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Chapters (60)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Other books by James Goodhand
  4. Dedication
  5. Four’s a Crowd
  6. That Friday Feeling
  7. Work
  8. Customer Service
  9. Starting Over
  10. Sweet Seventeen
  11. Burn, Baby, Burn
  12. A Turn
  13. Go-Between
  14. Joyride
  15. In
  16. Not a Date
  17. Taken Down
  18. Killing Time
  19. Reality
  20. The Long Wait
  21. The Other Side
  22. Dropping In
  23. In the Dark
  24. Blind Alley
  25. Showtime
  26. Straight Through
  27. What Develops
  28. Last Lesson
  29. House of Horrors
  30. Room with a View
  31. Party’s Over
  32. At Sea
  33. Fireworks
  34. The Turning of Tables
  35. Home Time
  36. Our Little Chats
  37. Out of the Blue?
  38. No Capes
  39. Holding On
  40. Salvage
  41. The End
  42. On a Promise
  43. Disco Inferno
  44. Lockdown
  45. Will Parks’ Big Moment
  46. The Calm
  47. Last Request
  48. The Storm
  49. All Change
  50. A Narrow Escape
  51. An Inconvenient Delay
  52. No More Fighting
  53. Level Crossing
  54. The Beginning
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Resources
  57. Read more
  58. Read more
  59. 5.11 a.m.
  60. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘Well, nor does anyone, not for absolute certain. But the best we can tell is that brain cells remain active for quite some time after the heart stops beating. Where do these people go, Will? Where is their conscious self? What seems likely is that this period of time feels much longer to the dying person than it actually is, in much the same way as time seems to move slower when we’re in danger. There’s a strong possibility that these last throes of consciousness, which might last just minutes to an outsider, to the dying person could feel like weeks. Even months. A dilation of time, smoothing the shock of death.’

‘Wow.’

‘Wow indeed!’

‘Is this the out-of-body experience people who’ve come back from the brink talk about?’

‘It seems likely, doesn’t it?’ She nods solemnly. ‘Maybe these are the souls we mean when we talk of ghosts. Who knows?’

‘So you reckon that, in that period of time, their conscious self is able to be in different nows? But able to communicate between those nows?’

‘Well, not communicate with just anybody. But if they could find someone to share the same frequency, then maybe.’

‘You really think that could happen?’

She has the look of someone weighing up how much they should reveal. ‘Recently, I’ve become sure of it. Only very recently.’

‘So, if you could sense someone trying to pass on messages about things that haven’t happened yet, it would likely be someone who’s dying?’

‘Well, they’d be technically dead. Medically speaking.’

‘But when might they have died, do you reckon?’

‘Think about it, Will. They are no longer bound by their physical form. Time has dilated and stretched, leaving their present different from our own.’

‘With you.’

‘Are you, though?’

‘What am I missing?’

‘So, say I have a massive heart attack right now, and drop dead on this very floor.’

‘OK.’

‘And, some minutes from now, my brain, my conscious self, will …’ She fumbles for the right word.

‘End?’

‘Oh, I don’t think it ends. No way. It just stops being my own. I suspect my consciousness returns to something universal. Like a fallen oak tree dissolving into the ground from which it grew. Not ending, just different. What’s that Newton law?’

‘Energy can’t be created or destroyed?’

‘Spot on, young man! Life is far too full of energy to be ended by something so insignificant as death!’

‘I like that.’ Another one for Alfie, Will fleetingly thinks with a smirk.

‘But we digress. We were talking about the short time it takes for my conscious mind to close down. The process of dying, itself.’

‘Which feels much longer to you – to the person dying.’

‘You got it. That period will feel to me like – who knows – weeks, say. During which I’ll be aware, conscious, somewhere or other.’

‘Yes.’

‘To eventually slip away, a few minutes or hours from now. From this now.’