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  1. one good thing
  2. Prologue
  3. The Seven Stages
  4. STAGE 1
  5. WTF
  6. Yorkshire
  7. London
  8. Lost and Found
  9. Stanley
  10. A Charitable Act
  11. Valentine
  12. Online Dating
  13. Maya
  14. Rescue Me
  15. STAGE 2
  16. Keep Calm
  17. (and go for a walk)
  18. Faith
  19. Valentine
  20. First Steps
  21. A Moment of Truth
  22. Anger and Letting It Go
  23. The Boy
  24. The Teenager
  25. Only a Number
  26. Back to the Future
  27. Not a Date
  28. The Old Man
  29. STAGE 3
  30. Woulda, Coulda, Shoulda
  31. The Bombsite
  32. Two Weeks’ Notice
  33. The Snowman
  34. Heathcliff
  35. Valentine
  36. Father and Son
  37. The Castle
  38. Courage
  39. STAGE 4
  40. Hang in There
  41. Sleeping Arrangements
  42. Stanley
  43. Peeling Back the Layers
  44. Regret
  45. The Village Idiots
  46. The Morning After
  47. Maya
  48. Things Left Unsaid
  49. Hiding in Plain Sight
  50. STAGE 5
  51. The Curveball
  52. So Lucky
  53. A Helping Hand
  54. Valentine
  55. ‘See You Later, Alligator’
  56. Running on Empty
  57. Stanley
  58. A Big Birthday
  59. The Surprise
  60. Eighteen months ago
  61. Brave Face
  62. STAGE 6
  63. Love Your Mistakes
  64. The Dales Country Show
  65. The Teabag
  66. A Confession
  67. Valentine
  68. WhatsApp with Maya
  69. Snagging
  70. A Different Kind of Doorstep Challenge
  71. Stanley
  72. Table for Two
  73. Maya
  74. Sticky Toffee Pudding
  75. PC Neesha Sharma
  76. Harry the Hero
  77. STAGE 7
  78. The Best is Yet to Come
  79. A Celebration of Life
  80. Turning the Page
  81. Valentine
  82. WhatsApp with Naomi
  83. Forgiveness
  84. The Grand Opening
  85. The Last Dance
  86. Stanley
  87. Valentine
  88. The Rest of Your Life
  89. An Epilogue of Sorts
  90. Acknowledgements

‘You mean the one that no birds have found yet?’ I said ruefully, but his gaze didn’t waver.

‘Be patient. They’ll come.’

Downstairs in the kitchen the kettle flicks off and I pour boiling water into the small stainless-steel flask. As the teabags steep, I reach for my coat hanging over the back of the chair and the packet of mince pies I bought when I was in town. I know I should try to make my own, but I also know I can never make shortcrust pastry to rival M&S’s. Popping a couple in my deep pockets, I add a splash of milk to the flask, making sure to fish out the teabags. I’ve learned my lesson.

Afterwards Valentine told me it was only years later that he learned Gisele had known of his affair, but had chosen not to say anything. When he asked her why she had stayed and not left him – why she had chosen to forgive and trust him again – she’d simply replied that she loved him and knew he loved her, and that love was always worth the risk. Which made me think how often the hardest person to forgive is yourself.

It was then that I told him why my marriage ended. Valentine had never asked me, but it felt dishonest to keep it from him, when we’d been so honest with each other. At the mention of David’s affair, he looked upset and asked me if I was disappointed in him, and I said of course not and told him what Josie once told me: that the same story is different for everyone. You just have to live the one that’s right for you.

I find Valentine sitting on Helen’s bench, to which he’s added a dedication to Gisele. I take a seat beside him as Harry beats his legs with his tail, overjoyed to see his friend again. I think how simple life is for Harry, and how complicated we humans make our own lives.

‘It’s cold – I thought you might want some tea.’ Producing the flask, I unscrew the lid and pour him a cup. ‘Don’t worry, I took out the teabag,’ I add, passing it to him, along with a mince pie that I fish out of my pocket.

‘Thanks, love.’ He smiles at the gesture and moves his umbrella so that we can both shelter underneath it. Pouring the hot, steaming liquid into an extra cup, I settle myself next to him, looking out across the graveyard, watching the dusk falling quickly.

‘Will he know about me yet?’

He doesn’t need to explain that he’s talking about the child he’s discovered he fathered. Both of us have thought of nothing else.

‘He could, yes.’ I admit, feeling the weight of responsibility. My breath exhales and I go over my thought process from the last few days. ‘But the likelihood is he probably hasn’t logged into his account for ages. DNA tests were popular Christmas presents a few years ago – my ex and I got them, though it didn’t throw up any surprises . . . My ex-husband was very disappointed he wasn’t royalty, either.’