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  1. one good thing
  2. Prologue
  3. The Seven Stages
  4. STAGE 1
  5. WTF
  6. Yorkshire
  7. London
  8. Lost and Found
  9. Stanley
  10. A Charitable Act
  11. Valentine
  12. Online Dating
  13. Maya
  14. Rescue Me
  15. STAGE 2
  16. Keep Calm
  17. (and go for a walk)
  18. Faith
  19. Valentine
  20. First Steps
  21. A Moment of Truth
  22. Anger and Letting It Go
  23. The Boy
  24. The Teenager
  25. Only a Number
  26. Back to the Future
  27. Not a Date
  28. The Old Man
  29. STAGE 3
  30. Woulda, Coulda, Shoulda
  31. The Bombsite
  32. Two Weeks’ Notice
  33. The Snowman
  34. Heathcliff
  35. Valentine
  36. Father and Son
  37. The Castle
  38. Courage
  39. STAGE 4
  40. Hang in There
  41. Sleeping Arrangements
  42. Stanley
  43. Peeling Back the Layers
  44. Regret
  45. The Village Idiots
  46. The Morning After
  47. Maya
  48. Things Left Unsaid
  49. Hiding in Plain Sight
  50. STAGE 5
  51. The Curveball
  52. So Lucky
  53. A Helping Hand
  54. Valentine
  55. ‘See You Later, Alligator’
  56. Running on Empty
  57. Stanley
  58. A Big Birthday
  59. The Surprise
  60. Eighteen months ago
  61. Brave Face
  62. STAGE 6
  63. Love Your Mistakes
  64. The Dales Country Show
  65. The Teabag
  66. A Confession
  67. Valentine
  68. WhatsApp with Maya
  69. Snagging
  70. A Different Kind of Doorstep Challenge
  71. Stanley
  72. Table for Two
  73. Maya
  74. Sticky Toffee Pudding
  75. PC Neesha Sharma
  76. Harry the Hero
  77. STAGE 7
  78. The Best is Yet to Come
  79. A Celebration of Life
  80. Turning the Page
  81. Valentine
  82. WhatsApp with Naomi
  83. Forgiveness
  84. The Grand Opening
  85. The Last Dance
  86. Stanley
  87. Valentine
  88. The Rest of Your Life
  89. An Epilogue of Sorts
  90. Acknowledgements

‘Oh, thank you, but no.’ I smile, touched. ‘I’m sure he’ll be fine now.’

‘That’s why I wear them, because I get scared by noises too.’

Standing a few feet away from the gate, he studies Harry, his brow furrowed in concentration.

‘Noises can be a bit scary,’ I nod in agreement, ‘but they’re only noises.’

He doesn’t answer. I’m not sure he’s really listening to me. He seems completely enthralled by Harry, his expression a mixture of fear and fascination.

‘Do you want to stroke him?’

‘I’m scared of dogs.’

‘Harry used to be scared of people.’

He eyes Harry curiously.

‘Why isn’t he scared now?’

‘He still is sometimes, but he’s trying to be brave.’

‘Daddy tells me I need to be brave sometimes.’

I nod sympathetically. ‘Me too.’

He hesitates, then reaches through the gate and tentatively touches Harry’s head with his fingertips. As good as gold, Harry allows himself to be touched without shying away. It’s as if instinctively he knows the little boy is scared.

‘He’s all soft.’

I notice how small his hand is against Harry’s big bear of a head. The boy must be only about seven or eight. Harry tries to lick him, and he suddenly lets out a squeal and quickly retracts his hand, jumping back behind the garden gate.

‘He licked me!’ He seems unable to decide whether to be delighted or scared.

‘That’s because he really likes you.’

I give Harry a reassuring rub around his ears as a reward for being so good. I’m fast learning that’s one of his favourite things.

‘Stanley!’ A woman’s voice calls from inside the house. ‘Tea’s ready!’

The little boy looks at me, then pulls a small laminated card from deep inside his pockets and squints at it. ‘I have to go. Look, it’s number seven.’

He thrusts the card at me, and I can see it’s some kind of list:

1. Get home from school

2. Wash hands

3. Empty backpack/lunchbox

4. Have snack

5. Do homework

6. Play outside

7. Teatime

‘Stanley!’ yells the voice, louder this time.

And before I can finish reading it, he snatches the card away, runs deftly up the garden path on his tiptoes, making sure to miss all the cracks, then disappears into the house, slamming the door behind him.

The Teenager

Nursing a cappuccino, I try to eke out the last remaining bits of froth. It’s long since gone cold. I look at my watch for the umpteenth time.

They’re almost twenty minutes late.

It’s Friday afternoon and I’m sitting in the small cafe in the village where I’ve arranged to meet my first student, after getting a reply to my tutoring ad. Outside it’s grizzly, but inside is warm and welcoming, with old-fashioned flowery wallpaper and shelves filled with a collection of old teapots. A fire burns in the grate, while wedged into the corner is a pine dresser laden with home-made cakes displayed under glass domes. Filled with butter and cream, the slices are the size of doorsteps. No gluten-free brownies here. It’s a world away from the trendy cafes in London with their chalkboards, vintage lighting and hipster baristas. And I love it.