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  1. one good thing
  2. Prologue
  3. The Seven Stages
  4. STAGE 1
  5. WTF
  6. Yorkshire
  7. London
  8. Lost and Found
  9. Stanley
  10. A Charitable Act
  11. Valentine
  12. Online Dating
  13. Maya
  14. Rescue Me
  15. STAGE 2
  16. Keep Calm
  17. (and go for a walk)
  18. Faith
  19. Valentine
  20. First Steps
  21. A Moment of Truth
  22. Anger and Letting It Go
  23. The Boy
  24. The Teenager
  25. Only a Number
  26. Back to the Future
  27. Not a Date
  28. The Old Man
  29. STAGE 3
  30. Woulda, Coulda, Shoulda
  31. The Bombsite
  32. Two Weeks’ Notice
  33. The Snowman
  34. Heathcliff
  35. Valentine
  36. Father and Son
  37. The Castle
  38. Courage
  39. STAGE 4
  40. Hang in There
  41. Sleeping Arrangements
  42. Stanley
  43. Peeling Back the Layers
  44. Regret
  45. The Village Idiots
  46. The Morning After
  47. Maya
  48. Things Left Unsaid
  49. Hiding in Plain Sight
  50. STAGE 5
  51. The Curveball
  52. So Lucky
  53. A Helping Hand
  54. Valentine
  55. ‘See You Later, Alligator’
  56. Running on Empty
  57. Stanley
  58. A Big Birthday
  59. The Surprise
  60. Eighteen months ago
  61. Brave Face
  62. STAGE 6
  63. Love Your Mistakes
  64. The Dales Country Show
  65. The Teabag
  66. A Confession
  67. Valentine
  68. WhatsApp with Maya
  69. Snagging
  70. A Different Kind of Doorstep Challenge
  71. Stanley
  72. Table for Two
  73. Maya
  74. Sticky Toffee Pudding
  75. PC Neesha Sharma
  76. Harry the Hero
  77. STAGE 7
  78. The Best is Yet to Come
  79. A Celebration of Life
  80. Turning the Page
  81. Valentine
  82. WhatsApp with Naomi
  83. Forgiveness
  84. The Grand Opening
  85. The Last Dance
  86. Stanley
  87. Valentine
  88. The Rest of Your Life
  89. An Epilogue of Sorts
  90. Acknowledgements

I try to make a joke, but we both know how serious it is and Valentine nods, absorbing the information.

‘I imagine a lot of people have forgotten about them. Plus, even if he does remember, he won’t be able to identify you.’

‘But I saw his photograph.’

‘Yes, but I didn’t upload one of you or use your real name—’

‘I’m not ashamed of him, he’s my son.’ He cuts me off and turns to me, his jaw set determinedly.

‘No, I know.’

‘And I don’t want to try to forget the past. If Gisele’s disease taught me anything, it’s that.’ Shaking his head, he gestures towards the small garden of remembrance where Gisele’s ashes are scattered, his voice quietly filled with resolve. ‘That’s why I came here today. I owed it to her to tell her first . . . I want to contact him.’

I listen, but don’t say anything.

‘But I don’t want to cause any trouble. He might not want to know me. Not after all these years. So I was thinking . . .’

He doesn’t finish the sentence. For a moment it hangs there as he raises his eyes to mine.

‘Will you?’

Like with so many momentous choices in life, it’s made without fanfare. And as Valentine’s words disappear into the darkness, we remain there, sitting on the bench, savouring hot tea and sweet pastry. Lost in our thoughts of what’s to come, being lulled by the soft pattering of the rain on a pink polka-dot umbrella.

The Grand Opening

‘This place looks amazing! I wouldn’t recognize it!’

With her arms flung wide, Naomi is racing through every room in the house, showering me with compliments and exclaiming at every detail. ‘I love that old French chandelier in the kitchen. Are those gorgeous paintings the ones we found in the shed? Oh, wow, I can’t believe it’s the same garden!’ Her enthusiasm is exactly the reaction you want from a friend, whether it’s in response to a new hairstyle, or a dress, or a house renovation. Though in my case, it’s all three.

‘Danny, come look at Liv’s roll-top bath,’ she cries, bounding into the guest bedroom where her fiancé lies, dozing on the bed before we get ready to go out. ‘She found it in a field. It used to be a water trough for the cows! You’re gonna love it.’

‘Babe, do you have to emote so loudly?’ I hear him groan, before minutes later dutifully appearing at the doorway of the bedroom to inspect it.

It’s the dance tonight, to mark the opening of the village hall, and they’ve travelled up from London to stay for the weekend. Ellie has come too and Ben was right about converting the attic. She couldn’t have been more excited to discover her bed under the eaves, which I’ve strung with fairy lights, and is now firmly ensconced up there with Harry. The last time I looked, she was playing hairdressers and Harry was sitting there obediently, having his fur brushed and plaited.