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  1. one good thing
  2. Prologue
  3. The Seven Stages
  4. STAGE 1
  5. WTF
  6. Yorkshire
  7. London
  8. Lost and Found
  9. Stanley
  10. A Charitable Act
  11. Valentine
  12. Online Dating
  13. Maya
  14. Rescue Me
  15. STAGE 2
  16. Keep Calm
  17. (and go for a walk)
  18. Faith
  19. Valentine
  20. First Steps
  21. A Moment of Truth
  22. Anger and Letting It Go
  23. The Boy
  24. The Teenager
  25. Only a Number
  26. Back to the Future
  27. Not a Date
  28. The Old Man
  29. STAGE 3
  30. Woulda, Coulda, Shoulda
  31. The Bombsite
  32. Two Weeks’ Notice
  33. The Snowman
  34. Heathcliff
  35. Valentine
  36. Father and Son
  37. The Castle
  38. Courage
  39. STAGE 4
  40. Hang in There
  41. Sleeping Arrangements
  42. Stanley
  43. Peeling Back the Layers
  44. Regret
  45. The Village Idiots
  46. The Morning After
  47. Maya
  48. Things Left Unsaid
  49. Hiding in Plain Sight
  50. STAGE 5
  51. The Curveball
  52. So Lucky
  53. A Helping Hand
  54. Valentine
  55. ‘See You Later, Alligator’
  56. Running on Empty
  57. Stanley
  58. A Big Birthday
  59. The Surprise
  60. Eighteen months ago
  61. Brave Face
  62. STAGE 6
  63. Love Your Mistakes
  64. The Dales Country Show
  65. The Teabag
  66. A Confession
  67. Valentine
  68. WhatsApp with Maya
  69. Snagging
  70. A Different Kind of Doorstep Challenge
  71. Stanley
  72. Table for Two
  73. Maya
  74. Sticky Toffee Pudding
  75. PC Neesha Sharma
  76. Harry the Hero
  77. STAGE 7
  78. The Best is Yet to Come
  79. A Celebration of Life
  80. Turning the Page
  81. Valentine
  82. WhatsApp with Naomi
  83. Forgiveness
  84. The Grand Opening
  85. The Last Dance
  86. Stanley
  87. Valentine
  88. The Rest of Your Life
  89. An Epilogue of Sorts
  90. Acknowledgements

As for my sister’s email, it was waiting for me in my inbox the morning after the dance, and I read it and wept with relief and joy and called her immediately. And woke her up, as it was the middle of the night and I’d been in such a rush to speak to her that I hadn’t worked out the time difference. But it didn’t matter. Nothing mattered. And we picked up, right where we left off – like we were having a conversation ten minutes ago. We talked for hours, and when finally I got off the phone, I went online and promptly booked my plane ticket.

‘OK, well, I’d better say my goodbyes.’

I walk into the kitchen, expecting to find Stanley, but instead I see the French windows have been left open and he’s outside in the garden with Valentine. Wrapped up in scarves and gloves, Stanley has his binoculars, while Valentine is pointing at something. I walk over to them.

‘Were you both born in a barn,’ I chide, but Valentine turns to me quickly, his finger over his mouth.

‘Ssshh.’

I frown, then look up to see where he’s pointing. It’s my bird feeder. High up in the sycamore tree. There’s a bird.

‘It’s a robin,’ he whispers, his face brightening. ‘Can you see his red chest – look?’

I peer more closely, squinting into the weak late-afternoon sunshine.

‘Do you want my binoculars?’

I look down to see Stanley holding them out to me.

‘Thanks, Stan.’ I nod and take them from him. Everything’s blurry at first and I have to turn the apertures until they come into focus. And then I see it, close up: its tiny beak and glistening eyes, its feathers, the red of its chest. It’s pecking hungrily at the bird feeder, checking this way and that, as if to make sure no one has seen it yet.

‘See. I told you they’d come. You just have to be patient. Birds get scared of new things. Takes them a while to pluck up the courage. The first one is the hardest, but now the rest will follow.’

I can hear Valentine and I dip the binoculars and look at him. He’s smiling at me.

‘Took a while, but it’s worth waiting for, isn’t it?’

And then we both smile at each other, and I know he’s not just talking about the birds.

‘Liv.’

‘Yes?’ I look down at Stanley, who’s peering at me.

‘Is that your real name?’

‘Well, it’s Olivia really, but you can shorten it to Liv.’

‘Like the word “live” that means to be alive?’

‘No, mine’s spelled differently. There’s no e.’

‘But it sounds the same.’

‘Yes.’ I nod and take a deep lungful of wintry air. ‘It feels the same too.’

I can see Stan frowning, looking a bit confused, as I hand him back his binoculars and shake his hand goodbye and hug Valentine, who for the first time doesn’t just let me hug him, but squeezes me right back.