Contents ( 80)
- EVA CARTER
- Owner Of A Lonely Heart
- Chapter 1: Gemma
- Sunday 1 July
- Chapter 2: Dan
- Chapter 3: Casey
- Chapter 4: Dan
- Chapter 5: Gemma
- Monday 2 July
- Chapter 6: Dan
- Tuesday 3 July
- Chapter 7: Gemma
- Wednesday 4 July
- Chapter 8: Dan
- Chapter 9: Gemma
- Thursday 5 July
- Chapter 10: Dan
- Saturday 7 July
- Chapter 11: Casey
- Monday 9 July
- Chapter 12: Gemma
- Chapter 13: Dan
- Tuesday 10 July
- Chapter 14: Gemma
- Wednesday 11 July
- Chapter 15: Dan
- Chapter 16: Gemma
- Thursday 12 July
- Chapter 17: Dan
- Chapter 18: Gemma
- Saturday 14 July
- Chapter 19: Dan
- Chapter 20: Gemma
- Sunday 15 July
- Chapter 21: Dan
- Chapter 22: Gemma
- Chapter 23: Gemma
- Tuesday 17 July
- Chapter 24: Casey
- Wednesday 18 July
- Chapter 25: Dan
- Chapter 26: Gemma
- Chapter 27: Dan
- Thursday 19 July
- Chapter 28: Casey
- Friday 20 July
- Chapter 29: Gemma
- Saturday 21 July
- Chapter 30: Dan
- Chapter 31: Gemma
- Chapter 32: Dan
- Sunday 22 July
- Chapter 33: Dan
- Chapter 34: Gemma
- Monday 23 July
- Chapter 35: Dan
- Chapter 36: Gemma
- Tuesday 24 July
- Chapter 37: Casey
- Wednesday 25 July
- Chapter 38: Dan
- Chapter 39: Gemma
- Thursday 26 July
- Chapter 40: Dan
- Chapter 41: Dan
- Chapter 42: Gemma
- Chapter 43: Dan
- Chapter 44: Gemma
- Chapter 45: Dan
- Chapter 46: Gemma
- Chapter 47: Dan
- Friday 27 July
- Chapter 48: Casey
- Chapter 49: Gemma
- Chapter 50: Dan
- Saturday 28 July
- Epilogue: Gemma
- Sunday 21 October
- Acknowledgements
- Owner Of A Lonely Heart
‘Seriously, Dan, let me in or I’ll buzz all the flats in the building until someone else does.’
I press the button and pull an apologetic face at Casey. ‘You could put your wig back on,’ I suggest, once the camera shows Angelica is safely inside the lobby.
‘She’ll panic and think my hair’s fallen out again.’
‘Can you wash it out now?’
‘I’ve already tried a few times and it looks exactly the same.’
‘OK . . . How about we tell her you had booked in for some kind of deep-conditioning treatment and it went wrong?’
‘That’d make her even more paranoid about chemicals and I’ll never be allowed near a hairdresser again. Plus, I don’t want to lie to my mum.’
‘Then blame me. Say I encouraged you. It won’t change how she feels about me.’ Being the fall guy seems like the least-worst option.
‘I want you to get on with each other, for my sake. So you’re like grown-ups are meant to be. Grown up?’ The hint of sarcasm in Casey’s voice reassures me she will be OK, however bad a telling-off she gets from her mum.
Which is just as well, because the lift has arrived on our floor.
‘Mummy!’ Casey flies into her arms the second the doors slide apart. They hold each other so tightly and I get this brief, guilty flashback to kissing Gemma in that same space only three days ago.
‘My lovely, lovely girl . . .’ Angelica’s eyes are shut as she rests her head on her daughter’s shoulder. Taking time out has done her good. She’s more like the young woman I met at Glastonbury thirteen years ago.
Her eyes snap open.
She clocks the pink colour and rears back so forcefully that I wonder if she’s given herself whiplash.
‘What the hell have you done to your hair?’
Casey cowers and I turn to Angelica, ready to tell her to calm down. But I can see the fear in her eyes now, and my own stupidity hits me. What was I thinking when I let Casey get her hair dyed? It’s a slap in the face for Angelica, after she’s tried so hard to keep our daughter safe.
Why was I too stubborn to see that before now?
‘The colour is ninety-nine per cent organic,’ Casey whispers. ‘And I totally love it.’
‘I don’t care if it’s made from unicorn horn and cockerpoo-puppy breath, I told you not to get your hair coloured and you disobeyed me.’ Angelica’s voice rises as she’s winding herself up more and more. Her eyes lock onto me. ‘As for you. How could you let her do this? You’ve been a parent for all of three weeks and you think you know better than I do. You think it’s OK to go behind my back, defy my wishes?’
‘No, I don’t. Look, Angelica, I should have—’
But Casey interrupts me. ‘Mum! Stop being so mean all the time. Dad is trying his best.’