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  1. EVA CARTER
  2. Owner Of A Lonely Heart
  3. Chapter 1: Gemma
  4. Sunday 1 July
  5. Chapter 2: Dan
  6. Chapter 3: Casey
  7. Chapter 4: Dan
  8. Chapter 5: Gemma
  9. Monday 2 July
  10. Chapter 6: Dan
  11. Tuesday 3 July
  12. Chapter 7: Gemma
  13. Wednesday 4 July
  14. Chapter 8: Dan
  15. Chapter 9: Gemma
  16. Thursday 5 July
  17. Chapter 10: Dan
  18. Saturday 7 July
  19. Chapter 11: Casey
  20. Monday 9 July
  21. Chapter 12: Gemma
  22. Chapter 13: Dan
  23. Tuesday 10 July
  24. Chapter 14: Gemma
  25. Wednesday 11 July
  26. Chapter 15: Dan
  27. Chapter 16: Gemma
  28. Thursday 12 July
  29. Chapter 17: Dan
  30. Chapter 18: Gemma
  31. Saturday 14 July
  32. Chapter 19: Dan
  33. Chapter 20: Gemma
  34. Sunday 15 July
  35. Chapter 21: Dan
  36. Chapter 22: Gemma
  37. Chapter 23: Gemma
  38. Tuesday 17 July
  39. Chapter 24: Casey
  40. Wednesday 18 July
  41. Chapter 25: Dan
  42. Chapter 26: Gemma
  43. Chapter 27: Dan
  44. Thursday 19 July
  45. Chapter 28: Casey
  46. Friday 20 July
  47. Chapter 29: Gemma
  48. Saturday 21 July
  49. Chapter 30: Dan
  50. Chapter 31: Gemma
  51. Chapter 32: Dan
  52. Sunday 22 July
  53. Chapter 33: Dan
  54. Chapter 34: Gemma
  55. Monday 23 July
  56. Chapter 35: Dan
  57. Chapter 36: Gemma
  58. Tuesday 24 July
  59. Chapter 37: Casey
  60. Wednesday 25 July
  61. Chapter 38: Dan
  62. Chapter 39: Gemma
  63. Thursday 26 July
  64. Chapter 40: Dan
  65. Chapter 41: Dan
  66. Chapter 42: Gemma
  67. Chapter 43: Dan
  68. Chapter 44: Gemma
  69. Chapter 45: Dan
  70. Chapter 46: Gemma
  71. Chapter 47: Dan
  72. Friday 27 July
  73. Chapter 48: Casey
  74. Chapter 49: Gemma
  75. Chapter 50: Dan
  76. Saturday 28 July
  77. Epilogue: Gemma
  78. Sunday 21 October
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. Owner Of A Lonely Heart

Round the next corner, the mirrors turn us into tiny boxes of humanity, and then into narrow discs. ‘It’s OK to get angry with someone. It doesn’t mean you love them any less. I love my parents to bits, but I can still see that my dad’s nerdy. And my mum gossips about people, which isn’t the best quality.’

‘I’d give anything for a family like yours,’ Casey says quietly.

And I want to say to her: Yes, yes, you’d be made so welcome. But I don’t want to give her false hope that anything might happen after today. Maybe I’ve already let her get too close.

The final mirror merges the two of us into one, and I link arms with her as we step out of the hall, back into the sunshine.

‘Where next?’ I ask as we scan the attractions: the ghost train, the helter-skelter. I notice her eyes widen as she sees something and follow her gaze: FORTUNES TOLD: PALM, TAROT, CRYSTAL BALL.

‘I’ve always wanted to have my cards read.’

Casey does not need some fake mystic giving her even more reasons to be worried about the future. ‘You know it’s not real, don’t you? Plus, it won’t be included in the wristband.’

‘Obviously no one can tell the future,’ she says, but she sounds so dejected that I wonder if a fortune teller might cheer her up with some vague chat about tall, handsome strangers.

‘Let’s talk to your dad and see how much they charge. But if you go, you must promise to take it no more seriously than the spooks on the ghost train.’

Dan seems as doubtful as me, but my mum’s on the case now. She knows Mystic Debs – apparently she’s a regular at the surgery because of her tennis elbow, and as a thank-you to the doctors, she did a turn telling everyone’s fortunes at last year’s Christmas party.

‘It was a riot, and there’s no way she’d say anything upsetting. Go on, Casey, my treat.’

While Casey has her reading, I fetch ice creams for everyone. Casey comes out smiling, but refuses to reveal what Debs said. We go down onto the shore, where Mel and Charlotte have been waiting with Bear. He tears across the sand as soon as he sees me, and it’s almost enough to make me forget this is the same stretch where Andrew and I posed for our last official wedding photo, as the sky turned crimson and the silvery sand rippled like fish scales beneath our bare feet. When I close my eyes, I almost feel the weight of damp silk around my ankles.

So don’t close your eyes.

I open them. Casey, Bear and Dan are chasing each other up and down the beach and I can hear laughter and barking. They’re not thinking about the past, so why am I?

The scene is so perfect I have to take a photo. I WhatsApp it to Dan, and then zoom in on Casey. She has colour in her cheeks, and there’s no hint of the nervy girl I first saw in the classroom at the hospital, flinching when she saw Bear.