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  1. one good thing
  2. Prologue
  3. The Seven Stages
  4. STAGE 1
  5. WTF
  6. Yorkshire
  7. London
  8. Lost and Found
  9. Stanley
  10. A Charitable Act
  11. Valentine
  12. Online Dating
  13. Maya
  14. Rescue Me
  15. STAGE 2
  16. Keep Calm
  17. (and go for a walk)
  18. Faith
  19. Valentine
  20. First Steps
  21. A Moment of Truth
  22. Anger and Letting It Go
  23. The Boy
  24. The Teenager
  25. Only a Number
  26. Back to the Future
  27. Not a Date
  28. The Old Man
  29. STAGE 3
  30. Woulda, Coulda, Shoulda
  31. The Bombsite
  32. Two Weeks’ Notice
  33. The Snowman
  34. Heathcliff
  35. Valentine
  36. Father and Son
  37. The Castle
  38. Courage
  39. STAGE 4
  40. Hang in There
  41. Sleeping Arrangements
  42. Stanley
  43. Peeling Back the Layers
  44. Regret
  45. The Village Idiots
  46. The Morning After
  47. Maya
  48. Things Left Unsaid
  49. Hiding in Plain Sight
  50. STAGE 5
  51. The Curveball
  52. So Lucky
  53. A Helping Hand
  54. Valentine
  55. ‘See You Later, Alligator’
  56. Running on Empty
  57. Stanley
  58. A Big Birthday
  59. The Surprise
  60. Eighteen months ago
  61. Brave Face
  62. STAGE 6
  63. Love Your Mistakes
  64. The Dales Country Show
  65. The Teabag
  66. A Confession
  67. Valentine
  68. WhatsApp with Maya
  69. Snagging
  70. A Different Kind of Doorstep Challenge
  71. Stanley
  72. Table for Two
  73. Maya
  74. Sticky Toffee Pudding
  75. PC Neesha Sharma
  76. Harry the Hero
  77. STAGE 7
  78. The Best is Yet to Come
  79. A Celebration of Life
  80. Turning the Page
  81. Valentine
  82. WhatsApp with Naomi
  83. Forgiveness
  84. The Grand Opening
  85. The Last Dance
  86. Stanley
  87. Valentine
  88. The Rest of Your Life
  89. An Epilogue of Sorts
  90. Acknowledgements

‘A beautiful day to celebrate the life of your wife Gisele,’ he’s saying now, shaking Valentine’s hand.

‘Yes. Thank you.’

‘Luckily you’ve been blessed by the weather, so we’ve found some extra chairs and put them on the grass.’

‘Excuse me?’ Valentine looks confused.

‘For those standing outside. I’m afraid inside we’re at full capacity.’

‘Sorry, Vicar, but I don’t know what you’re on about.’

The vicar frowns and, stepping aside, turns and opens his arms in welcome. ‘The whole village is here to pay their respects.’

And that’s when we see them. Crowds of people, gathered around the porticoed entrance to the church – so many they’re lining the flagstoned path and spilling out into the lane. For a few moments neither of us reacts. We stand and stare, taking it all in. My eyes flick over the faces, so many of them familiar. There’s the landlord from the Crooked Billet, with his family and his bar staff. The ladies who run the local cafe, smartly dressed and without their striped aprons. Sheila the postmistress and Gary the postman.

Oh, look, and there’s Evelyn and the Three Degrees, and several others that I recognize from the different pub-quiz teams. And Maya. She’s here too. Looking red-eyed and emotional, she’s standing apart from Ben, who nods respectfully towards Valentine, but avoids my gaze. I’ve texted him a few times to check how he and Stanley are doing, but while he always replies, it’s obvious that his feelings towards me have changed since that evening at the hotel.

My throat tightens, but I look away: at volunteers from the village hall, whom Valentine has been showing how to paint and decorate. The farmer and his wife. Local hikers that I’ve seen sitting outside the pub. Dog-walkers, whose faces are less familiar than those of their dogs, which are wagging their tales furiously at the sight of Harry. He responds just as excitedly, pulling at his lead, and I quickly take it from Valentine, who turns to me, his expression one of bewilderment.

‘They’re all here for Gisele?’ His voice wavers, and I squeeze his arm and smile.

‘They’re all here for Gisele.’

And yet while that may be true, it’s more than that. They’re here for Valentine. To support him. To show him he’s not alone. That he’s part of this community, ever since Harry forced Valentine to stop watching life from his window and become part of it again. And as he begins to walk falteringly down the path that leads into the small twelfth-century church, where he’s come to say a final goodbye to his wife of sixty years, he’s buttressed by the strength of the entire village.

I walk alongside him, my arm still linked through his. Losing someone you love is brutal. No well-meaning words or platitudes can ever change that, and yet the villagers’ presence is like a pair of arms hugging Valentine in an embrace. Smiles of affection and solidarity, nods of sympathy and respect, a reassuring hand on his shoulder, a look of understanding. A shared grief. And it doesn’t matter that Valentine might not know every single person here. What matters is that they showed up. They showed up because sometimes it’s only by lifting each other up we are able to bear life’s heavy load.