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  1. EVA CARTER
  2. Owner Of A Lonely Heart
  3. Chapter 1: Gemma
  4. Sunday 1 July
  5. Chapter 2: Dan
  6. Chapter 3: Casey
  7. Chapter 4: Dan
  8. Chapter 5: Gemma
  9. Monday 2 July
  10. Chapter 6: Dan
  11. Tuesday 3 July
  12. Chapter 7: Gemma
  13. Wednesday 4 July
  14. Chapter 8: Dan
  15. Chapter 9: Gemma
  16. Thursday 5 July
  17. Chapter 10: Dan
  18. Saturday 7 July
  19. Chapter 11: Casey
  20. Monday 9 July
  21. Chapter 12: Gemma
  22. Chapter 13: Dan
  23. Tuesday 10 July
  24. Chapter 14: Gemma
  25. Wednesday 11 July
  26. Chapter 15: Dan
  27. Chapter 16: Gemma
  28. Thursday 12 July
  29. Chapter 17: Dan
  30. Chapter 18: Gemma
  31. Saturday 14 July
  32. Chapter 19: Dan
  33. Chapter 20: Gemma
  34. Sunday 15 July
  35. Chapter 21: Dan
  36. Chapter 22: Gemma
  37. Chapter 23: Gemma
  38. Tuesday 17 July
  39. Chapter 24: Casey
  40. Wednesday 18 July
  41. Chapter 25: Dan
  42. Chapter 26: Gemma
  43. Chapter 27: Dan
  44. Thursday 19 July
  45. Chapter 28: Casey
  46. Friday 20 July
  47. Chapter 29: Gemma
  48. Saturday 21 July
  49. Chapter 30: Dan
  50. Chapter 31: Gemma
  51. Chapter 32: Dan
  52. Sunday 22 July
  53. Chapter 33: Dan
  54. Chapter 34: Gemma
  55. Monday 23 July
  56. Chapter 35: Dan
  57. Chapter 36: Gemma
  58. Tuesday 24 July
  59. Chapter 37: Casey
  60. Wednesday 25 July
  61. Chapter 38: Dan
  62. Chapter 39: Gemma
  63. Thursday 26 July
  64. Chapter 40: Dan
  65. Chapter 41: Dan
  66. Chapter 42: Gemma
  67. Chapter 43: Dan
  68. Chapter 44: Gemma
  69. Chapter 45: Dan
  70. Chapter 46: Gemma
  71. Chapter 47: Dan
  72. Friday 27 July
  73. Chapter 48: Casey
  74. Chapter 49: Gemma
  75. Chapter 50: Dan
  76. Saturday 28 July
  77. Epilogue: Gemma
  78. Sunday 21 October
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. Owner Of A Lonely Heart

He gives me a half-glance from under hooded eyelids. ‘He’s back.’

‘Your stepdad?’

Finn shrugs. ‘Doesn’t want me there. So I go out.’

‘And when you go out . . .’

‘I drink, yeah.’

‘Is that all?’

‘Smoke a bit too. No more than that.’

‘Because yesterday you were out of order, you know that?’ He shrugs again and I smell stale sweat. ‘Where are you sleeping, Finn?’

‘With mates. He bolts the door so I can’t get in. No biggie, I don’t wanna be there and hear how he talks to Mum. I might lose it, shut him up for good.’

Usually Finn lumbers around the workshop like Shrek, and I can’t imagine him being violent. ‘Sounds tough.’

Silence.

‘You’ve come on a long way here, Finn. You’re bright. Picked up machine work way faster than most of the lads. Plus, you’re creative. So many ideas.’

He scoffs, finding praise way harder to take than criticism.

‘I mean it. There’ll be no problem finding something permanent for you, if you can get your shit together. But that needs to happen fast.’

He doesn’t respond.

‘See the photos on the wall?’ Finn’s head doesn’t move, but his eyes follow to where I’m pointing. ‘This is my rogues’ gallery. The lads who made the biggest progress. Take this guy, Arnie? He was in worse shape than you, but I bumped into him a few days ago and now he’s sorted: job, house, girlfriend, even a new baby. I believe you could be on this wall one day.’

‘That ain’t the way I’m made.’

‘No, that’s bull. You can change. But we can’t do that for you. Think about it. If you come back tomorrow – on time, tidied up – we can start over.’

‘I got nowhere to go,’ he mutters after a pause, then kicks his backpack. ‘My last mate kicked me out last night and I kipped in the park. How am I gonna tidy up there?’

Oh, mate, I’ve been there. Should I tell him that now? No. This isn’t about me – it’s about him.

‘What if I call the Foyer, see if they’ve got space? It’s basic, but it’s five stars compared to a cell. Or the park. And no stepdad hassle.’

I hold my breath. Make the right choice, Finn. Please.

‘OK.’

Bingo! I try not to let him see how relieved I am. ‘I’ll do it now.’

As Finn stands up, the chair sighs again. ‘Why bother with me, boss?’

I could say it’s about protecting the project’s success rates, so he doesn’t feel under pressure. Or go the opposite way: turn up the volume on my hopes for him, on how I know he can change.

‘You’re one of us, Finn. We look after our own.’

The half-smile he gives me means I got it right. I stand up and open the door, miming giving him a kick up the arse as he walks back into the workshop, and the others shout and jeer, asking if he’s been thrown out, but cheer when he says he’s staying.