Contents ( 80)
- EVA CARTER
- Owner Of A Lonely Heart
- Chapter 1: Gemma
- Sunday 1 July
- Chapter 2: Dan
- Chapter 3: Casey
- Chapter 4: Dan
- Chapter 5: Gemma
- Monday 2 July
- Chapter 6: Dan
- Tuesday 3 July
- Chapter 7: Gemma
- Wednesday 4 July
- Chapter 8: Dan
- Chapter 9: Gemma
- Thursday 5 July
- Chapter 10: Dan
- Saturday 7 July
- Chapter 11: Casey
- Monday 9 July
- Chapter 12: Gemma
- Chapter 13: Dan
- Tuesday 10 July
- Chapter 14: Gemma
- Wednesday 11 July
- Chapter 15: Dan
- Chapter 16: Gemma
- Thursday 12 July
- Chapter 17: Dan
- Chapter 18: Gemma
- Saturday 14 July
- Chapter 19: Dan
- Chapter 20: Gemma
- Sunday 15 July
- Chapter 21: Dan
- Chapter 22: Gemma
- Chapter 23: Gemma
- Tuesday 17 July
- Chapter 24: Casey
- Wednesday 18 July
- Chapter 25: Dan
- Chapter 26: Gemma
- Chapter 27: Dan
- Thursday 19 July
- Chapter 28: Casey
- Friday 20 July
- Chapter 29: Gemma
- Saturday 21 July
- Chapter 30: Dan
- Chapter 31: Gemma
- Chapter 32: Dan
- Sunday 22 July
- Chapter 33: Dan
- Chapter 34: Gemma
- Monday 23 July
- Chapter 35: Dan
- Chapter 36: Gemma
- Tuesday 24 July
- Chapter 37: Casey
- Wednesday 25 July
- Chapter 38: Dan
- Chapter 39: Gemma
- Thursday 26 July
- Chapter 40: Dan
- Chapter 41: Dan
- Chapter 42: Gemma
- Chapter 43: Dan
- Chapter 44: Gemma
- Chapter 45: Dan
- Chapter 46: Gemma
- Chapter 47: Dan
- Friday 27 July
- Chapter 48: Casey
- Chapter 49: Gemma
- Chapter 50: Dan
- Saturday 28 July
- Epilogue: Gemma
- Sunday 21 October
- Acknowledgements
- Owner Of A Lonely Heart
He gives me a half-glance from under hooded eyelids. ‘He’s back.’
‘Your stepdad?’
Finn shrugs. ‘Doesn’t want me there. So I go out.’
‘And when you go out . . .’
‘I drink, yeah.’
‘Is that all?’
‘Smoke a bit too. No more than that.’
‘Because yesterday you were out of order, you know that?’ He shrugs again and I smell stale sweat. ‘Where are you sleeping, Finn?’
‘With mates. He bolts the door so I can’t get in. No biggie, I don’t wanna be there and hear how he talks to Mum. I might lose it, shut him up for good.’
Usually Finn lumbers around the workshop like Shrek, and I can’t imagine him being violent. ‘Sounds tough.’
Silence.
‘You’ve come on a long way here, Finn. You’re bright. Picked up machine work way faster than most of the lads. Plus, you’re creative. So many ideas.’
He scoffs, finding praise way harder to take than criticism.
‘I mean it. There’ll be no problem finding something permanent for you, if you can get your shit together. But that needs to happen fast.’
He doesn’t respond.
‘See the photos on the wall?’ Finn’s head doesn’t move, but his eyes follow to where I’m pointing. ‘This is my rogues’ gallery. The lads who made the biggest progress. Take this guy, Arnie? He was in worse shape than you, but I bumped into him a few days ago and now he’s sorted: job, house, girlfriend, even a new baby. I believe you could be on this wall one day.’
‘That ain’t the way I’m made.’
‘No, that’s bull. You can change. But we can’t do that for you. Think about it. If you come back tomorrow – on time, tidied up – we can start over.’
‘I got nowhere to go,’ he mutters after a pause, then kicks his backpack. ‘My last mate kicked me out last night and I kipped in the park. How am I gonna tidy up there?’
Oh, mate, I’ve been there. Should I tell him that now? No. This isn’t about me – it’s about him.
‘What if I call the Foyer, see if they’ve got space? It’s basic, but it’s five stars compared to a cell. Or the park. And no stepdad hassle.’
I hold my breath. Make the right choice, Finn. Please.
‘OK.’
Bingo! I try not to let him see how relieved I am. ‘I’ll do it now.’
As Finn stands up, the chair sighs again. ‘Why bother with me, boss?’
I could say it’s about protecting the project’s success rates, so he doesn’t feel under pressure. Or go the opposite way: turn up the volume on my hopes for him, on how I know he can change.
‘You’re one of us, Finn. We look after our own.’
The half-smile he gives me means I got it right. I stand up and open the door, miming giving him a kick up the arse as he walks back into the workshop, and the others shout and jeer, asking if he’s been thrown out, but cheer when he says he’s staying.