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Chapters (60)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Other books by James Goodhand
  4. Dedication
  5. Four’s a Crowd
  6. That Friday Feeling
  7. Work
  8. Customer Service
  9. Starting Over
  10. Sweet Seventeen
  11. Burn, Baby, Burn
  12. A Turn
  13. Go-Between
  14. Joyride
  15. In
  16. Not a Date
  17. Taken Down
  18. Killing Time
  19. Reality
  20. The Long Wait
  21. The Other Side
  22. Dropping In
  23. In the Dark
  24. Blind Alley
  25. Showtime
  26. Straight Through
  27. What Develops
  28. Last Lesson
  29. House of Horrors
  30. Room with a View
  31. Party’s Over
  32. At Sea
  33. Fireworks
  34. The Turning of Tables
  35. Home Time
  36. Our Little Chats
  37. Out of the Blue?
  38. No Capes
  39. Holding On
  40. Salvage
  41. The End
  42. On a Promise
  43. Disco Inferno
  44. Lockdown
  45. Will Parks’ Big Moment
  46. The Calm
  47. Last Request
  48. The Storm
  49. All Change
  50. A Narrow Escape
  51. An Inconvenient Delay
  52. No More Fighting
  53. Level Crossing
  54. The Beginning
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Resources
  57. Read more
  58. Read more
  59. 5.11 a.m.
  60. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘Shit.’ Every square centimetre of Will’s skin tingles, rough with goose pimples. He understands.

She smiles. ‘You’re with me, aren’t you?’

Much as he feels he should be, Will isn’t scared by these ideas. He’s just oddly satisfied, his brain fed to the brim with heady concepts. In fact, it seems impossible to be anything other than calm in the company of this woman.

‘So this messenger, this person in another plane, this ghost; they’re not necessarily dead.’

‘Not necessarily dead, yet,’ Ms Calloway corrects him. ‘They are dying, yes. But in a now that we have yet to reach.’

‘Jesus.’

‘Hypothetically speaking,’ she says, grinning this time.

Will wrestles out loud with the concept. ‘In the last throes of dying, someone’s consciousness could re-experience the months or weeks that led up to their dying moment. And while they are doing that, make contact with someone in the real world …’

‘Who’s to say for sure?’ Ms Calloway says.

‘So, when would this person actually be going to die?’ Will muses.

‘Only they could tell you that. That’s if they know themselves. You’d have to assume it to be in the fairly near future, I suppose.’

Will thinks of the desperation he could feel that night on the boat. He thinks of the pleading in that note taken by Nain. Time, as wonky as it may be, is very definitely running out.

‘What do they want?’ Will mumbles.

‘All you can do is listen and be there,’ Ms Calloway says. ‘What more can anyone do?’

Someone shuts off the lights in the corridor. The hoovers are silent now. A classroom door slams somewhere.

‘It’s late, Will,’ she says. ‘We need to go or they’ll lock us in.’

‘Thank you,’ he says. ‘I’ve really enjoyed this.’

‘Gosh, me too! We’ll pick it up again tomorrow, I’m sure.’

‘I’d like that.’

She hoists her scruffy bag on to her shoulder.

‘Hypothetically,’ Will mumbles one last time.

‘If it makes us feel better to say it, Will, then OK. Walk with me?’

Will grabs his own bag and follows her to the door, his hand hovering over the darkroom light switch.

‘So eerily quiet, isn’t it?’ Ms Calloway says, stopped a few steps ahead of him. ‘You could hear a pin drop.’

Will listens to the empty vastness of the building for a moment. There’s a gurgle of a drain, tree branches stroking a windowpane. He suddenly remembers processing that film with April after they’d been up all night, what they could hear in the dark: the church bells, the trains from miles away.

‘You OK, Will?’

The realization brings no fear. He’s ready for this. ‘You go ahead, Miss. I’m just going to finish something off.’

She nods, like she understands. ‘I’ll make sure the caretakers don’t lock you in.’