many muscles. No one else’s dad has muscles like those.
‘Come on, let me help you.’ As he takes the bags, I step through the doors and see his flat, and everything else stops mattering.