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Chapters (60)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Other books by James Goodhand
  4. Dedication
  5. Four’s a Crowd
  6. That Friday Feeling
  7. Work
  8. Customer Service
  9. Starting Over
  10. Sweet Seventeen
  11. Burn, Baby, Burn
  12. A Turn
  13. Go-Between
  14. Joyride
  15. In
  16. Not a Date
  17. Taken Down
  18. Killing Time
  19. Reality
  20. The Long Wait
  21. The Other Side
  22. Dropping In
  23. In the Dark
  24. Blind Alley
  25. Showtime
  26. Straight Through
  27. What Develops
  28. Last Lesson
  29. House of Horrors
  30. Room with a View
  31. Party’s Over
  32. At Sea
  33. Fireworks
  34. The Turning of Tables
  35. Home Time
  36. Our Little Chats
  37. Out of the Blue?
  38. No Capes
  39. Holding On
  40. Salvage
  41. The End
  42. On a Promise
  43. Disco Inferno
  44. Lockdown
  45. Will Parks’ Big Moment
  46. The Calm
  47. Last Request
  48. The Storm
  49. All Change
  50. A Narrow Escape
  51. An Inconvenient Delay
  52. No More Fighting
  53. Level Crossing
  54. The Beginning
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Resources
  57. Read more
  58. Read more
  59. 5.11 a.m.
  60. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Alfie takes a moment to assemble his composure. ‘I’m fine, Parks. Thank you for the kind concern.’

‘Don’t take the piss.’

‘How was your night?’

‘Fucking dreadful.’

Alfie nods, but it seems he hasn’t digested the answer.

‘I’ll tell you about it at school tomorrow,’ Will adds.

‘Shit, school. Really?’

‘Sunday night, mate.’

‘Course it is.’

‘Don’t worry. Bunk off.’

‘No, no, no. I’ll be there. Sure thing.’

‘If you say so.’

‘We’ll be laughing about this tomorrow, Parks.’

‘Sure we will.’

‘Wanna lift?’

‘I’m good. Could use the walk. Get yourself home, yeah?’

Alfie gives him a thumbs up and snicks the car into first. ‘Love you, Parks,’ he says.

‘Love you too.’

Standing at the crossing, Will listens to the fading rasp of Alfie’s BMW as it motors into Patten’s Island. He smiles to himself, certain that his best mate will be back on fine form by the morning.

What is it about this place? Standing here with you at this level crossing, everything is so very familiar. Eerily so. Like déjà vu. I’ve been here with you before, of course, that night with Danny and April, and a hundred times since. But the familiarity runs deeper than that. I know this place. I feel rooted here. Why is every detail so well known to me?

So many questions. For the both of us.

We must meet again. We need to speak.

You’ve been looking for me, I know. I see you there every school day. Look a little harder, a little deeper.

Because there’s something coming up that you need to know about. It’s not the massive disaster that I’ve been seeing, not yet. But it is something enormously important.

And it’s something you can fix.

Keep looking.

You will find me.

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Our Little Chats

Will looks at the clock on the darkroom wall. Five o’clock. He’ll give it another half-hour. The door rests half open. Sometimes he closes it, when he can bear to be in here alone.

He sits at the film-processing desk in the tiny room and glances out into the corridor, unfamiliar in its fluorescent light, night falling fast, the windows like dark-blue mirrors. The school has become a ghost town, the building somehow cavernous now it’s walked only by overworked teachers and the occasional humming hoover.

On the wall outside the darkroom there’s a poster advertising the disco. They’re all over school now, complete with their promise of a ‘Guest DJ’. Will shakes his head, glad he at least has this excuse to speak to April. It’s a week and a half away now – ten days in which to make things right with her.