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  1. EVA CARTER
  2. Owner Of A Lonely Heart
  3. Chapter 1: Gemma
  4. Sunday 1 July
  5. Chapter 2: Dan
  6. Chapter 3: Casey
  7. Chapter 4: Dan
  8. Chapter 5: Gemma
  9. Monday 2 July
  10. Chapter 6: Dan
  11. Tuesday 3 July
  12. Chapter 7: Gemma
  13. Wednesday 4 July
  14. Chapter 8: Dan
  15. Chapter 9: Gemma
  16. Thursday 5 July
  17. Chapter 10: Dan
  18. Saturday 7 July
  19. Chapter 11: Casey
  20. Monday 9 July
  21. Chapter 12: Gemma
  22. Chapter 13: Dan
  23. Tuesday 10 July
  24. Chapter 14: Gemma
  25. Wednesday 11 July
  26. Chapter 15: Dan
  27. Chapter 16: Gemma
  28. Thursday 12 July
  29. Chapter 17: Dan
  30. Chapter 18: Gemma
  31. Saturday 14 July
  32. Chapter 19: Dan
  33. Chapter 20: Gemma
  34. Sunday 15 July
  35. Chapter 21: Dan
  36. Chapter 22: Gemma
  37. Chapter 23: Gemma
  38. Tuesday 17 July
  39. Chapter 24: Casey
  40. Wednesday 18 July
  41. Chapter 25: Dan
  42. Chapter 26: Gemma
  43. Chapter 27: Dan
  44. Thursday 19 July
  45. Chapter 28: Casey
  46. Friday 20 July
  47. Chapter 29: Gemma
  48. Saturday 21 July
  49. Chapter 30: Dan
  50. Chapter 31: Gemma
  51. Chapter 32: Dan
  52. Sunday 22 July
  53. Chapter 33: Dan
  54. Chapter 34: Gemma
  55. Monday 23 July
  56. Chapter 35: Dan
  57. Chapter 36: Gemma
  58. Tuesday 24 July
  59. Chapter 37: Casey
  60. Wednesday 25 July
  61. Chapter 38: Dan
  62. Chapter 39: Gemma
  63. Thursday 26 July
  64. Chapter 40: Dan
  65. Chapter 41: Dan
  66. Chapter 42: Gemma
  67. Chapter 43: Dan
  68. Chapter 44: Gemma
  69. Chapter 45: Dan
  70. Chapter 46: Gemma
  71. Chapter 47: Dan
  72. Friday 27 July
  73. Chapter 48: Casey
  74. Chapter 49: Gemma
  75. Chapter 50: Dan
  76. Saturday 28 July
  77. Epilogue: Gemma
  78. Sunday 21 October
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. Owner Of A Lonely Heart

She huffs. ‘But what about my hair?’

The strands on her scalp are damp with sweat. Honesty. I try to channel Gemma. ‘It’s a bit flat where it was squashed by the wig, but with a blow-dry, it’d be fab again.’

‘You’re wrong! It used to be blonde and soft, like Mum’s. Now it’s coarse and uneven and bleurgh.’

Casey turns away and I can see the back of her head. The regrowth is patchy in a few places, but most of the ageing rockers I’ve met would be over the moon if their hair transplants were half as lush.

‘It’ll be great. Hair is easy to fix.’

‘A hairdresser would laugh at me!’

‘No one would laugh, Casey. There are thousands of hairdressers in Bristol. We can find one who will transform your look.’

She gives me a sideways glance as I catch her up.

‘Mum says we can’t afford it.’

‘I’ll pay.’

‘Good hairdressers are expensive.’

‘It can’t be that bad.’

‘Like, a hundred quid or something.’ The way she looks at me now is different: like she’s testing me.

Another hundred quid is nothing on my over-extended credit card. What matters most is that she trusts me enough to believe I could help.

‘A total bargain, if it makes you happy.’

‘Plus colour on top. It costs less if it’s not all over. My friend had a blue streak put in and it is so cool.’

I’m being played. But, weirdly, I don’t care. ‘Hmm. What would your mum say?’

Casey sighs. ‘She’s so weird right now, she’d probably think shampoo would kill me. Or a hairdryer.’

‘Weird how?’

She shakes her head. ‘Nothing like as weird as you.’

‘Fair comment.’

But as we walk, I wonder what she meant. Angelica does seem stressed, and when she’s in a bad place, who cares for Casey? The hospital’s close, so if I don’t try again to get at the truth now, I might not get another chance. ‘Is your mum finding it hard, being here?’

Casey stares at the pavement as we walk. ‘A bit.’

‘How?’

There’s a long pause. ‘Like, yesterday . . . there was a dog in the hospital school.’

‘A guide dog?’

‘No, a therapy dog, we’re meant to stroke them or whatever, to chill out. But Mum saw the dog and she totally freaked out. And . . .’ She shakes her head.

‘You can tell me.’

‘No. She’s doing her best.’ Casey’s voice shuts me down.

But when we get to the hospital, she asks me if I’ll wait until her treatment is over. ‘After I’m finished, would you have time to take me to the classroom and say hi to my teacher?’

‘No sweat,’ I say, though the buzzing in my ears starts the second we arrive in the hospital lobby.

‘You could wait out in the garden while they zap me; it’s less medical out there, remember?’

Her automatic kindness makes my heart break a bit. ‘Brilliant idea.’

She nods, then looks down: she’s still carrying her wig. I wait for her to put it back on, but she takes out a cotton bag and rolls the wig up, before stowing it away.