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  1. EVA CARTER
  2. Owner Of A Lonely Heart
  3. Chapter 1: Gemma
  4. Sunday 1 July
  5. Chapter 2: Dan
  6. Chapter 3: Casey
  7. Chapter 4: Dan
  8. Chapter 5: Gemma
  9. Monday 2 July
  10. Chapter 6: Dan
  11. Tuesday 3 July
  12. Chapter 7: Gemma
  13. Wednesday 4 July
  14. Chapter 8: Dan
  15. Chapter 9: Gemma
  16. Thursday 5 July
  17. Chapter 10: Dan
  18. Saturday 7 July
  19. Chapter 11: Casey
  20. Monday 9 July
  21. Chapter 12: Gemma
  22. Chapter 13: Dan
  23. Tuesday 10 July
  24. Chapter 14: Gemma
  25. Wednesday 11 July
  26. Chapter 15: Dan
  27. Chapter 16: Gemma
  28. Thursday 12 July
  29. Chapter 17: Dan
  30. Chapter 18: Gemma
  31. Saturday 14 July
  32. Chapter 19: Dan
  33. Chapter 20: Gemma
  34. Sunday 15 July
  35. Chapter 21: Dan
  36. Chapter 22: Gemma
  37. Chapter 23: Gemma
  38. Tuesday 17 July
  39. Chapter 24: Casey
  40. Wednesday 18 July
  41. Chapter 25: Dan
  42. Chapter 26: Gemma
  43. Chapter 27: Dan
  44. Thursday 19 July
  45. Chapter 28: Casey
  46. Friday 20 July
  47. Chapter 29: Gemma
  48. Saturday 21 July
  49. Chapter 30: Dan
  50. Chapter 31: Gemma
  51. Chapter 32: Dan
  52. Sunday 22 July
  53. Chapter 33: Dan
  54. Chapter 34: Gemma
  55. Monday 23 July
  56. Chapter 35: Dan
  57. Chapter 36: Gemma
  58. Tuesday 24 July
  59. Chapter 37: Casey
  60. Wednesday 25 July
  61. Chapter 38: Dan
  62. Chapter 39: Gemma
  63. Thursday 26 July
  64. Chapter 40: Dan
  65. Chapter 41: Dan
  66. Chapter 42: Gemma
  67. Chapter 43: Dan
  68. Chapter 44: Gemma
  69. Chapter 45: Dan
  70. Chapter 46: Gemma
  71. Chapter 47: Dan
  72. Friday 27 July
  73. Chapter 48: Casey
  74. Chapter 49: Gemma
  75. Chapter 50: Dan
  76. Saturday 28 July
  77. Epilogue: Gemma
  78. Sunday 21 October
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. Owner Of A Lonely Heart

We sit opposite each other, in seats bolted to the floor, so they can’t be used as weapons. His letter asking for a visiting order had been polite, even caring. He wanted to talk about the future and what Angelica would need from me.

I said yes because I’m so bloody lonely. Angelica has begged to visit me too, but I said no, because she’ll never be able to see me the same way again if I let her come here.

I pull my shoulders back, trying to match his posture. ‘It’s great that you want to help us—’

‘She’s had the baby.’

I stare at him. ‘It’s not supposed to be for another two weeks.’

‘Well, the baby had other plans. She was born the day before yesterday, and it was very dangerous, because Angelica is petite and the baby is big. But you didn’t think of that when you were taking advantage, did you?’

Dangerous? Panic makes the room fill with noise. Not like my mum. Not again. ‘But they’re alive?’

‘Yes. You have a daughter.’

The word ‘daughter’ makes the dingy hall fill with light. ‘And they’re going to be OK?’

‘For now, yes. But it’s the future I’m worried about. That’s why I’m here.’

Vaughn Parr is as relentless as my father. He starts off talking ‘man to man’ about how I won’t want to be burdened by a kid once I leave ‘the nick’ – the word sounds ridiculous coming out of his mouth.

When I disagree, he switches seamlessly into flattery. ‘You’re a bright young man who has taken a wrong turn. I’d like to help you with money for training, or a flat deposit? You’re not like the others here.’

He’s right, but not in the way he means. Unlike most of these guys, I haven’t been beaten or abused. I’m not an addict, or trapped in a cycle of repeat offending. Plus, knowing I’m going to be a dad has kept me out of trouble. Even the most violent lads see fatherhood as a badge of honour, showing off snaps of their kids, giving me advice.

‘You’d pay for our flat deposit? That’d be fantastic until I can get a proper job lined up. I’m planning to apply for carpentry training and—’

‘No. Angelica and the baby are going to stay with us, so Angelica can resume her studies in September. This mishap shouldn’t stop her going to university.’

Finally I get what this is. Bribery. I can almost hear my dad’s words: The rich think they can buy people like us, Daz, like we’re worth less than them. The trick is to set your price as high as you can.

‘You came here to bribe me?’

‘Don’t be histrionic. You like an easy life, don’t you, Daniel Lennon? Well, parenthood is not like that. Parenthood is about self-sacrifice and putting someone else first.’

‘I’m ready—’

‘No, you’re not. I can see through you. You’re a charmer, but there’s nothing underneath. My daughter could have died because of you, and she’s too precious to waste her life on a con man. You’re poisonous.’